"..you'd think it's a blessing to be able to see through it all.. Well let me break that myth for you, it isn't. It's horrible. You can actually see what the other person is, what the situation is, what's the purpose of your being there & you even know the most expected outcome.. yet there's nothing you can do. There are a number of things you can do though but sadly you choose to ignore everything & you feel like you're stuck inside a claustrophobic den with no visible way out. Retreat seems impossible and you want out, anyway anyhow. It's not a blessing. It's a curse.
& they say that love cures all pain & time heals all wounds.. they couldn't be more wrong.. It gets worse with time.. for some wounds become so painful that they ooze out at the slightest poke.. that it's better to leave them the way they are.. At times it's best to let go than to hold on to it. Some wounds will never truly heal.. & bleed again at the slightest word.. Acceptance only will let that sink in.. But the pain will be real."