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  • shen_king 30w

    I'm a loner but I ain't lonely.


    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 31w

    I gave you more than what I gave my self,so loyal to you that I betrayed my self.......


    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 32w

    I wish that you never feel the pain I felt and damaged the way I am and tryna love.....


    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 32w

    Love of the past

    He pretended that he didn't care....
    But one word send shocks of the past straight to his nerves....

    It was like he met in a car accident, his nervous system gave way with no warning...
    Disoriented, slowly he began to lose his ability to write.

    Does love has a price?, he asked...
    Unsure and confused he was lost in thought...
    With a hole in his heart, his heart rate drop...

    He showed the world he was happy...
    But little did they know how unhappy he was...

    He wants to be loved...
    Where will he get it from?...
    Surely not from that friend...

    So what will he do with those feelings?...
    Bury them I guess....



    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 34w

    A lesson

    Physically I'm here...
    Emotionally I'm lost...
    Mentally I'm so far away...
    That I can hardly remember a song...

    Lost in space...
    Affected by time...
    Destroyed by the past...
    And I can't see why...

    Mind oh mind...
    Where are you?...
    Is this the end?...
    That I can't see the future...

    So blind and confused...
    I lost my way...
    With walls raised high that not a word could get in...

    Pointless it was for friends who tried...

    But...
    Lesson taught...
    Lesson learnt...
    A lesson so destructive that I'll never forget...


    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 35w

    Finding myself

    It is hard to be appreciated and loved?...
    Thinking to change...
    Will it be for the best?...
    To be the person that sacrifice so much...
    Is my happiness important?...
    Was it ever important?

    At a distance I watched...
    I lost interest...
    As time waved hello and goodbye...
    I aged with bitterness...
    A sense to no longer care...

    A lone strayed wolf I became...
    I no longer felt happiness...
    I no longer force a smile...
    I'm dying inside, but I'm okay...

    I actually had to fake dying to get some attention...
    But is this what I have to do to be seen or heard?...

    I'm not immortal...
    I only have one life...
    And is this the price for a little attention?...

    Slowly I began to pull the strings...
    For what it's worth I deserve happiness...
    And I have to fine that alone and within...

    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 35w

    You won't be loved by everyone....
    You won't be able to please everyone....

    So, love yourself and please yourself...

    Don't let what other persons do or say break you, after all they're placed there to make you stronger.

    We live
    We learn
    We adopt
    And we continue...

    Make life what you want it to be...

    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 35w

    A travelers mind

    Unseen tears...
    Untold stories...
    Where I go?...
    Even I don't know...

    To a land far away...
    Out of sight...
    Out of mind...
    Been told to stay...
    But what's there to stay to?...

    A travelers mind I have...
    To that land I must go...
    To see that paradise...
    That's awaits and glow...

    Over the mountain...
    Through the valley...
    Made some friends along the way...

    Took a detour for a while and stayed...
    But a travelers mind I have...
    So I said my goodbyes...

    And went back on my path...
    To that land I must go...
    So far away...
    Even I don't know...
    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 35w

    A Boy trying to be a Man

    Without a single thought...
    He didn't know his action would have caused this much pain...

    He heard things and took it the other way...
    But how clueless he was not knowing she really cared...

    Regardless she didn't say...
    He failed to read the fine lines...
    With his heart about to crack...
    As tension raised through a battle of conversations...

    Can he fix this?
    Will he fix it?
    Will she forgive him?
    Will she give him a second chance?
    Cause forgetting is one word she refused to learn...

    Words coming out his mouth sounded like glass cracking...
    How hurt he became that he couldn't fine words...

    A black hole came from no where...
    So hungry it devoured his inside....

    Laying there unable to focus because he messed up...
    With nothing on his mind but her...

    Lo siento!, he said...
    If she wish to believe him...
    This was not his intention...
    He should have known better, done better...

    Blinded his self because he was impatient and felt rejected...
    He ruined so many things that could have been amazing, just because he was sad...

    So can she forgive him and give him a second chance?
    ©shen_king

  • shen_king 36w

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    Hell to Heaven your my escape

    With a sinister touch...
    It all changed...
    The smell of death filled the air...

    Bones upon bones...
    Cries after cries...
    So hot!...
    My clothes begone to burn...

    Where am I?...
    Is this Hell?...
    In searched of an escape...
    Shadows in pursuit...

    Faster I must go...
    I must leave here now...
    I stop to look around...
    To see fire holding hands dancing around...

    Is this the end?...
    About to give up...
    But I remember I have God...

    On my knees I was...
    Almost on my face...
    All facial hair was gone...
    I couldn't stop to care...

    Because in prayer I was...
    Desperately in need of help...
    I need my God...
    Jesus I need you like now...
    Cause Hell to Heaven your my escape...
    ©shen_king