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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 5w

    I am in the cold winter afternoon with a burning heart and mind lit with fire....
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 8w

    Every single person is made up of defenite details.Every single person is an array of secrets too. A place where only one can find oneself comfortable with ones own precious secret!! A place to be, a memory to embrace, a song to soothen and a loss to grieve for....
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 8w

    " See you are ageing and gaining weight, you will not get a good guy'".
    "Do you ever think about your parents ? Their aspirations about your wedding"?
    "Do you know that after a certain age it's difficult to get a child".
    "Your career and health will perish with time, all you will have as an asset will be the happiness of your children".
    "Now you are young, you have a job. You are independent but take my word you will regret all these later when you will be all alone in your life after your parents won't be with you".
    "See he is a very nice guy. Have built his own home and financially secured, why you should reject such a good guy? You know he don't have any bad habits like alcohol, smoking or drugs".
    "See we are all nearing our 80s before we die we want you to be in a safe hand. We are awaiting to pamper your baby ".
    " How long you plan to be single?? Is there any love affair going on?? Or are you afraid of marriage?"
    "Is it possible to get a feast at least this time?"
    " Look at your parents , they are happily married with 3 healthy children . Don't you feel that you too should have such a beautiful life?"
    " You might have some insecurities but don't worry , get married everything will be solved. Once you become a wife and a mother you will feel happier and content."
    " Think about your future, who will take care of you when you are aged?"
    All these are the common questions repeatedly asked to me and the best part is these questions never came from my parents. Like any other over protective Indian parents they too try to bring the topic of marriage and the details of some boys but thankfully they never put a pressure on me regarding this cliche'.
    I am a happy lady with a decision not to get married and not to have a child at least for the coming few years. Or it can be never as well and this is my personal choice. People should show some respect to the privacy of others . Marriage and child birth are not something which have appealed to me till now. So let me be me for now.
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 8w

    Yes, she is insane but dears all are insane....
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 9w

    I saw that flower...
    That beautiful little flower...
    But then after few hours the flower faded and then the other day another flower bloom
    still I couldn't admire the new flower.....
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 9w

    As always before going to bed she thought about "him".
    She didn't light the lamp that day; for she loved the thoughts of "his" light fill all around.
    She heard some footsteps approaching her,
    She had no special visitor other than "him", for a moment she adjusted her mantle and giggled like a teenage girl thinking it was him giving her a surprise visit.
    But when she opened the door, she saw her uninvited guest, the unavoidable guest....
    Both of them knew, now it was the time to go but the guest was not very cruel and he granted her 3 wishes. She kissed her dad, spoke to her angel and closed her mind to think about the "undefined" relationship.She wore his hugs as her wreath..
    Then hand in hand she walked with the guest to the inevitable...
    And when the angel realised that she was no more; he called "him" to say that she was dead.
    "He" was in his car, parked near a trash bin, all "he" said was 'oh one of my fan died'. And "he" left the trash behind , kicked the engine to life moving forward......
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 9w

    Sometimes I want to write but I feel a need to feel , then again I want to write. I search for the words but then how can I explaining my feelings.....
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 10w

    It's a blissful morning...
    Come let's hold our hands and watch the rising sun ...
    Let the sun brigthen up our souls and purify
    our minds ...
    Let's hold our hand and stand under the sun for some time....
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 11w

    For all those times when I am a faded flower ,you made me bloom and reborn. My petals full and fragrant, touched by the dew drops ...
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  • shilpasidharthanlatha 11w

    May be most of the time I feel nothing and this nothing is really something......
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