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"A Wanderer Soul Want To Rest In Peace".....
ᴋɪsɪ ᴇᴋ ᴋɪ ᴍᴀᴜᴛ ɴᴇ ; ᴋɪᴛɴᴏ ᴋᴏ ᴊᴇᴇɴᴇ ᴋᴀ ᴛᴀʀᴇᴇᴋᴀ sᴇᴇᴋʜᴀ ᴅɪʏᴀ...ᴡʜʏ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ...#ʙɪᴛᴛᴇʀʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ
The Lives We Play Behind The Mask , A Constant Rain of Pain...
"ᴘᴇʀ ᴀsᴘᴇʀᴀ ᴀᴅ ᴀsᴛʀᴀ" "ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʜᴀʀᴅsʜɪᴘs ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs"
What Is Ur Personality Trait ?
It is a trait wch runs within u ; a trait tht reside in every trivial activity of our day to day lyf, u might have notice it or u might hav been ignoring it.....As fr me ; Apprehension is d peculiar trait tht flows along wth my blood round the clock nd I feel repugnance or disgust towards it, wch I'm not able to bear or assess at many points....One thing wch is missing in every task of mine is confidence as my mind is dominated by anxiousness,I easily get panic in any situation be it anythng even to carry out a small affair will raise my pulse,dry out my throat, palpitations,confusion of mind and most irritating is the sinking feeling in my belly....Restlessness of completing every affair wth effeciency is still prevailing, either I should hav control over dis dominating trait or I should jst giv up....I failed in doing the first one so what left is to jst giv up, wch is not acceptable by me as it is taking me towards despair nd ultimately making me to hate my existence...The purpose of me being alive nd living a happy lyf has been lost in dis struggle...Am i really a loser who can achieve nothing bt failures in each venture of dis lyf...#LackOfConfidence Or #ExcessFear©siddrover
I Am Shattered With Scattered Lyf....©sɪᴅᴅʀᴏᴠᴇʀ
I Keep My Circle Small And My Walls High...
Hypothesis Or Ur Thesis
Assumptions are false conclusion wch limits ur ability to grow...Don't shw to d world wat u are..let thm make assumptions..dey can only assume u nd nt understand u....Their assumptions may lead to failures bt Ur belief will never let u defeat...U jst need to estimate ur force to hit d wall rather thn assessing strength of d wall...Its high tym to invent ur own thesis inspite of practising fixed hypothesis...Dont waste ur tym on ppl who are assuming u; dey r ordinary n many;elsewhere spend ur tym wth ppl who understand u dey r really rare nd few....Don't set ur grades according to d vision or idea of others...Stop tagging an image frm d perception of others jst to create a good impression in their assumptions...Rule out living on d hypothesis of ppl rather design a postulate theory of evaluating urself on d basis of ur terms...Travel a lyf journey on ur exploration of adventures not on others presumption nd conjecture....#InventUrTheoryOfLyf©siddrover
Allah do answers our prayer and u do get what u ask fr....As fr me since pass 3 years, i hav been asking fr death...I was pleading fr deceasing my existence...I was begging fr d end of my suffering; each passing day was tormenting fr me...The agony i was going through was insufferable...The only cure of my ache nd distress was demise of this long grieving soul...One day, my dua was answer in !such a way ; tht d sole hope of my survival or the only reason which make me stop harming myself or i say d last desire of me being alive was suddenly in a flash unexpectedly jst vanished out frm my lyf in front of me she breath her last holding my hand freeze me to death fr time being ;bt the moment i was thaw, It made me realize despise of d constant ache , i was living each day fr d person i loved the most as fr nw i couldn't feel nything...My world has been torn out by an abruptly unbearable shock tht left no sense of anything within me...It made me think of what i was asking to Allah for so long... Allah did answer my prayer by giving me lyf which is not less thn a death...I m living lyk a dead soul who is seeping into death every moment....#LivingADeadSoul©siddrover
When lyf test u the only thing u explain to urself is to hv patience nd there will b a morning to dis darkest night , bt how long will dis night goes on no one knws and hw patiently u will handle ur situation without breaking down even u don't knw...There is always a saturation point of everything dis include ur patience too, there will b a point whn der is no strength of anything left almost for nothing , it could b no vigour of being happy or making others happy,being understandable or making others understand,being calm or maintaining peace around u, being hyperactive or making every activity worthful, being funny or taking any joke too easily,there will b many unbearable things wch can't b handle patiently tht include ur temper too...there will b no reason bhnd ur anger or suppress feeling of hurt wch burst out as fire...A sad demise grief wch not let u to live or a constant feeling of let down tht walks along wth d clinging loneliness of urs mind;whom to fight first or jst face thm wth d wrd patience...Fr me words are more easy to utter thn just to carry out thm...The most easiest thing seem to b most difficult to control ; its thn d lyf call of its saturation..It's d tym whn lyf prompt u its beyond ur care u need someone who guide u or take a grip of u nd if u dnt follow dis sign thn u are tend to give up and dis is d tym when u sleep into depression wch will b a grave nd frightful despairing scene of ur existence wch ultimately leads fr d craving of death..There are some chapters wch u can't understand by ur alone comprehend u need a teacher who is more experience thn u and cn easily make u perceive d easy way-out #AskfrHelp©siddrover