I am fine. I AM FINE. IAMFINE. I think now it will be convincing enough for you to believe again. What else do I have to say? Isn't it alright that I am feeling numb? No pain, no worries? No, no no no, don't give me that look. That look of pity. I don't want any. Oh look! Those ear buds of yours came down. Quick, put up them again. Otherwise you will hear my screams, my cries of agony, my plea for help. Are you terrified? Haha, don't worry I'll not hurt you,I promise. I have already had this fun with myself so I am contend now. Can you see the scars on me? Oh wait, Lemme first put down my mask. Can you see the dark blood flowing in my veins now? The streams of viscous poison like blood which comes put through the scratched wounds. Hey, hey, hey don't worry I told you I am fine. I guess I have turned into a nyctophile; I love the nights. I don't know, maybe because I've had countless sleepless ones that now I am in love with this darkness. The dark circles under my eyes are like black holes; Suck up everyone who tries to read me. Excuse me for these tears, I used to be a lake once but now these drops will soon dry away. Not that look again, I am fine. See those stones which you threw up on me. I have built new defenses which now will demolish everyone. Shhh.... No whispering the demons in me are asleep now, If they will see you then you will be turned to rubble too. You care about me? You are sorry? Haha, April fool's day was yesterday. Look! I am fading away, Drowning into the seas of silences But don't you trouble yourself because, I AM FINE.