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  • sneh_writes007 10w

    Letter to you

    Dear Dr. Jug❤

    Yeah... Obviously u r dear to me...
    I alwz use to think as a kid or u can say till i watched #Dear zindagi that, pain n fear were meant for me..
    As if I deserved it all... I use to feel this urge to keep my feelings.. My thoughts , my sorrow, my happiness all inside me.. I were afraid to ..u know express... I still can't totally but yeah.. By listening, watching u and Relistening u.. I started to express a bit..
    I alwz just wish and prayed to heal, conceal ,fill & mend all the scars, blank space, void in my mind and my heart...
    You made me realize why its necessary to feel all the emotions.. Why is it necessary to express ur feelings khul k i.e, rona, hasna, n all...
    Without u, i would hv nvr been able to reconcile myself out of the emotional trauma of being ignored as a child and societal trauma of being abused as a teenager, sometimes for my thoughts, at a times for me being the "bigdi barbaad ladki"..
    Well.. Now i have accepted tht it happend, n it were in my past n i can't n shouldn't let it affect my future... Once u accept, analyse, nd thn execute the healing process..
    Life becomes easy. .. N u again kinda start feeling alive...
    Well...
    I can't tell about others, but i will alwz n alwz need u Dr.Jug.. N for the healing i will again visit u...
    Lots of love...
    Tonnes of thank yous❤
    ..
    Yours
    #kaira living in all the human out there❤
    ©sneh_writes007