पतझड़ के मौसम में पत्तो को पेड़ से टूट के गिरते देखा है, सच्ची मोहब्बत में आशिक़ों को बिखरते देखा है, दीवानगी में हम भी कुछ इस क़दर कूदे के खुद की दिल की दीवारों पे किसी और के नाम के निशानों को उभरते देखा है।
मोबाइल के कीपैड पे अपनी उंगलियों को थिरकते देखा है, उनकी यादों की खुशबू में अपनी सांसो को महकते देखा है, जनवरी की उन सर्द रातों में जब रजाई में घुस हमसे घंटो बतियाती तो हमने अपने छत पे खुद को ठिठुरते देखा है।
अपनी मोहब्बत में उनकी शरारत को देखा है, हमने तो अपने हर स्वप्न में अपनी रूह को देखा है, पतझड़ के मौसम में पत्तो को पेड़ से टूट के गिरते देखा है, सच्ची मोहब्बत में आशिको को बिखरते देखा है।
It's been years since you have died Not that you were so close to me But your death left a deep impact in my heart It's not that I used to talk to you so often But I remember that gaze You looked me with A day before your accident A gaze that had so much to tell A gaze that wanted company A gaze that was craving to be understood
I heard you were visiting rehab To quit drugs they say But I don't believe it was only the drugs You wanted to leave But a life you were drawn to A life that was swallowing you bit by bit
The night was usual The nightmare was not I don't get to see a dead body often In my sleep I could see you Lying in a pool of blood Screaming to the top of your voice Or perhaps whimpering For the pain being so much for you One side of your face Destroyed by the accident As if a monster had eaten up your face Your left leg (or perhaps right) Detached from your body I woke up with a fear sitting on my chest Retching for how longer I don't remember I tried hard to not think 'bout you But when memories strike They strike to remain..
Reports say you were alive for half an hour After you got struck by the truck... Lying in the middle of the highway With people pitying around But none who could save (Who could at least try) I know it's not only the pain you would have felt In those half an hour But longingness.. You might have waited for people around To save you To not see you with eyes That pour empty symapthy You might have wished to cry You might have given up hopes When you saw no one coming by You were the only male child of your parents The only brother of your only sister You might have thought of those Happy moments of your life Smiled for a second Cursed yourself perhaps for riding that fast You might have wished to go back And hug your mom Pain must have surrounded you then 'I am not going to survive' You might have wished For the well being of your family then You might have wished for the well being Of your only sister You loved her the most I heard You might have ached for a glimpse Of your family For a warm embrace perhaps You might have wished for them To come from somewhere When you could not see them coming The pain must have grown even more You could smell your own blood all around You might have wished for everything To end soon Or perhaps to live a little more You could feel being emptied from within By the continuous flow of blood Oozing out of your body Every second you could feel the pain Growing even more..
I can see you in corridor, laughing Playing volleyball in ground Cursing your friends I can see you in corners Smiling ear to ear Or standing outside your class I can see you fighting for your own life I can see you gasping for breath I can see you giving up at last..
Millions of people may like you thousands may care for you but only that one who knows how to make you smile when you are low is the one who truly wants your happiness. Today is Valentine's Day people wait for this day, some to propose, some to show their love........... When we have someone close to us we just take them for granted..... But think what will happen when they will suddenly disappear. The person who loves you, you can't find them more with you. Love is a awesome feeling. Its above physical satisfaction...... Its above mental support........ Its above financial support..... Its above emotional support........ Its all about souls.............. This is a vast term don't judge love on the above given reasons........ If you love, firstly respect yourself then respect them, keep your self respect before your love not your ego......
People are confuse between self respect and ego......
SELF RESPECT IS SOMETHING WHICH UPLIFTS YOU IN YOUR VIEW AND EGO IS UPLIFTING YOU IN OTHERS VIEW..........
Where there is love there must be no ego, where there is compatibility you can carry it life long with happiness .....
CELEBRATE VALENTINE'S DAY
LOVE YOURSELF LOVE YOUR FAMILY LOVE YOUR FRIENDS LOVE YOUR PARTNER LOVE NATURE.................
AND BE LIKE A ROSE, IT TOO GETS HURTED WHILE IT GETS DETACHED FROM PLANT STILL IT GIVES A MILLION PEOPLE REASON TO SMILE....... BUT REMEMBER ROSE HAVE THRONS TOO
When I am alone
I want you to give me company.
When I get totally lost
I want you to come and find me.
When my heart gets broken down
I want you to collect me out .
When everything seems to be dissipate
I want you to hold my hands and strengthen me.
When I was in sorrow and pain
I want you to come to me
And vanishes it like magics in fairy tales.
When I get raze and make myself sad
I want you to reorient me and make me laugh.
When I lose all my hopes
I want you to come in my life as my sunshine.
When my shiny side capture by the darkness
I want you to irradiated me by your brightness.
I want someone who knows
How completely insane I am
And he wouldn't want me any other way.
I want someone who can listen
To my limitless obstacle babblings
Without any interruptions.
Papa, this is probably more than what we call infinite times that I am talking to that star. I know you must be harkening to all my words. Atleast I am happy for that. Thou we are infinite miles apart.
Papa do you know in how much torment I am? I have so many agonies, The pain of not listening to your bedtime stories, The pain of not arguing with you, The pain of not getting scolded, The pain of you not patting my back and saying" I am proud of you." This world is so void without your presence.
//Now the only thing I can do is just stare at that constant star and cry my heart out.//
The song of the fireflies no more enchant my ears. The zephyr no more soothes me, The drizzle no more makes me rejoice. The moon also cries for me. (I guess the moon also knows how much I miss talking to you.)
I still remember that day when you were going to work //You promised me that you will be back as soon as possible// But papa !! You never came. Its been ages since I saw your face, Its been ages since you caressed me, Its been ages since patted my back and said" I am proud of you."
*sigh* Papa, its probably more than the zillions of times that I am lamenting while talking to the constant star. Papa, I am tired pretending to be okay when I am not. Every dawn, I wake up and put my mask call " smile" on my face and dissemble that I am okay.
Papa, I don't know whether my words ever reach to you which I blurt out to the star. But whenever I stare at the star I always see the silhouette of you. I don't know if this is my illusion or real But I find tranquillity talking to you.
Ohhh! I was totally lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice that its dawning already. So its time to give you some rest and wipe my tears and put my mask and sham to be happy again.
Last but not the least, I must say " I miss you forever." //I am being sanguine that you will keep your promise and will come back soon.//
I did believe in magic.. but now I feel it.. A poison it is..Yes, a sweet poison.. A poison that kills you, but to give you the most happiness.. I find it everywhere now..Everywhere I lay my eyes, I can see magic happen to me, for everywhere I see the same thing and hear the same name.. The moment my eye lids close, I enter a new world.. a world full of love, a world with blossoming trees, a world with daffodils and daisies, a world with beautiful skies, painted with the best of the shades, with beautiful stars stuck to it, a world with clouds reaching the ground, with the birds reaching the horizon, with my heart reaching somewhere it has always wanted to.. A world full of bliss.. The moment my eyes go to sleep, I find it.. The moment I close my eyes, I can feel magic..In the small world formed in my head..In the shores of my mind..In the skies of my heart..In the deep oceans of my soul.. It fills my dull life with beautiful colours..Tints of joy and hues of glee.. Everywhere, I can feel it, I can see it, I hear it.. This is what magic does to you.. It bewitches you..It kills you and takes you to a world you wouldn't want to come back from.. It gives you love. It gives you bliss. It makes you feel life like you have never done.
Fog on her glasses From the still steaming coffee A book in her hand As she casually reads A catch in her breath As the climax grows near She's deaf to the world The book's aa she can hear She's completely lost now Or perhaps she is found In this strange paper world That's far from the ground...