Mirakee
I went to so many places
Looking for you and me
And our pieces.
spillingwords__
you’re so cynical.
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People fake,
Promises break,
Feelings change,
Love fades,
Loved ones dead,
Happiness never stays,
Friendships hollow,
Relationships worthless.
Life’s a waste.
Just fake,meaningless and useless.
It’s senseless. -
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Oh, my, my, you just took me by surprise
And I can't believe my eyes
Oh, I must be seeing blind
Oh no, now you're too good to be all mine
Now I'm looking in your eyes
Oh, I must be seeing blind -
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My shadow’s dancing without you for the first time.
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I went to so many places
Looking for you and me
And our pieces.
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Broken and whole
Is what I am
Pieces of my soul
Spread like jam.
Wisps of smoke
Filling the sky
Filling me with hope
As I say goodbye.
A yellow and orange hue
Up above me
White clouds against the sky's blue
I'm grateful for the beauty I see.
The wisps of smoke
The pieces of white cotton candy
The shards of my soul
Together, they look so pretty.
But to be beautiful is to be tragic
Black threads in silken white fabric
'Cause there's no beauty without the black
There's no mansion without a shack.
The world is full of opposites
One cannot, but two can exist
To be one, is to be the other
Taking a step back also takes you further.
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_who_am_i
17w
What are you crying for? The happiness you had or the happiness you THOUGHT you had?
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I'm a Delicate Little Bitch.
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A small boat
Of my dreams
Rocking in the sea silently.
Its far away from the shore
But there's no shortage of hope
And I row and row and row
Even when my arms become sore.
Then the sea starts dancing
To the music of the rain
Making all my attempts go in vain-
There comes a giant wave
And the boat capsizes
And when it recedes
There's no trace of my dreams.
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standbyme
20w
Read MoreExactly 4 months ago, a lot of us googled Depression. It was not to know what depression is but to check if it preyed on us.
On hearing about suicide news, we all say cliche dialogues like "isn't that even a reason for suicide?" "If they got the guts to commit suicide, then why couldn't they use it to live further? " "Why do they commit suicide for a petty little pain", we might think. It is a petty little pain for us, not for them. For them, that pain is much more worse than the pain from suicide, that's why they do it.
Funeral gives bad vibes, then how about a 24*7 tour at funerals daily? Well, this is the life of a clinically depressed person. Their mind is always a cremation ground & the reason is imbalance of norepinephrine, a chemical released by brain. It's incurable just like diabetics & accepting that is the first step to redemption. "Answer these 10 questions & we will let you know if you have depression or not" . . . paying attention to them & treating ourselves is just like learning to swim on the ground.
Don't lend your ears when someone say yoga & meditation are the best for a depressed mind. It's utter foolishness. If you are a depressed person, all you want is to increase the blood pressure & heart beat hence physical exercises are the one at rescue & not yoga. The best thing to do is to have a therapist for he will help find your trigger points & hence come up with a coping mechanism to overcome it, thereby controlling depression. As per the study on 2009, 7% of people suffer from mental diseases. Now by 2020, it became 20% & the only reason is "No one has time to listen to". We reached a situation where we need to think for a while when asked "how many people resides in your neighborhood?"
A celebrity died. We said it's a suicide & the reason is depression. We discussed with our friends, put status, blamed nepotism, even wrote lengthy writeups on all the social medias. All good but think for a while . . . a lot of people commit suicide on a regular basis, known & unknown. If we could have listened to them for a while . . . listened to what they might want to say, some of them would still be alive today. Let us listen. Let us cultivate the habit of listening.Sometimes,listening is
often the only thing
needed to help
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20w
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I have started hating parties, especially birthday parties. I used to love them but now I don't. All the faces full of beauty and love and delight and joy: I cannot stand them now. Not because I am jealous or I have any ill-wishes for them. No. I love seeing people happy and enjoying themselves. I have nothing against them. But it reminds of my own unhappiness, my own loneliness. The joy and beauty seem like taunts. What I don't have, is rubbed at my face to mock me. What I so desperately want is kept so near yet out of my reach. It's like a starving person chained to a wall with a feast spread out in front of him; like a caged bird kept beside an open window. It's torture, that's what it is. It breaks me so much that I..... that I am afraid of it all now. Scared and scarred.
Scared and scarred.
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Who says death is better than life
Maybe what we are living is Afterlife
And this is all a punishment
Because when we were alive,
We committed suicide.
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The difference between 'want to' and 'have to' is what Life means-
You do what you 'have to' so that you can do what you 'want to' but till the time your 'want to' becomes 'can do', you are dead.
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_who_am_i
21w
Nothing is forever
Forever is nothing.
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too many expectations, its all making me insane.
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