Mirakee
Imagine you're on a trip to the mountains,
You go up to the terrace of your hotel
with a cup of coffee in your hand and you are looking at the sun about to set behind those mountains, then a cold breeze flows over your face, you take a sip and then a deep breathe as you look at the sky which is now painted with hues of purple, red, blue and pink, immensely beautiful and a bliss to the eyes,
this is exactly what others feel when they look at you
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sse7enn
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Read MoreWe all wish for a happy ending but while wishing for that happy end which we can't really control, we often ignore the happy present, the reality that is very much there. Humans have always craved for they want and have neglected or never truly valued what they have, well that's a common behaviour but the thing is it is alarmingly common in today's time, and in order to get what they want, people tend to take desperate measures which might effect people around them, usually negatively.
Well there's this that, "be careful for what you wish for, to have something you have to lose something".
Wednesday, 6 January 2021
9:00 PM
*sitting up on the terrace on a cold winter night there were thousands of thoughts hurling in D's mind and all he wished for is peace*
"Why can't life be just simple for once, without any problems, without any complications, without any hurt or any pain. Without anyone, just me and this beautiful world all to myself. It's hard for me to hold on, i'm stumbling along the way, please if there is someone out there watching over us, please just listen to me"
*D then lied down looking up to the sky at the twinkling stars and then getting lost in them...*
*And then suddenly, a bright white light appears and then D finds himself walking on a road, the road is completely empty and the surroundings quiet, no sign of life at all as if everyone is just disappeared and he keeps walking as if he doesn't care anymore, as if he wished for exactly this.
Everyone has vanished from the planet except D, and as soon as he realises this he screams with joy. He starts singing and dancing like he's free after being put in a cage for years. He drove around in cars he dreamt of, took any cloth he liked from the shops, he was having the time of his life, sitting and drinking in the middle of a highway, breaking glass of the cars shops cause why not we all have dreamt of doing this atleast for once.
But for how long? For how long this all will give the peace which D wished for,
a month?, 2 weeks? or maybe just 1 week, well, it took 3 days when the peaceful quietness became eerie silence, when peace became paranioa and this beautiful world became hysterical one. Now the freedom that was letting D to breathe freely is now suffocating him in this open world, for a moment it's all quiet and then suddenly there are screaming sound saying,
"You seem scared, why? Isn't this what you wished for" [devil's laugh]
D started running, away from this sound in hope for this all to get over and then after running continuously for a while he stopped, exhausted, he falls to his kness before fainting on the ground.
Then again that bright white light appears and D finds himself lying on the terrace looking at the stars, he stoop up hurriedly and looked around, there are people around, and it's not quiet anymore. He took a sigh of relief and then lit up his cigarette and laughed while crying*.
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sse7enn
1d
Imagine you are on a trip to mountains
Those majestic snow capped mountains and the sun rising from behind and sunrays falling onto your skin,
What you feel seeing this is exactly what others feel looking at you, the warmth you hold, the glow you cast is majestic
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sse7enn
1w
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they say there are two sides
of a gemini
it might be hard to see
but i can't deny
i see myself
partying all night
and i see myself to get
away from light
this or that in my head
i'm always thinking
you know a gemini
can be quite confusing
i'd be going over things
still i can't decide
if i'm up for it
i probably lied
taking my time
as i wanna be alone
all these battles
i fight'em on my own
i'm the angel, i'm the devil
always trying to break free
but it's hard to come through
when i'm the one who's fighting me
se7en.
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sse7enn
1w
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all my memories
seem to be just hues of black
turning grey day by day
slowly fading away into the unknown
and my body has turned
numb, cold and blue
se7en.
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sse7enn
3w
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SUDDENLY part 2
"Well who wouldn't laugh seeing that confused face you make"������
"C'mon doc ssshhh"����
"Okay okay what happened then?"
Then she just sat on the bench and said,
"So what's your story? What made you come here at 4am on the first day of the new year alone with a cigarette but no lighter"������
"Well the story is looong but i come to this place when it's quiet, when everyone's sleeping , i sit and just look at the citylights and smoke cigarette, here i be at peace"
"I know this place is amazing, we just shifted in the neighbourhood few days back and then i discovered this place and now i come here everyday to sing, to dance and to forget everything and be just me"
"Ooo so that's why i haven't seen you here before, well before you were here i had this place all to myself but i guess now i have to share"
"Is there any problem in that?�� and also you don't own this place so you have no option so sssshhhhh"
"Well then i guess...welcome....you have a name or i have to call you miss stranger?"������
"Stacy...my name's Stacy and you are?"
"You can call me D, i prefer it"
"Okayy so D tell me don't you get bored just sitting here and doing nothing?"
"I believe sometimes we should just sit, breathe easy and have our own company coz you don't have to explain anything to anyone and it helps me to get my shit back together"
"Umm can't argue on that, i agree sometimes being alone is all you need to get over the things hurling in your mind. Tell me are you free tomorrow?"
"Umm yess, why"
"You seem like a genuine person and i don't know anyone here so would you mind showing me around i wanna explore"
"Umm..."
"Cigarettes will be on me, deal?"
"Well okay then we have a deal"
"Yess i'm excited"��
.........
"So yeah this is it now we gonna go out tomorrow doc"��
"That's great D, i haven't seen you so happy in a while or say ever since i met you"
"Idk doc let's hope it goes okay"
"It will be D, it will be, have faith"
2nd January 2021
Saturday
D went to the spot but Stacy didn't come, he waited and waited and waited and now he's alone, again, like before.
SUDDENLY it was all over.
THE END.
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sse7enn
3w
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Suddenly
Part 1
1st January 2021
12 PM, Friday
*aggressive knocking on the door*
[Screaming] Dr.Nair....Dr.Nair......are you home?, open up
"Coming coming wait"
*door opens*
"D?, wait, is this really you? Let me get my specs maybe i need to get my eyes checked"
"Ha ha funny"��
"No i mean you at my doorstep at 12 noon and not 12 am kind of weird, no"
"But it's important doc i need to tell you something"��
"Wait a minute, you are here at 12 noon and you are excited about something, oh my god 2021 will really be a magical year"
"Come on come inside it's good to have someone to visit on the first day of the year"
"So doc how was your new year party?"
"New year party?, more like new year new book i spent all the time reading the new book i got, remember that...."
"Yeah yeah that book, bleh, don't bore me with this nerd talk and listen to what happened with me, doc, i am feeling happy, like seriously, happy"
"I can see that on your face idiot, blushing and smiling non-stop, so are you going to tell me or what"
"I don't how to explain, i met this girl..."
"Ooooo you met a girl haa, is she the one you've been talking about the one who' name you haven't tell me?"
"No why do you keep bring her up whenever i talk about some girl"��
"Coz we have been talking about only her everytime i guess"
"Yeahh fine but no it's not about her. Will you please now let me talk"
"Okay okay i'm quiet now, go on"
"So i met this girl today at the same spot where i use to go, my place where i find peace and there she was all alone with a cigarette in her hand, singing song and and dancing like no one's watching and well there was no one except me yeah, then she fell on the ground and yk what she did next"
"Yess yess ik i was there too"
"Wait what? Really?"
"Gotcha"������
"Agghhhh doc��, nevermind so then she gave herself a hand and stood up like she don't need anyone, and her smile, looking at her smile made me smile, me doc, i was smiling and laughing looking at her"
"That is great D, really is, what no one was able yo do this girl did even without talking to yoj just by being herself, i'm looking forward to meey her, but you said you met her so you guys did talk, or this what you meant by met, coz i know you and how shy you are"
"No no we did talk but it didn't start well but i managed, as i was smiling and laughing she saw me and came to, turns out she thought i was laughing coz she fell. Well i knew i was in danger i could see thag in her eyes so i stood from the bench and started walking away but then she shouted and said....
[ "hey you...what's funny haa? I know you were laughing at me, so what people fall all the time there's nothing to laugh about it, and who are you creep watching me with a unlit cigarette in your mouth"��]
"Wooah she didn't take it well, i mean who would you were at her D"������
"Nooo i wasn't laughing at her just the way she did what she did, it was more like you do i explain this"��♂️
"Okay okay don't just tell me what happened next, what did you say?"
"She was talking and i was just staring her, and then she said....
[ "what? What are you looking at? Say something"]
And i couldn't think of a reply and just pointed to my unlit cigarette and asked like a dumb, 'umm lighter?', and she stared at me for a moment, then burst into laughter"������.
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sse7enn
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sse7enn
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11:11 PM
Saturday, 25th December 2020
*Car crashed on the roadside upside down, everything's quiet, just the ticking sound of blinking hazard lights, my vision's blurry but i can see flames coming out of the hood,
then i hear a voice, someone calling out my name....D....D?....and a hand reaching out to me, removed my seatbelt as i was hooked to the seat upside down and then i fell off and passed out*
After God knows how much time i woke up as i opened my eyes looking at the ceiling light of a hospital. I can see Dr.Nair, my psychiatrist, talking to the Doctor and i see my clothes drenched in blood lying on a chair.
I tried to get up but as i did i felt this unimaginable pain in my chest, right where my heart is, like something ripped it apart and i screamed with pain.
Dr.Nair and the other Doctor held me as they they raised the bed electronically.
Then the Doctor told me,
"Moving too much will hurt i would suggest not. D is it, right? I must say you are a lucky one to be still breathing after that accident"
"Why Doctor? What really happened?"
"Well D you broke couple of your ribs, a fracture on your left hand in the accident you met 2 nights ago but what's more serious is that a piece of glass got into your heart in that event, we would have to perform a surgery to remove it successfully from the anterior wall of the right ventricle to be specific"
"Wait....what do you mean 2 nights ago?"
"You have been unco...."
Dr.Nair interrupted the Doctor as he began to speak
"Can i talk to D for a moment....alone"
"Ofcourse Dr.Nair, i'd prepare for the tests in the mean time and you D, take it easy and don't move too much we got you"
"Yes Doctor i won't move this pain is no fun to me too and thank you"
Doctor left the room
"So D here we are again, you in the middle of something and i finding you yet again, only this time that something is big,
How are we feeling? I mean it is hurting i can see but apart from that"
"Well Doc what can i say, i'm heartbroken, like literally...."
as i was laughing my laugh turned to a painful scream
"......but this heartbreak isn't letting me move on"
"Right ofcourse how can this all stop your lame jokes, it's safe to say that your head didn't bump into anything for sure��"
"Doc what happened? I mean now i know what happened, how it happened?"
"I found your car on the night of Christmas, turned upside down on route 7, flames coming out of the hood, i dragged you out as you were not fully conscious and then you passed out,
They are saying you were drunk and the police said you lost control at high speed and hit the divider which made your car roll over 7 times before stopping upside down"
"oh, yeahh yeahhi remember i was a little drunk"
"Little? Really?"
"Okay might be a little more"
"D...D...D why are you doing this to yourself? Everytime you come to me broken to pieces and i try to help to let you pick your broken pieces and stick them together but then again you come to be broken, it's like you don't want to be whole again, like you give up everytime something happens"
"I don't know Doc, i don't know, i remember the time the accident happened, the car suddendly swirled to right, then blank and then i remember seeing the falmes with blurry vision,
i could have avoided the crash but something held me back and i stood like a statue as if i wanted it to happen"
"But why you feel like this D? What is it that is letting you from saving yourself? You feel yourself guilty of something you did? or is it that you are tired of facing your problems?
Tell me we'll talk ot through"
"Doc do you ever wonder what it would be like, like to be dead, where do we go next? Do you believe in the heaven and hell? Is all this suffering ends as we die or does it all comes due to us later in a way? I'm really curious what you think"
"Changing the topic won't change the reality D, why keep running away from things, ignore them, for once try to understand yourself, you seem lost, trying to find yourself but failing everytime. And no i don't know what happens to us after we die and i'm not interested in finding out and neither should you, cause whatever it may be but this life, it is the best thing you got, don't waste it, live it"
"Ahhgg...life...death...this...that...my head hurts talking about all this"
"Okay you need rest have some sleep we've have been talking non-stop for an hour or so, we'll continue this tomorrow after the Doctors remove that glass piece from your heart cause i can no more bare that heartbroken joke"
"Have some sleep like for 2 nights ?"
Dr.Nair was laughing but i can see through his smile he was worried, worried about me cause i may be lucky to be alive till now but it's way more serious than what it looks like....i can feel it....
07:30 PM
Sunday, 27th December 2020
.....Doctors rushed into the room no. 7 as the patient there was choking to his own blood...they tried but failed to save that patient.....
Dr.Nair was on the ground floor as his phone wrang...
A voice said over the phone,
"Dr.Nair"
"Yes"
"It Doctor ABC form XYZ hospital, you might need to be here"
Dr.Nair rushed out of the cafeteria as he took the stairs
"I'm on way....What happened Doctor?"
"D is no more, we couldn't save him"
Dr.Nair stopped running....and stood there like a statue? Tears falling out of his eyes......
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sse7enn
5w
I kiss you under the Christmas tree
You hug me tight and set me free
We walk along the snowy roads at night
My hand in yours, you be my guiding light
We sit by the fireplace at our home
i'll make coffee for our chilling bones
and we countdown to the Newyear
i wanna do this with you every year
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timeblossom
21h
Read MoreI'm a woman , who is taught to stay inside
Because I'm not safe outside .
People will raise questions on me
because I'm a woman and I'm not allowed
to do all the things men are permitted to do .
There are so many times the society will
tell you to shut your mouth in front of
Men . Men are superior and you can't
raise your voice against them . Yes this
Patriarchy system is eating me inside .
Women are asked to do household work ,
From making the morning tea to washing the
Utensils of night .. because it's a gender role ( a major barrier and myth )
It's not a gender role but a necessity that everyone should learn . But I can't change it , because even the ladies of my house says :
It is how it is .
This inferiority complex is making me weak .
Under a major illusion of equality , oppression of women is still considered as a traditional .
Women is still considered as a machine to give births . Women are still treated
With derogatory remarks and seen with immoral eyes . I used to feel disappointed for being a girl but now I feel disappointed because I'm a part of this impaired , selective and orthodox society .
© Timeblossom
#letdown #wod
@writersnetwork thank you for your worthy ❤️ and for the correction :)Being a part of
This society
Is
Leting me
D
O
W
N.
©timeblossom -
atticoftheheart
16h
Where did our hearts go?,
Did they disappear as soon as
We lost ourselves?
Or are they still in our bodies being
Prisoners of war,
It's almost as if having a heart is a sin,
And showing you have one makes you
The devil,
No one wants to be the devil,
Yet we act evil,
I fear the day when the concept of having
A heart extincts,
Because we would be in a world that's filled
With demons who are mistaken for angels,
And angels no longer exist.
©atticoftheheart -
dusky_dawn
15h
I am brave. I can pull off the brightest of the smiles on the darkest of the days. I can dance on the days when my legs wanted to do nothing but give up on me. I can hold your hand and look into your eyes and say "Your existence matters" when all my hands wanted to do nothing but hold tightly onto something to keep my anxiety in check and when my eyes wanted to do nothing but to cry until and unless the heart stops throbbing. And my mouth wanted to do nothing but to scream to push all the pain in my throat,my heart,my muscles out so that I can breathe easily. I am brave enough to sleep with pain every night and I can still manage to wake up with a "Goodmorning"
©dusky_dawn -
theinkdomain
3d
Read More#acrostic #ceesreposts @mirakee @writersnetwork
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Thankyou for repost @writersnetwork:))
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@mirakee Heartfelt! You made me jump to unceasing joy..
This is my ist ever POD! I'm just knocked off my feet.
A million thanks to you! Much love and gratitude to everyone else for liking and reposting my post..Just touched beyond words:)))//Ephemeral//
Cherry blossoms flushing shade in spring
Burgeoning vast from branch to branch
Clothing the whole tree in lure and bloom
Birds apace, adhering the charm in thrill
Twitching wings from plums to peaches
Suddenly clock ticks round the edge of dial
Announcing the death of blooming season
Deserting stalks cast the ambience in faint
Shunning the thought of transient glamor
A warbler singing aloud the song of despair
Awakening the audience to realistic beauty
Chip-chips the chipmunk stocking acorns
A nod to altruism, the beauty of wisdom
Gazing down the branches raccoon mewing
A shake to fancy, the beauty of deceit!
~SG
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seyfert
1d
Read MoreN O S T A L G I A.
and then as we took right from under the cold lamppost, he unhurriedly brought his body near to mine through his sweatshirt as if, he was trying to put me close to his breathing, and his hands trying to search for mine in the intense darkness of the moonlight.
He with leisure in his eyes looked at me and murmured to sit with him on the lonely bench by the corner of the town park under the silhouette of cherry blossom,
The mild drifting zephyr was touching my cheeks and then his as if was enabling us to touch.
My Heart and My Breathe were running and my eyes could find a sight to rest, I was all that one may call as anxious and this wasn't only me, he was sweating too and then summoning all his courage he offered me his pair of earphones to share with him over his favorite muse, I held them and put one into my ear he played a song and I couldn't resist looking at him, maybe my eyes finally found what they were looking for.
Then slowly he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to his heartbeat, I could hear "our" hearts beating, they were as if in synchronization, and with this, he made his lips meet my cheeks and then shifted towards my lips, I closed my eyes telling him that I was ready and then he slowly pressed mine against his.
#fictional
@galactus ♥️��
#firrstkiss
I tried @starrdust.
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jerry_21
1d
Read MoreLately, I've been exhausted by closing chapters and beginning them again to feel the trauma of life. I've been tired of recouping thoughts to engrave them on blank pages though they were meant to quiver forever in the whirlpool of my mind.
Depression has no solution. The monsters beneath your bed will always write you letters, inked with your blue blood to kill you every night. Your sanity will never feel sane again. It's not always about wailing or doing absurd things, sometimes silence is more destructive than noise.
Anxiety is not easy to deal with. Shortage of breath in the open air and feeling desolate with the people who love and care for us is not common. Holding up to a heart that constantly feels heavy and hurt is terrible. No phrase is composed to describe the feeling of utter pain. How can people understand things until they haven't felt them?
Hope is a useless word that makes us keep wobbling in the spiral of life. We hope that things will get better soon and we will make our way out of this labyrinth but things get better only to be worse again.
~ sifar
@writersnetwork :).
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thesunshineloves
2d
Read More/ til the end /
busy dealing with the masks,
that I find on my way,
recognising where I've seen them,
who threw theirs' after use.
burnt tulip petals marked their path,
stars don't shine on them anymore,
neither the sun, nor the moon.
their path filled with dead masks, once alive.
every flower touched by them has cried,
every cloud that covers them had,
the air carried ashes of trust, burnt by them,
led the way to hell soon.
now for I witness these masks, I'm scared,
but will the roads I take, be fine?
till the end, will there be a heaven, and not the hell?
will my destiny find an end? or will it be a path?
©thesunshineloves//will my destiny find an end? or will it be a path?
til the end.//
©thesunshineloves -
vivenne
1d
Read MoreHas the feeling of onism ever triggered your mind where you realized how little of the world you'll ever experience...
Imagine sitting on the sea shore with your own book of life in hands and you are turning those pages rethinking if some characters in that book were even neccessary......
Do memories leave a bloody scar after you ruthlessly try to join those bestrewed pieces of your own faulty decisions...heart wrenching, isn't it?
Have you ever imagined being standing amidst the scary dingles with no way ahead except feelings of creep and chill running down your spine...
But you still adore that warmth, maybe cuz you are alone and that's what you want ..
Maybe...
Have your aequoreal soul ever forced you
To completely immerse in blueth?for then the clysmic aura of ocean can even help in cleansing your soul and thoughts......
©vivenne.
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I died on the day when we get apart, when your breath cease, along with your breath, my psyche also ceases.
may, I found you dying in that road accident still you are uttering my name, in those few seconds of your life and I'm not able to give you a breath, a breath of life.
again, as a main part of your body. I failed as being your heart throbs, along with you my heart stops throbbing cause you make my heart learn, how to feel the essence of love. those last seconds of your life and my name on your lips, which whispering the pain your going through. I wish I could expunge the day. which has taken everything from me even my soul.
how can I forget the black era of my life, 2009 of 15th November. how your first meeting after ages becomes a last meet. still, they have been no hope of being in touch again.
A 5 years of relationship which left only memories behind me, with that precious heart but not alive you. memories are a way to live, a past which makes us stronger or depressed or closed to the death.
a death which we want to hug, but fate never take us close to nor every human are strong enough to kill yourself neither, I can suicide cause the heartbeat, throb in my chest was his own heart.
and I'm not a criminal to kill myself as you, rather I'm tasting every single sip of those nostalgic memories with a numb heart, and I choose to hug a slow death which reminds me of you.
when that stranger asked me to give my love's heart (who died a few hours back) cause his wife suffering from heart disease with the last stage. every word he spoke to me was giving me a fear of hell. those tears rolling down from his cheeks, it was a like fire tears drops burning on my skin, thinking about what if my love's heart, throb in her chest, maybe she falls for those serene heartbeats and I can't afford this who have lost her life just an hour back, how can she let this happen.
I was numb with a frozen heart, shedding tears and my soul was screaming to hug him. I wanted to help em I really want to.
but I'm helpless, I don't want to see again a couple being apart just cause of fate.
cause I know this stranger also dies before the death arrives. but I can't give her heart, which throbs with the name of mine.
here i was killing my humanity with my own hands. what if I give her a heart, which I own with the bliss of lord, the fear of giving the heart of my love to his wife this guilt never lemme die with peace.
I'm selfish. I won't lie, I'm.
how can I be so heartless when the aroma of your breath is still, present in my breath, I was breathing you. then how can I separate myself from you.
Hey! stranger, I offer you my own heart rather giving my love's heart. then let my lover heart throb in my chest. with no guilt.
How can I let my heart die?
I was living as well, I'm dead. I'm just a dead body with that precious heart. will who gets a good life by snatching my breathing from me.
How can I let your lungs suffer with the choke?
I wish I could share my breathing with you as long as I've a life.
How can I let your heart throb, throb in someone else's chest?
I'm not an angel,
I'm a part of your dead body, where you left your alive heart for me.
How can I let go the heart, which gives me a life?
I can't. Never
How can I give your heart for someone to save their life?
I can't. but I'll give her my own heart and
I'll keep my beloved heart in my chest.
How can I sell your heart, which is my only home.
I know, may your heart give life to someone else but what about me?
Lemme breath you.
let your heart throb in my chest till my last breath.
Yes, I'm selfish, when it comes to you.
Yes, I lost my humanity, when it comes to you.
shh! didn't knock the door of my loneliness
me and my heart were busy making the things normal around my body and his heart.
©rumanrulesneverend -
कुछ एहसास कुछ ख़्वाब,अब भी बाकी हैं
दूरियों का सिलसिला जारी है,मगर दिलों में तो अब भी हम करीब काफी हैं।।
©eunoia__
