I believe when I see it and you said you moving I'm still standing there holding on my peace we both know that I'm not strong! still, you moved on there's nothing new, No!! when you were there, still, I felt alone Holding my tears in my handicap hands Trying to stand on my knees you are on my phone, I put it aside I look at the wall and blaming all those pictures frames look at the flower and you know Even today those flowers carry your fragrance like everyday mirror show me your shape I look at the sky and saw how little by little, the dern started wrapping dazzle all over the horizon as the dusk arrives and draw you name all round And yup you moved on!! but a part of you is still within me I'm still haunted by the memories!!
~~~~×~~~~×~~~~×~~~~×~~~~×~~~×~~ He stood there, on the shore, watching me as I Made My way towards him, I watched as the breeze blew through his soft locks Making them go haywire.
The smile grew on his face, While I tried to hide Mine. As I got closer to him, his features become much More prominent, Much More clear. He said I didn't know you would come I just sMiled, cause I knew he didn't know me well. We sat beside each other while he decided to play antakshari We laughed, we smiled, I even felt this weird thing in my chest. I knew it wasn't loved, for it was too soon. Never have I ever been so comfortable around a stranger He ripped my boundaries. He Made Me want to test My limits and break them. He made me want to do things I was afraid of. He made me want to take risks. Things in our hearts were coming out with each passing song Every song was skipping my heartbeat. It was getting hard to control the emotions. The night was getting darker and cold. By seeing me blushing, all the stars hide in the cloud. winds were enjoying and were happily bouncing around us. waves were trying to get his glimpse. was begging God to never let this night end Every time I looked into his eyes I lost myself my sense and I lost my soul I was wrong, although it was very soon.
Life is weird. I stood in the mirror and saw a frown overtake my cheeks. because I realized that some days you can go from happy to sad in just a heartbeat. and in that split second, you feel the heat. the heat that pushes the air out from your chest to your sternum, then to your throat, to only make you choke. to make you feel the first tear. Make its salty way down your face. and then you watch it drop. and you can't change the process because gravity can't be changed. and so I watch my tears drop. I watch as they drop onto My hands, and as I look down at my hands they shake. they shake and the blood from My wrists slowly begins to stain my bed.
Hold my hand so tight, Like how the moon holds the night, keep the stars in the sky, let me feel you for the rest of my life. I gaze at the stars Asking a silent question What took you for you to be as beautiful as you are? The star smiles and ask "what took for your eyes to shine brighter than stars. I smiled at the stars and trying to hide my teary eyes. And said... These eyes still hold the dream to hold my loved one even if it's for a while.
I'm giving up on myself, This fragile heart in enough of every pain No more expectations on those falling stars I wish you could feel those scars.. I call you and beg To hold the pieces of my broken heart and to drift in the time for the last time To sing me a lullaby... To make me feel your breath so that I can survive till boom night..