Saw a post by someone on insta, saying.. If you don't lose to yourself, then victory is a surety. I think the more proper version of it would be, if you don't lose to society, family, relatives, and their expectations and taunts.. Then victory is a surety.. Because as the ones who're supposed to support you, they're the biggest crabs, pulling you down at the most unexpected times.. Be a bigger crab and hold onto the bucket for dear life, till you climb out..
Found this one finally.. Wrote this when chotti was about to go..
I had thought of writing one on you in the past Delayed it coz.. I Didn't think that this day would come this fast I have been here 77 weeks plus, and yet had noone to really talk to Noone who would claim first or second on my posts Encourage me, and give me a lot of reposts Write such things that made me wanna keep writing Talk smack in front of me, yet admire me behind my back Making memes on literally anything.. You really had a funny knack Making us laugh, getting washed by the witch You even almost got made into a potion Lucky you didn't, It would've been a real big explosion Because inside the naive innocent sweet girl You're hella strong.. Courageous and kind Always taking your voice up for the ones in a bind You've become a good friend, a little sister to me known to all as a memester, an amazingly beautiful writer You made me wanna visit mirakee.. Made my words flow lighter To the little girl, that made me a CA before i even became one Best of luck for everything.. Go a star, and come back a shining sun ☀
Be responsible when you love. You've to take care of everyone around. You are exceptional, because you're the one who's loving. I wish, everyone who love gets love back. Unfortunately, they're expected to be more responsible and just love. Mom, so you'll never love me? Just because you made me a responsible child, I live with shoulders down enough under burden. And my eyes are swollen from years. Where are my tears mom? Why my eyes are dry? Can't I cry sometimes for being your adorable, responsible child who didn't get the required love? I see, love is the home of both smiles and tears. I see, I'm homeless. Mom, you should have loved me in daytime too and not just at nights. My nights were cold enough, they still are cold. I couldn't feel the warmth, mom, I can't hate you even. I love you mom, because that's what the one with responsibilities is meant to do. See, I've two faces : one loving all, the other crying for the love call.
All my life I've looked at words as though squeezed out little inkdrops of my chafing heart. Letter by letter, unveiling my fragmented thoughts, clawed and united to form words. They are my voice to my impulsive mind. Capturing my feelings and intensity all in a line.The interplay of words and rhythm , of verses and poesy gives life to my ethereal imagination.
Even on my loneliest day, the little words scrawls all over the dull paper accompanying me with sheer grace Like moonlight splattered over my barren floor, Illuminating me with iridescent light.
On days I'm broken, they shine on my broken melody like beheaded tulips glistens under rain.
The squeezed out inkdrops looks perfect like a sage even when they are spewed out with tongue of flames , like burning tongs. They escape my mind like soap bubbles fluttering with the wind, giving a face to my unreal dreams.
Words are My armies, My heroes, My front line soldiers, My tiny pawns strongly ranged to guard my Kingdom of darkness. ______________________
Your kind nature, a very gracious heart Your bliss conceals our pain bearing part Your constant uplifting spree, to subside the cloud and fog clustering in our mind Your silliest efforts to restore our natural kind A brother, a friend, a person with brilliant mind A state of ephiphany, you redefined Though the tale is now lost under the perpetual labyrinth of time Yet, your words now supplants, showering us with light. Like kaleidoscopic rainbows cascading the sky Thanks to your memories, I now, live in thy.
Self-doubt which you once harvested is now out of control. He sticks inside you like a leech Sucking your blood, surviving on your fragile thoughts. Feeding off on the remnants of your sanity. Crippling you down everytime you try to rise up But, like beneath the dark clouds lies the silver lining, Behind every gloomy dark day, lies the unsolicited rays of the sun, Behind every despair, I, the Hope too prevails.
I know how ugly he makes you feel Despite, you being so bright. He blinds you, obscuring your vision, from any kind of sun. But peel off the scab your mind is surrounded with, Fight back! Scoop to the bottom of the ocean, Get rid of the extra layers until you reach the dried rusk, Revive a new beginning, a new day. Exactly how after every rainy day, we say, this too shall pass, with the shining sun. Let the seed of Me sprout, let Me blossom into a beautiful flower. Be resilient, cope up, do not let the parasites of my step-brother despair, in any of its forms win and take you to the rope
I know I do fail you many times and makes you look like a stranger in a fools' paradise but hold onto me tightly, I will shine when everything, everyone else, fails you. Even a small firefly, a tiny light in the dark Will remind you of me. I am present in every nook and every cranny. Your healing hand when your wings are broken, Your star, your neon light in the dark, your rain, your sunshine. All you'll need is a vision to see me. Be resilient. Be you. Let me reside inside happy you.
The year 2020 brought us many reasons to whine about. Lost some dear ones and made us realise about our weak self. But we still hope for 2021. we are still here fighting with our strength to fight against all the odds. That is exactly what I am...a HOPE