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  • taniishaa_ 3d

    A quote I read which said ," A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out ", and it made me realise how everything on Google isn't correct .

    I send it to a ' friend ' of mine and he laughed , but another second said that he'll be there with me.

    Some days later , my heart fell apart. And I had no one to talk to. Thought of calling that one 'friend' who said would be my support but stepped back a foot , because no one really understands one's feeling ; sometimes not even ourselves .

    So I had a few ' friends' back .
    Had ; past tense .

    Why do I keep losing friends ?
    If I look back and count the number of this question has been thrown at my pathetic face over the past few years ; it's a lot .

    When I was in second grade , I lost two of my friends .
    I was in grade fifth , I lost five others.
    I made a group of friends in grade eighth and I lost them too.
    In grade eleventh , I lost my only best friend.
    And till date, the number goes on decreasing.

    Here's why. I don't have a very 'friendly' face . I've been a bad friend to many . People just randomly leave me thinking that I will be beg them to be my ' friends' . But why to be sorry for people who don't want you. So I left every ' friend ' who left me . I often regret later but moving forword is much better than crying .

    I have seen so many mothers being friendly with their kids data is start to think the kind of fights I have with mine. I failed again, making my mum my friend .

    So , I came to a conclusion ; maybe I am not destined to have 'friends' .

    Aur maybe I have to be my own friend.
    But what if I fail , this time too?

    ( A temp. One �� , you can ignore this . )

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  • taniishaa_ 1w

    Words are all I have .❤️

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  • taniishaa_ 4w

    ✿ WOMEN LIKE YOU ✿

    Women like you who wear scars on capes
    Who shield their bodies behind fingernails
    Who don't walk under offered umbrellas ,
    And carry an extra jacket just in case .
    Who open doors for their men
    And don't hesitate to pull chairs at restaurants for a change .
    Those of you who Carry books for exercise and lift your own shopping bags because your arms just work right
    Those of you who wear your lips nude yet don't point at the ones walking by bathed in red .
    Your hugs carry more warmth than the fireplace at my home
    And your smiles are more reassuring to random women in bathroom stalls .
    Women like you who think of yourself ordinary because you have never seen you gazing at the stars or looking at babies cordially
    Aur losing your mind over some petty math questions or finding peace in quiet corners .
    Because you don't know that brown is not plain and loyalty is uncommon
    And kindness is rare trait ,
    And open ears with heavy hearts is scarce .
    You've not seen clueless so you don't know your ambitious is captivating .
    Your conviction can set libidos on fire because our men are not accustomed to female supremacy .
    You , you fear darkness
    But you have fought demons in nights .
    You have woken to empty beds
    But never yourself left a side .
    You're a lioness who can tear sinners into shreds and honey , you're a goddess ,
    You're an art ,
    You're a poem ,
    You exude individually .
    Women like you who matter more than you're let on ,
    Women like you without who our existence would be nothing short of an existential crisis .
    Women like you are more than black and white .
    Women like you are more than just life and death .
    ©♡
    @thetwirlingpages_ @shaliya @nandhini_gupta @_still_in_mess @thewordplayer @see_you_again

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  • taniishaa_ 6w

    Kainaat / Universe ��

    Loving you makes me feel
    a lot of things at once sometimes ,
    and nothing at all too ,
    but at least with you ,
    both of the things
    make my heart
    beat a little faster ,
    Never completely stop .

    Kainaat / jahaan
    Matlab tum .
    Tum or main .
    Hum .☄️

    The universe has caught me
    in an infinity loop ,
    into loving you -
    and feeling complete .
    And getting my heart broken -
    and craving to feel
    intimacy , the kind only you and I share .
    The universe feels
    like a complete whole -
    Jahaan / Aalim
    with your fingers
    interwined with mine ,
    and the lines of your palm ,
    sitting innocently on mine .
    And the universe feels
    like just a dot -
    without the nerves
    of your heart
    trying to find mine ,
    and without me being able
    to call you home .
    Lifeless.

    I have known love
    in many languages ,
    No ,
    I have known how to
    love you
    in so many languages .

    Kainaat / jahaan .
    Matlab tum.
    Tum aur main .
    Hum .

    ~♡

    @timeblossom @samridhi_mahajan @thetwirlingpages_ @nandhini_gupta @_still_in_mess

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  • taniishaa_ 6w

    No need to grab my hand and break the bone ,
    Poison or pills won't do a big job ,
    Tell me a goodbye forever without any reason ;
    My heart will shed blood and will cry inside .

    You don't need to hurt me with knife ,
    Your text in a different tone kill me twice .
    ◉‿◉✿

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    You don't need to hurt me with knife ,
    Your text in a different tone kill me twice .

    ©taniishaa_

  • taniishaa_ 8w

    अब वो रातें तो है , मगर वो बातें नहीं ।

    अब वो दोस्त तो है , मगर वो दोस्ती नहीं ।

    :-)

  • taniishaa_ 9w

    �� Darkness inside me . ��

    Pc :- @j3_________��

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    I wish I could tackle things
    the way you made a sketch
    of your temporary love with
    fingers on my bare skin ,
    which permenantly stitched
    My heart to darkness .
    ~♡

  • taniishaa_ 9w

    " Bury me "��

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    " Bury me kindly under the blessings of your purity."
    ~♡

  • taniishaa_ 10w

    ♡ MayBe ♡

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    These winds , Giving me hope that maybe my name have cross your mind today .

    ~♡

  • taniishaa_ 10w

    We were sitting on the window sill ,
    the stars were twinkling
    because of your smile .
    You were smiling , because I
    promised you that I will
    never write sad poems about you .

    I'm sorry I have to break that promise today , my love .

    Our feet were playing innocent
    fights under the sheets ,
    you would try to get out of bed
    to make tea ,
    And I would pull you back in ,
    and this would be our morning
    routine , going on and on ,
    like our favourite song on loop .
    I promised you I'll never think of you
    while listening to sad songs ,

    I'm sorry I have to break that promise today , my love .

    I walked out of the trial room
    wearing a dress only because
    you wanted to see me in it ,
    your gaze was stuck on the curves of
    my body ,
    like a frozen hourglass , because somewhere
    two lovers wanted to stop time .
    I promised you that I'll protect every stitch of that dress , ironing creases
    with my warm hands ,

    I'm sorry I have to break that promise today , my love .

    I was painting flowers and listening to
    Mohammed rafi that evening ,
    when you hugged me from behind
    and I dropped the tin of yellow paint
    on our feet .
    You placed your lips on mine , and
    I promised you how I will never stop
    painting yellow flowers .

    I'm sorry I have to break that promise today ,my love .

    Because today ,
    I'm hiding your name in sad metaphors ,
    dancing to tunes of melancholy
    wearing an old , oversized tshirt ,
    as I paint black flowers on that dress
    that you like ,

    I'm sorry for breaking all the promises today,
    because you , broke my heart ,
    my ( Lost) love .

    OF BLACK FLOWERS AND BROKEN PROMISES .

    ~♡

    @bushra_tasneem @sarbari_thinks @fairytales_ @thesunshineloves @samridhi_mahajan

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