taytay_nicole424

21�� Momma to a beautiful daughter�� Stay Golden��

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  • taytay_nicole424 2w

    This poem is about the moment I had my precious little girl last year on September 7th♥️Finding out I was pregnant started to change my life, but it didn't truly change for the better until the day that I finally got to meet her��Being a mom is truly the best accomplishment of my life��

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    Poem of a Momma

    Cries ring out
    A joyful, harmonious chime
    For the news that a baby
    Is soon to arrive
    This little blessing bundled in pink and blue butterflies
    Sent from heaven above to save me from the darkness that was my mind
    Everything changes
    When a baby comes into your life
    Your whole outlook begins to change like someone just turned on the lights
    God saved me from the evil clutches of the devil
    The moment he sent me you my precious sunlight
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 3w

    Story Designer

    Storyteller in the bitter cold
    Wrapped in the warm wool of stories
    Adorned by the luring jewels of words
    Weaving a tale for all to admire
    Spinning a myth for all to aquire
    A true knitter of fables
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 3w

    Bittersweet Tragedy

    You left me here
    Standing amongst frightened fragments of my own glass heart
    Shards bleeding and screaming out of fear of being tortured even more
    That same very heart that was nothing more to you than a vase for you to throw about so carelessly
    A punching bag for you to hit countlessly
    A toy for you to use so continously
    Yet you wonder why I now stand here shutting these iron gates of a fragile kingdom right in your furious face
    Why I refuse to let you take just one step onto this scorched ground
    The same very ground you set ablaze with nothing more than a match and a smirk
    When
    You left me here
    Bitter and alone
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 9w

    2Am Thoughts

    I could feel myself drowning again Back in that dark deep abyss where my worst of demons await luring me into the poisonous waters like sirens
    Drowning so far down that the light is now a distant dream that I try to forcefully will into reality
    So far down that my smile is more of an actor's award-winning grin nothing more than for show
    So far down and so far gone more lost than a burmeda triangle victim just screaming and begging to be found
    To be found and brushed off and held and treasured like a delicate pearl on the edge of shattering into a trillion pieces all over the ocean's floor
    To be stored somewhere safe inside an impenetrable glass case where my vicious enemies can't reach me, can't touch me, can't hurt me, can't drown me anymore

    I could feel myself drowning again
    forever gone
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 11w

    Daydreaming

    Memorized by those clover eyes of yours
    Trapped in your torturous trance
    Forever daydreaming
    Dancing on pillowly clouds
    Dressed in brilliant billowy blues and silvers
    All my worries and tears dripping away like raindrops
    As we waltz under the smiling moon
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 11w

    1AM Thoughts

    We were nothing more than two lost souls hovering about this doomed land
    Two desperate hopeless romantics searching for a hand to hold, a heart to cherish, a broken soul to nurish
    You found me drowning in the dark abyss of shattered dreams and dangerous depression and pulled me out of the deep waters with nothing more than three words and a prayer
    We had no clue that our love would be cursed from the start forbidden to ever blossom in such dark uncharted territory
    Now we are nothing more than two ensnarled souls crawling about this frozen land
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 11w

    Remember

    Remember when our tale first began under the pavilion of that school where you sat next to me telling me hi back before there was ever such a painful end

    Remember how your lips use to whisper my name as your arms engulfed me in gentle waves as we questioned life back before there was ever any swords laying claim to my back

    Remember that first school dance your first time ever seeing me in a dress and we slow danced to Nickelback as our worries fell onto the dance floor back before my heart divided into a billion cracks

    Remember, remember that's all I ever seem to do on sleepless nights laying here restless when my thoughts won't shut up and my mind won't shut off and the memories of us overrides any and everything like a virus taking complete control
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 11w

    Nostalgic Thinking

    3 in the morning and a million thoughts are screaming in my head. A million words begging to be heard. A million things better left unsaid
    Like how I can still hear your soothing voice coaxing me to just breathe everytime my panic attack threatens to drown me
    Or the feel of your comforting grip shielding me away from all the determined demons poised and ready for another bloodshed war

    I sometimes let my mind drift away to that isolated locked place hidden away in this vacant mansion
    That one room that noone may ever tread not even him that contains all the sacred films of an old love that still haunts me like the spirit of such a true tragedy to this very day
    A false haven that I can't help but to huddle in replaying all the scenes of all the special times we once shared, of all the magical moments we once concocted

    No it isn't right of me, to view such forbidden movies behind his back, but I can't help it not when my heart still aches
    Even now as he lies snoring peacefully next to me, I reach for another cursed disk in secret placing it in this battered dvd player
    Letting this one clip roll of a first kiss that filled me with such electrifying ecstasy shooting me up on cloud nine
    I can experience it still

    I forever pounder what's wrong with me
    Why can't I just strike a match and let it all disintegrate into nothing more than ashes of a script of what never could be
    Guess it's true what they say, the mind can never truly forget especially a love like the one we once held
    One that now relentlessly plagues my every thorned thoughts, my every damned dreams
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 12w

    Things Left Unspoken

    Words, words pouring on top of each other like fine sugar
    Filling this frangible heart of mine up to the rim
    Threatning to spill over
    Causing a mess, one that may never get cleaned
    Each one screeching to be set free
    Let loose like vultures waiting to attack
    And kill all the sweet things
    That dares to linger here
    In this frangible heart of mine
    ©taytay_nicole424

  • taytay_nicole424 12w

    It facinates me to know
    Just all the stories one tree must've witnessed
    All those forgotten tales of love, pain, and war
    Of all these recollections imprinted on his leaves
    Oh the history of millions
    That this one wise tree have seen
    Of all these lovers' blossoming romances
    Carved on his everlasting bark for all to see
    Officially marking him as precious territory
    Imaging that I'm in those crinkling eyes
    Viewing this lifelong movie
    Watching for myself
    All the stories one tree must've viewed
    Oh how it intrigues me
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    Wisdom Tree

    It facinates me to know
    Just all the stories one tree must've witnessed
    All those forgotten tales of love, pain, and war
    Of all these recollections imprinted on his leaves
    Oh the history of millions
    That this one wise tree have seen
    Of all these lovers' blossoming romances
    Carved on his everlasting bark for all to see
    Officially marking him as precious territory
    Imaging that I'm in those crinkling eyes
    Viewing this lifelong movie
    Watching for myself
    All the stories one tree must've viewed
    Oh how it intrigues me
    ©taytay_nicole424