tf2contagious

♥♥in love with darkness♥♥ nothing to undo:nothing to redo

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  • tf2contagious 5w

    Here I am me..lost and drained..
    Unable to repair..the hurt that i've once bottled up..because it painfully resides within me..
    I no longer want to hear..the faint sound of my heartbeat..&..
    the loud thunders in my head..
    I want the Story of these endless attempt to soon end..
    Because now I'm just tired of running and loosing breath..!!
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    I no longer want to hear..the faint sound of my heartbeat...
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  • tf2contagious 8w

    I've destroyed myself in the most beautiful way possible..and now no matter how hard I try...I cannot put out..the fire of my regrets..
    Guilt & regret are my constant companions , the most scariest and hardest to heal..they act as chains tied around my neck..
    no matter how hard I try to run away..
    it chokes my throat &
    holds me back..
    At times I search ways..
    To peel off the regrets
    To shed off all the mistakes..
    To free myself from these venomous guilts..
    But the song that I once sung..
    now can't be un sing..
    I'm still in search of ways to mold myself into myself once again..!!
    ©tf2contagious


    #wds
    #pod
    #du

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    I'm still in search of ways to mold myself into myself once again..!!


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  • tf2contagious 9w

    her blink , dispersed the dust
    settled on his soul..!!

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  • tf2contagious 12w

    In the deep dark universe..
    where light can't pass..
    The evil deeds are implanted into his twisted mind..
    His wicked mask..desires Sweet blood..
    Obsessed with the burning pain.. pleasure..&..
    Addicted to the tender virgin flesh..
    The slave of temptation is now..
    Confused and full of pressure..
    maybe because..
    his last victims is already dead..!

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  • tf2contagious 13w

    You sit in the dark corner of the room familiar to the unknown demons within you... staring at the pristine white walls that were so pleasant once, you realise you can only paint them in all shades of grey, but not white... that is the price you have paid for your imperfections

    The ceiling appears to be like blurred mirror filled with stains of your deeds... and as you look up at it, you can see yourself fading away, hiding behind the doors of your wild directionless dreams

    all the maps that you once drew now seem to have ended..the pain that once crawled your heart.. has now found its home..

    your eyes are wide open..swollen & red..wondering what has left you so empty..so dull..so bleak..

    And suddenly, while trying to figure out all the ills & odds..it seems that you are not living just surviving..your thoughts are being misunderstood..your passion getting disgraced...your charisma being suppressed

    you are reminded that all you are doing is just survival..you feel alive only when you press upon your most painful bruise..

    and this shall continue... until your soul is broken..in numberless forms, innumerable times..until there's nothing left to break...

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    nights that you spent in sorrow..

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  • tf2contagious 15w

    Ashtray..already full..
    Air..intoxicated..
    Now all u need..
    to organise your world..
    is a new wind..
    That blow away..
    all the Ashes of
    the burnt out amber...! !

    ©tf2contagious

  • tf2contagious 17w

    In order to wake up..
    u have to once break yourself up..!!

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  • tf2contagious 19w

    # insomnia
    #wds#du#pod#wow #writersnetwork#mirakee

    Pic credit: toon_hertz

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    I've been through the days..
    when I lie in the bed..
    awake..alone..
    Where regret was my..
    constant companion..
    And my..
    bruises..still tender..
    scars..glowing in the darkness..
    wondering why..
    My scariest cuts..
    bleeds on people who didn't hurt me..
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  • tf2contagious 19w

    And the
    sharp edges..
    that we
    possess..
    Are first meant
    to pierce
    into the
    one's
    much closer
    to us..!
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  • tf2contagious 19w

    Ranting Another old writeup...not posted..

    # hope this makes sense

    @zeiun_ziolet

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    I was a cigarette to u..
    which when u lit..your lips somehow..constantly found strength to stretch into a smile..and everytime u did so..I was burned..
    you always said I was a  drug to you..but your actions told me..I was just..smoke of your cigarettes that disappeared into the thin air..!!
    ©tf2contagious