Request of Presence
Got me pouring out my heart and soulNever felt so open, so, exposedBut dealing with you, look at me nowI needed youBut you wasn't aroundI looked all over but you couldn't be found whenI needed youBut you weren't there for me whenI needed youAin't it crazyI still think about you dailyAll of the timeYou stay on my mindI guess I still careBut the hurt will always be there from whenI needed youI needed youBut you weren't there for me whenI needed you
Today I want to give you all that I have, all that I am and all that you ask. I want to not be selfish, but I want it all from you, your joy, your pains, your laughs.I want them so that we stay connected, where I can feel if you're feeling me or feeling neglected.I want our lives to become our life.Without you is a dark cold space, no life.Could you trust me with your love, to nourish it, to shower and shine all my love back into it?Your love takes my breath, As long as we're together and we show love they gonna hate so we may as well just do it.©thanewb
Handle With Care
But, when i finally find youI will fall apartCause you'll see I'm really just carrying around this taped up, glued in here, piece of gum paper clipped there, barely holding on DamnI don't want to start, cause my eyes'll get to swellin and aint no tellin if i get every bit of, or leave a shard I mean it's not, but, it fills up like, drop it it shatters just like, no...Just like, Crystal, what have I done©thanewb
I know it's out there
As a singer/song writer my talents are fueled by emotion. alot of times i think with my heart! it's not always right but it never lies. it longs to be loved, not just any kind of love... but that unconditional, fight tooth and nail never walk out on a arguement, that 100/100, no score keeping, no faults because we both take blame, that listen and hear each other, awkward silences aren't ever awkward, love my songs because whatever reason they were witten don't matter because now they're all for u, i support and encourage your dreams, that motivate each other, that when we're apart can't help but think about one another, can't stand to be apart, that when your gone to long i can't breathe, that i only want to see u smile, that i can never be mad at u, that smile that makes my life everytime i see or think about it, that He created me for His purpose for u, that He woke me up just for u, that i can't even imagine an I without U, that go against the world alone for you, that do everything that can be done and then some to take care of you because you're always supposed to take care of your heart, that make sure you eat even if i starve, that wanna love every bit of your pain away, that i wouldn't trade you in for you the (world), that i can't let you go because i would be letting go of me kind of love! it does exist!©thanewb
My hearts in foul troubleI need a time outIts been broken too many timesNow its bout to foul outInstead of rushing to put it back in the game like I wannaI think I'ma let it ride the bench til next quarter©thanewb
I wonder what it would be like to lay in your arms all dayCould it be possible for me to feel safer than I already do with youI'm sure it would be damn near impossible for me to let goWould our chest rise and fall on one accord Would we sit and talk, fall asleep, or just sit in silence enjoying the warmth and companyWould our hearts converse with our lips unmovedWould the world melt away or would we be the only 2 leftIf they tried to tear us apart would we squeeze each other even more tightlyWould we live and love in one another's arms for the rest of life allowedWould you let my arms lift you up when you are downIf I was lost could you wrap me in your arms to remind me I've been foundThe only place I long to be you wrapped in my arms with your arms wrapped around me©thanewb
Out of My Hands
I didn't choose you!My soul said you fill/feel itMy spirit said you mend itI didn't choose you...My heart knew you were the one©thanewb
To my Mom
I want to start off with a huge THANK YOU!Thank you for never getting off the roller coaster of life no matter how many loops and turns it threw at youI thank you for being so strong even in the moments when it was tough to beI thank you because every good quality about me was instilled by youI thank you for your smile even when sometimes all I deserved was a frownThank you for never leaving me alone in a mess I made I thank you for your discipline, without it, I would've been a loss cause in this worldI thank you for having enough love to fill the place of two parents all on your ownWhen they talk about heroes you're the one that comes to mindThank you for having eyes in the back of your head which gave me integrity I thank you for always believing in me especially when I find it hard to believe in myselfYou deserve the world and so much more and if it's the last thing I do, you'll have itUntil then, I give you the most valuable possessions I own, my gratitude, my love, my heart and my word that soon, I won't tell you what you deserve, I will show you as I hand them over to youThank you for being my Mommy, I know I could never ask for a better oneI thank God for creating you and allowing you to share life with me!Happy Mother's Day my Queeni love youWith all my love,A proud mama's boy!©thanewb
I want to live but I'm getting so tired of tryingIf I give up and just die they win, if I stand up for myself and die they winEveryday I awake I'm on defense if I want to surviveEvery night I don't sleep my mind is racing through why'sLove is the answer to a loveless world where hate reigns supremeWhen we're babies they stare out of admiration when we're almost grown the stares are out of detestation Longing to be respected and treated as equal from those who don't even view us as peopleJustice for them is swift where as for us is a privilege that must be begged for and if given its a giftLeaving the house is a battle to survive and if not , you may make the news at 5If you're white you can film the hostile extermination of a life and it fine, but a young black man recording the police for our safety makes them an accessory to the crimeHell even just being there or knowing about it makes us just as guilty as committing the crimeI want to live but what's the point in trying when everyday they show us our only purpose in life is dying©thanewb
I wanted to write u a letter about how i want to sing to u forever! but i cut out the middle man and thought this would be better! i was going to say as long as i breathe, u would hear a melody and as long as music lives so shall we! even when the world falls off we'll never miss a beat and my song to u is "i'm complete"! or "ly your's" the only one who's ways can make me feel some type of ways are your's! u bring out the best in me... always, and even at my worst u always stay! the greatest love song ever sang is to u because no matter what for as long as i've known u i could always count on u! through sickness and health, death could never do us part cause even when it can't beat no more u are my heart! only u have the ablity to turn my frown upside down with just a sound! u are the one that sat with me through all my tears and never left me because of fear! u were made for me and i for u hell one of the reasons i still breathe today is cause of u! u help me express myself even when there r no words and through u i can communicate with anyone anywhere in the world! i know you'll never let me go and i'll do the same and that's why this song "our song" is always playing!©thanewb
I am not myself anymore!!
You made a mistake coming into my life.
I got intoxicated from your kiss.
Your smell lingers in my breath.
I can taste you when I bite my lips.
My love bites remind me of you.
If you can’t be with me, please leave me
Right here. Don’t take this forward.
Because if I spend one more second with you
I might fall irreversibly and irreparably for you
All over again.
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Your words cut me deep like a knifeDon't worry I already Made room for disappointmentsWhen I gave you my allI meant that I am ready for whateverThis love is draining all my energy We've worked way too hard to just give upYou don't even notice how much I need you Tried to act like something I am notStill you choose to break my poor heartHonestly I am frustrated and devastatedBut all you care about Is what makes you happy I know I will never be enough When it comes to you So I decided to write on paper& let you know exactly how I am feelingPlease stop playing with my heartWhen you know your my everythingMy first love, my first kiss I was even planning on letting You be mine for eternityI'm pleading baby have mercy on me©gnqonqo
I try to dive deep into the depth of wordsbut it seems like the thoughts of youalways fight to floatto the surfacethey want to be buoyantgetting swayed by the waves, lazily and justmarvel at your beauty,shining in the night sky.©oliviah
A little bit of yourself is far better and much dearer than imitating the whole ...© vengel