2019 -'20 has been the toughest. I've gained and I've lost. Took up initiatives. Left some. Earned. spend. Loved and said goodbyes.
And inbetween found that I had issues.
Depression is real.Even The tiniest bit of it can be sick. The thought of you ain't good enough will make you less productive day by day. Month by month.
And then there ll be an end to that phase too. You are at the apex and have to choose between "suicide" and "damn, this can't break me anymore ". You have to be brave, brave enough to live your life than to choose the alternative.
And You cannot do it alone. There is them people who ll constantly check on you, Who'll tell you it's okay not to be perfect and Who'll have ears for all your 3 am talks.
Here is to them. Here is to them, who cared enough to listen :)