You can't change them all. So don't . Shut them, from changing you. Don't let them harm the charm within you. Afterall, what's more precious than YOUR life?! The crowds will yell, dogs will bark, lions will roar & foxes will mourn. Be the hero, and shut them all up, with kindness.
I remember as a kid, I'd hold on to my mom's hand whenever i was supposed to get injected. Ughh that terrific thing! As human's we always need something to hold on to, to keep us going. Something bright in our own darknesses. And somehow, holding on to that something, immensely affects our living. For some, that something is love, for some it's God and for some others it's their pet dog. Parents for some and friends for the rest. Whatever it is, just hold on. Tight. Don't let the grip loose, because that something is sometimes everything. (:
I never said a "good bye", though i wish i had the courage to. And now when you say you never wanted to leave, i wonder if you ever came. But yes it seems you did, cause the trail you left back never fails to baffle me.
Your trail is what remains. And what if it never leaves? Your trial, which i once mistook to be stardust.
Ughhh...ever got that thing?Restlessness. That thing when your crush asks you, whom you were dating. And the mocking look you get, "How come you are single?" Duhh it's probably because you didn't ask me out!
We seldom make compromises. We just tend to give up. Letting go seems easy at times; maybe for the laziness’s sake, coz you seem to have lost it all, maybe you lost hope, maybe coz you can’t see through the darkness that took over your will.
But, there’s always a next time. There’s always a maybe. Just try one more time. Be grateful for what you have. And get what you want.
I often end up questioning my decision. Though I know it was for the best. Sometimes it's just difficult getting over some meomories of the past. I wonder if I actually do regret the little time I spent with you. Coz when I look back at it, I had a great time. Maybe the best at that point. I'd smile at it now, only if my head wasn't debating over you.
"Maybe I'll never know why you did what you did, but I can't make you understand how I felt."