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  • theletterstomyex 21w

    I want you to know that I was happy before I met you.
    Do you remember when you met me?
    How careless I was, always smiling and full of energy.
    Nowadays when I look at myself in the mirror I do not even
    recognize myself anymore, thanks to you.
    You turned me into this angry, bitter, hurting and not
    believing in love kind of woman.
    Are you happy now?
    In the beginning I thought you where an addition to my happiness.
    The way you made me feel, made me shine even brighter.
    I felt that I could conquer the world with you beside me.
    And now? I am sitting here alone, overthinking and trying
    to figure out what the fuck happened.
    Why you left me as broken as this, why.
    Completely empty, with zero energy for anything social,
    anything that has to do with meeting new people.
    You totally demolished my believe in love, a happy ending.
    I loved you in the purest way, I gave you everything I possibly
    could give a man and more.
    I believed in you and in us and look how you left me clueless.
    My mind is working over hours trying to understand which clue I missed,
    what I did wrong and who the hell you are.
    And look at me still loving you and shit, it repulses me
    only to think you still own a piece of my heart.
    Fuck you for destroying me.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.

  • theletterstomyex 22w

    I hope one day you will realize that I did truly care for you.
    When that day comes, I hope you're going to miss me.
    Miss me being there, putting up with your bs,
    refusing to give up on you. On us.
    I hope you're going to regret letting me go,
    regret all the things you've done to me.
    To me you were the sunshine in my life,
    in your eyes I seemed worthless at that time
    but I promise you're going to miss me.
    One day you'll turn your back and come looking for me.
    Only to find me already long gone, not waiting for you anymore.
    To you I was worthless but I'll become priceless to another.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M

  • theletterstomyex 22w

    Cheating is not only being physical with someone you know.
    The meaning of loyalty is far beyond that,
    it has everything to do with respect.
    Being loyal means you don't go talk or flirt with other girls.
    You don't text, call or tell other girls that they're beautiful.
    Loyalty means you respect your partners emotions
    and make sure that she and everyone else knows that,
    she is your one and only. Without a doubt.
    Loyalty means being someone's backbone,
    through good and bad, heaven and hell.
    Being there when no one else is. No matter what.
    That is loyalty.
    You still got to learn a lot boy.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.

  • theletterstomyex 22w

    Today it hit me, you didn't care about me.
    You took me for granted,
    and I am sitting here dwelling on the past.
    Trying to figure what has happened to us.
    While you already moved on and do not seem to be
    bothered with not speaking to me anymore.
    Why am I still caring? Why should I care and think
    about someone that mistreated me.
    Someone that just walked out of my life,
    as if all these years meant nothing at all.
    You're not worthy of my thoughts anymore,
    not worthy of the pain in my chest, the suffering and
    loosing my sleep at night.
    You ruined me.
    You broke my heart into a million pieces,
    and while you are fully aware of that,
    you simply move on. Just like that.
    No apologies, only excuses.
    It is time that I start seeing the real you.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.

  • theletterstomyex 23w

    I have not asked for you to doubt,
    I have not asked to be so distant from eachother,
    I have not asked for contact with another woman,
    I have not asked for us to be in pain,
    I have not asked for us to be where we are now.
    I have asked for you to love me unconditionally like I do,
    I have asked for your devotion like
    I am devoted to our relationship,
    I have asked for security in a way that you would
    not leave like I was not planning to ever leave you,
    I have asked for your love and understanding like
    I have given you for such a long time.
    I have asked you to make me feel safe because
    I wanted us to be safe,
    I have asked to see the good in me and us
    like I always saw it in you and our relationship.

    I have never asked for to much but rather
    too little because your needs where always
    more important to me than mine.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.

  • theletterstomyex 23w

    It's been almost two months since you left me broken.
    I wonder how long the pain continues to linger in my chest.
    One day I feel good and the other day
    my mind is filled with flashbacks of you.
    I still cannot understand what has happened to us.
    From one day to another you decide to leave,
    without any reasonable explanation.
    As if you just stopped loving me, just like that.
    I try to tell myself that if a person just leaves in the way you did.
    That they shouldn't be worthy of your time and your pain.
    But the more I want to get rid of the feelings
    and the more I do my best to move on,
    you find a way to pull me back.
    Not even with a message or a call because
    it has been quiet for way too long.
    It is just you, in my head and heart still controlling
    my every day life without you actually doing anything for it.
    You became a part of my existence and
    I am not sure if that will ever go away.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.

  • theletterstomyex 23w

    To me our relationship was all I wanted,
    despite our differences.
    I see the value of what we had and even though
    you may hurt me and may cause me pain,
    I would always choose you over and over again.
    They say you like someone because of for example
    their beautiful eyes, their smile, the way they joke
    but you love someone despite the indifferences,
    the struggles because love makes you be soft in your heart.
    It makes you accept certain things, you comprise
    and fight for the eachother.
    It's so unfortunate you fail to see that.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.

  • theletterstomyex 23w

    You visited me today. In the form of a memory,
    an uncontrollable feeling, an aching pain,
    in the deepest part of my chest.
    I was longing for your voice, just to calm
    the ghosts within. Those that had started to rumble.
    I was in need of you today, your arms,
    tightly gripped around me. As if with that grip
    you would say, I will never let you go.
    My heart ached for you today,
    it cried inside my fragile ribcage.
    I looked for you today, I roamed around the
    earth. In desperate need of you.
    I reached for you today, with wide open arms,
    a still deeply loving heart.
    You let me in despair, in total agony.
    For the last two months.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.

  • theletterstomyex 24w

    It's been almost two months since I have seen you face.
    The softness of your touch, the soothing sound of your voice.
    I crave you, the feeling is so deep. Like soul deep.
    How did we end up like this my love.
    You where not supposed to leave.
    You promised that this time around it was different.
    I believed you, I trusted you, I gave you every part of me.
    The only thing I asked for was your commitment.
    You promised, you said all would work it's way out.
    You told me that we would declare our eternal vows
    one month from now.
    How did we we end up like this my love?
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.

  • theletterstomyex 24w

    Every time when it gets silent around me,
    my heart starts aching and my mind
    fills with the thought of you.
    I don't think I have missed anything
    as much as I miss you.
    It is as if you are part of my existence,
    I see and feel you everywhere.
    There is not a day that goes by without you
    crossing my mind, filling my heart with hope.
    Hope that one day, you'll come back to me.
    Take me in your arms and tell me that,
    Your life is empty too.
    ©theletterstomyex ~ L.M.