So last night his text popped On my phone's screen "Lets go on a long walk, On my way will meet you in other 5 mins" I know how badly we needed this Its been long we haven't talked, keeping All the materialistic things aside. I smiled and sent Okay with a red heart Its been 2 years I still smile on his texts and get excited Every freaking time whenever i meet him. Strange.. isn't it? I know xD But isn't this Love ? The kinda love we expect and we want.. That everytime you are excited to see him Just like I was when we had our first date. Anyways.. We head towards a long walk with Some cold breeze which caress our skin. The kind of therapy we want .. In beginning we were quiet Bcs we were enjoying the silence Between us, Then as usual i break the silence and Then i keep talking and we were laughing On senseless things. Yeah they were my oldest lamest jokes Oh wait, He is laughing and that is all what matters to me. If i could make him laugh keeping all the hard times in our lives aside then I know I will keep all the promises I've ever made to him. Sometimes Being with them and sharing what you feel makes you more strong, That is what we do for each other. Sometimes situations are harsh but we promised each other that we are bestfriends and will listen each other like always. We were talking and talking And this made me feel relief Because Problems are no longer problems When you have right one besides you :-) I hold his hand in mine and I just said .. I don't know how things are turning in our lives And why we are distant. I just wanna say I Love You . I am not taking too long to said this because I cant afford to lose you at any cost. I feel I am the best version of myself when I'm with you, Even my lamest jokes makes sense when I'm with you. The moon looks more beautiful whenever I am with you, It seems stars are talking about us, Idk how i could listen beautiful music around me, I could sense every little things becomes lovely and beautiful. Yesterday,Today or Tomorrow I WANT YOU. I dont know what is perfection But for me the "Us" is perfection. And He hugged me saying, All I want is you because Whenever I'm with you all the bad things disappear and everything around me becomes more beautiful. If Love has any meaning I would simply take your name. And trust me This made me feel the luckiest. And at that time it started raining...
All I wanna say is, Life is tough.. There are so many complications and problems. You have to hold on things.. Things might turn different but sometimes staying and giving each other space is crucial. Don't lose hope and love so easily, These situations might break you sometimes but bit by bit makes even you more strong :) ~Sanya.
Whenever I look into your eyes, I dream about us. If you see you through my eyes You wont blink your eyes Because I cant afford to lose you For even a single second. My life without you is Rainbow without colors, Sky without stars, And Body without heart. You are important to me, Important for every part of me. You are my dream which i want to See with open eyes. I am tired, Tired of pretending that I dont want you anymore Trust me this is the biggest lie I speak to myself every night. The moon,Stars,sky reminds me Of you. Trust me sunsets never seems this Beautiful and romantic Before I met you. I never loved you just because I want You to love me back. Love is beyond expectations. Sometimes you get more than you Expect and sometimes you dont Even get what you feel you deserve. I didnt loved you just to unlove you Someday, I loved you with all my heart Through all thicks and thins. You can keep reminding yourself That you don't love them But you could listen thousand Of whisper inside in your head That you still Love them and struck. With you I cant believe what I am. Those blushy peachy cheeks, The warmth in my heart It feels so relaxing and peaceful. I feel I'm loved, It feels I'm valued. I don't care when I'm with you All the bad things disappear All I could see is happiness and Love around myself. If someone would ask What Love is I could pour my heart out But if someone would ask How to move on and unlove somebody I cant utter a single word. All I could say is Never hurt somebody this much that Loving becomes a nightmare for them And they stop believing in fairytales. Because The one who loves you Thinks that they are the ones who Have faults. If loving demands change in you Trust me you are at wrong destination.
We were just kids, When we fell in love, Barely know what it was. You gave me hope,Love And I know you were sent for me From above. The moment you came into my life You took all my sorrow and strife. The moment i have you in my life It feels my life is complete And I'm ready for all the battles i compete. You showed me, The true meaning of love, My guardian angel, Sent from above. For years to come We will become stronger. Together, hand in hand And forever longer. I loved you with all my heart And soul, Even my broken heart is not Broken anymore. The blue sky reminds me of your Eyes, The moment they find all my lies. If you would know what is true, I would do anything to be with you. I know what love is Its holding hands of mine and his.
Bg- @7 This is beautiful. @lily_love@7 This is for you guys. I tried :")♥️
Yesterday you broke your heart again, writing one poem after another for the deceitful wind. Probably the sun must have been too warm to handle for you yesterday. Mayhaps it would have ignited your sleeping wounds. I could see how you were quiet and yet bawling in your mind for help. I could see how your anxiety didn't even let you sit straight in your chair for long. Probably the antigens on your skin turned alien yesterday and you were searching for antibodies in your dark attic. I saw how your fingers asked you to take a pause, for they were hungry, and wanted to take an afternoon nap after that, but you held them by their nape and made them carry the jute bags of your emotions. By the way I wanted to ask did that chocolate on your table ignited your smile as always? Or did it also made you travel back to the horrified past? I am sure you wouldn't have watered the sunflowers in your garden yesterday. I saw their dropped shoulders looking for their owner. And did crying for hours at night helped? Did it feel better to stand before the mirror and break down like a poem on the paper? I saw how you started writing a threnody for your past but ended up writing the song of rebirth. See words can only write truth, they may turn disguised but 'Satyamev Jayate' runs in their veins like blood. I saw how you were trying so hard to write about a parallel universe, and the mirage of your happiness, but ended up making your fingers ache with poems of yearning. I know how hard it is for you right now to hold yourself together amid the absence of haunted dreams and the deceitful winds. But can't you just hold yourself for a day? For a life is nothing but just the amalgamation of races whose track is just of twenty four hours. Obviously it extends day after day, but who knows when your breath will be transported to your pyre. I know you hold these worries about future, and endless questions about your past, but for a minute look at the rainbow of gratitude. I know, I know you see it once in a blue moon, and right now it is not even raining, but you can create your own rainbow also. Hold a paper and a pen. Then pick up the red of self love that you abandoned while growing as an adult, and slowly dig your heart, and collect other colours, that are hiding behind the facade, to save themselves from the brutal world. Mix them all on a paper, and this time write a love letter addressed to yourself. For you are love even if you sulk into pangs of hatred quickly. For you are peace even if you expand into tornadoes on every other day. For you are one who has a purpose to fulfill until your last breathe. So hold yourself together just for a day. For life isn't about years or months or weeks, it is the journey of just one day.
I happened to log in back for some reason and couldn't help scribbling after reading your recent post. You are doing a great job. Sending you tons of love and blessings. And I did not read this after writing so pardon me for mistakes and errors. And I will be back soon.
I had to let you go.I know,I know we shouldn't let go of the person we love,but not every love is love.
You can't call the destruction of someone's soul,love,taking away their peace is not love, sucking every ounce of hope and happiness in them,is definitely not love.Love isn't breaking someone so much that they are afraid to love again,that everytime someone tries to come close, they flinch.
He hurts you,and you call that love. You cry yourself to sleep,and you tell me that he loves you. How is it love when you're crying and he is sleeping out there peacefully?
Honey,get out of it. I know you love him,I know you're giving in everything,but you don't need to.You dont need to stay in the arms of someone who has no love in him for you.
You deserve love and so much more,let go,it will hurt but it will be fine.You'll get someone whose going to love you and make you whole,get out of that shit.
Letting him go,is your freedom,is your way to happiness because if you stay,it is just going to hurt more than letting him go will.Its just a matter of time,you'll be over him and everything will be alright but let him go.
What you both have,is only real for you.You are going to miss him,so much but think about it, is it worth staying with someone who can't give you what you deserve?
Why do you wanna try so hard when he isn't trying at all?
Trust me,one day you are gonna thank yourself for leaving.
I don't know what was I feeling while writing this but yeah I've been in toxic relationship and one thing that I learnt is,the earlier you leave,the better it is.There's no point in staying in the ruins of love.I loved him,more than enough but i got nothing in return,so if ur in one,just leave cause now I wish I had left sooner.Don't give yourself false hopes cause when its toxic,things don't get better,it gets worse.
And someone told me, It will hurt but it will heal.
You mumbled every silent mayest hear, for which this dazzling soul, chained her patience to listen. You said everything with that photo album you gave, Which was decorated with those glitters that you always held safe under your collar and pearls that you tucked on your favourite shirt.
~You gave them to me, that you once told you'll never give them to anyone. ~
With the deepest yet silent loudly call, That glitters screamed hoping I'll do commitment, to keep them safe eternally.
With the deepest tune, they sang a song for me, that you recorded in those pearls. Every single day, now when I miss you They ease my soul with the melodies of you, Confess me to not to shed tears, and tell me to dry my eyes with those glitters. Your love is forever here with that glitters you gave and the song you recorded in that pearls as tape.
But I failed to conserve them, I lost some pearls and threw some glitters, the day you left. The glitters of your shirt that you wanted to tuck on my top. Sorry, I failed you.
Now, I don't want to lose the rest of glitters and pearls that are left, I can't afford to lose them.
So, last night I injected those glitters in my veins And stitched those pearls near my ears. For now, you'll remain in my blood with those glitters, running through my veins with that song which you recorded in that pearl will forever remain close to my ears. Till eternity. Will vanish only with me. As my tiny secret. As you are my secret.
P.S. The gift was decorated with pearls and glitters. Song was recorded in pearls and love was present in those glitters. Glitters that he always held safe between his collar and told me he'll never give those glitters to anyone but he gave them to me. So, I injected them in my blood to preserve them forever and ever.