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  • thoughts_of_bash 10w

    Just know that no matter what
    Whether it's now or in the future
    It was supposed to be you
    Always and forever
    Please remember that...



    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 10w

    No one holds such space in my mind
    A permanent fixture within my thoughts
    Does this ever ease up?
    I mean we should be okay now right?
    We've given it enough time
    So why are we still here
    Why has this not eased for either of us
    If we had the answers would that make it better
    In truth I think we both already know why
    We always have
    But with us it's makes no difference for that was never our issue
    The bubble was ours
    But it was the outside world that was less forgiving of us


    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 11w

    With us it seems, we're closer to each other then we realised
    Retracing each others steps, hoping we'll pick up remnants of the other
    Perhaps this is the plan of the universe
    To keep us close enough
    To let us both know that really we're not alone
    Not us
    It hurts me to think that we're unable to have anything more than that
    But in all honesty I'll take the crumbs
    Because even having that small amount of you will always be a blessing to me


    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 12w

    What is it that's got you hurting so much?
    Tell me what I'm picking up
    Because I'm feeling it all
    Something's consumed you again
    Your mind races to a place that has no finish line
    What is it that you need?


    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 12w

    Enjoy the day and get lost in the mysteries of the night
    Cast your spells and speak your enchantments
    Scatter your crystals, light your candles and embrace your wiccan ways
    For this is your day
    Above all else
    Enjoy it for all that it is and allow it to bring you the peace that you so rightfully deserve


    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 13w

    Really more than anything I just long to know you're okay
    The very love that drew us together is the thing that now shackles us
    The perfect prison
    Because now we can't even speak but instead we're just left with mere notes of our adoration and heartache
    My soul aches for yours just as yours does mine
    Just like they've always done
    But I can't do anything with that
    So now
    Really more than anything I just long to know you're okay


    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 14w

    Perhaps that's all we're worth in this lifetime
    Everything left to a longing story
    Broken hearts
    But souls still bound
    Left pondering
    Endlessly dreaming


    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 14w

    Is there a name for what we are?
    For me being able to sense when something is wrong even when it's been so long since we last spoke
    Something happened, something changed
    This much I know
    Because you're calling out again
    More so then before
    Your name vibrating through the universal frequencies
    Your soul reaching out even if you don't mean it to
    Whatever it is I'm here for you
    Maybe not physically, not like the old days
    But in spirit, always
    Because whatever we are has and always will transcend beyond the physical
    It's up there with the moon and stars

    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 14w

    When you do the right thing it places you on a certain path
    But it also has you looking at the alternative
    That leaves you with the question of who it was actually right for
    Because it seems that doing what's right has left us cursed with all the memories
    Of the what ifs and maybes
    Is that what we are now? Is that what binds us together?
    The lingering thoughts and the day dreams of what we should have been
    Following us around
    Haunting us like a ghost at Halloween
    The darkness was always familiar to us
    A strange comfort amongst it all
    If this is all that's left of us then so be it
    Because at least there's still an 'us' left

    ©thoughts_of_bash

  • thoughts_of_bash 41w

    I feel there's a part of you that questions your impact on me
    That there are times that you think I just brush away all that was
    Or that you're less important then I claim you to be
    But I need you to know that that's not true
    I need you to able to accept that even at my worst
    You still got the best of me
    And any greatness I achieve whether it'll be now or the years to come
    Know that it was your love that set me free
    Know that without you I am not me
    Not entirely, not completely
    Because you not being around leaves a hole in me that means I'll never be whole
    But know that all the pain we feel
    Will not be for nothing
    I'll make sure I'll do the best for us even if we can't share it together

    ©thoughts_of_bash