Quotes and poetry by thoughts_of_bash

Just know that no matter what
Whether it's now or in the future
It was supposed to be you
Always and forever
Please remember that...

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thoughts_of_bash 10w

No one holds such space in my mind
A permanent fixture within my thoughts
Does this ever ease up?
I mean we should be okay now right?
We've given it enough time
So why are we still here
Why has this not eased for either of us
If we had the answers would that make it better
In truth I think we both already know why
We always have
But with us it's makes no difference for that was never our issue
The bubble was ours
But it was the outside world that was less forgiving of us

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thoughts_of_bash 11w

With us it seems, we're closer to each other then we realised
Retracing each others steps, hoping we'll pick up remnants of the other
Perhaps this is the plan of the universe
To keep us close enough
To let us both know that really we're not alone
Not us
It hurts me to think that we're unable to have anything more than that
But in all honesty I'll take the crumbs
Because even having that small amount of you will always be a blessing to me

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thoughts_of_bash 12w

What is it that's got you hurting so much?
Tell me what I'm picking up
Because I'm feeling it all
Something's consumed you again
Your mind races to a place that has no finish line
What is it that you need?

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thoughts_of_bash 12w

Enjoy the day and get lost in the mysteries of the night
Cast your spells and speak your enchantments
Scatter your crystals, light your candles and embrace your wiccan ways
For this is your day
Above all else
Enjoy it for all that it is and allow it to bring you the peace that you so rightfully deserve

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thoughts_of_bash 13w

Really more than anything I just long to know you're okay
The very love that drew us together is the thing that now shackles us
The perfect prison
Because now we can't even speak but instead we're just left with mere notes of our adoration and heartache
My soul aches for yours just as yours does mine
Just like they've always done
But I can't do anything with that
So now
Really more than anything I just long to know you're okay

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thoughts_of_bash 14w

Perhaps that's all we're worth in this lifetime
Everything left to a longing story
Broken hearts
But souls still bound
Left pondering
Endlessly dreaming

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thoughts_of_bash 14w

Is there a name for what we are?
For me being able to sense when something is wrong even when it's been so long since we last spoke
Something happened, something changed
This much I know
Because you're calling out again
More so then before
Your name vibrating through the universal frequencies
Your soul reaching out even if you don't mean it to
Whatever it is I'm here for you
Maybe not physically, not like the old days
But in spirit, always
Because whatever we are has and always will transcend beyond the physical
It's up there with the moon and stars

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thoughts_of_bash 14w

When you do the right thing it places you on a certain path
But it also has you looking at the alternative
That leaves you with the question of who it was actually right for
Because it seems that doing what's right has left us cursed with all the memories
Of the what ifs and maybes
Is that what we are now? Is that what binds us together?
The lingering thoughts and the day dreams of what we should have been
Following us around
Haunting us like a ghost at Halloween
The darkness was always familiar to us
A strange comfort amongst it all
If this is all that's left of us then so be it
Because at least there's still an 'us' left

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thoughts_of_bash 41w

I feel there's a part of you that questions your impact on me
That there are times that you think I just brush away all that was
Or that you're less important then I claim you to be
But I need you to know that that's not true
I need you to able to accept that even at my worst
You still got the best of me
And any greatness I achieve whether it'll be now or the years to come
Know that it was your love that set me free
Know that without you I am not me
Not entirely, not completely
Because you not being around leaves a hole in me that means I'll never be whole
But know that all the pain we feel
Will not be for nothing
I'll make sure I'll do the best for us even if we can't share it together

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