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  • thousand_years 4w

    I crushed on you, harder than ever
    Couldn't like you more, I believed
    Though asking around "What is love?"
    Always thought it's not for me
    Twenty one days later, I felt something
    And every inch of my body was in "trust" with you
    All I could name that feeling was love
    Always thought that's the maximum
    Thirty one days later, I crossed the country
    With a hundred and three fever, fainting at the airport
    Just to hug you and feel your warmth after eighteen long days
    Always thought, that's enough! It can't be more than this
    Sixty eight days later, leaving you there, alone,
    was the hardest thing that I had to do
    Our eyes welled up with tears.. hugged, kissed
    but nothing was enough..
    But thought "it can't go beyond this"
    One hundred and fourteen days later, here I am..
    haven't touched you since
    And no one knows that how I keep myself sane
    It's like.. it never was and it will never be enough..

    ©thousand_years

  • thousand_years 14w

    You should really be thankful to some songs because trust me baby, more than fifty percent of the times I feel that I love you just by listening to them.

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  • thousand_years 15w

    Pierced

    Now that I know what is it for real
    Now that I know how every single particle
    of your body feels like
    Now that I know what it means that we are 'one'
    I just wonder,
    What amount of courage would those people require
    For breaking the ties and just leaving the shreds
    A lot, maybe more than that
    But how do they absorb this pain?
    Wouldn't it feel like it has all ended?
    Wouldn't they feel empty?
    Would there still be any meaning left to their life?
    Why something so invisible is so powerful?
    Why does it have the ability to shatter a human life in mere seconds?
    Does there exists any other thing that can both save and destroy?
    The answer to these questions?
    Once pierced by love, it is beautiful.

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  • thousand_years 15w

    I take you, to have and to hold, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, as long as we both shall live.

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  • thousand_years 20w

    A toast to all of you. I really appreciate you guys for always being there for me, seeing me in my bests and worsts and tolerating my stories related to all the drama going on in my life. I have been a very real and a very true version of myself with each one of you. I wish we could be together.. but it's fine, the odds are not always in our favour. I will really miss all of you.

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    At some point, a stage comes when you start losing all your close friends.

    First friend lost (you "React"):
    You will cry your eyes out, not eat anything all day, be in bed for twelve hours straight and keep thinking about it for the next 4 months.

    Second friend lost (you "Feel"):
    You will feel guilty about it, your body will shake, you will feel homeless, you will cry a little and then try avoiding the subject as much as possible.

    Third friend lost (you "Realize"):
    You will feel like "I don't want to lose you but I can't help it", you will stop trying as at one point you will realize that your choices and actions weren't so wrong for you to deserve this in the end, you will carry out your routine tasks as damage control, you will feel like you are free of the responsibility of someone's feelings, a hit like this will make you feel that your heart is made of metal and it won't get affected at all and you will feel like you are perfectly equipped to take care of yourself.

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  • thousand_years 29w

    I see her sitting across the room
    And all I can see is a person
    Who was once very close to my heart
    "I miss you" are the words that I want to say
    Despite whatever happened
    All I want to say is "I miss you so hard"
    We used to talk, we used to gossip
    We used to make fun of all the people whom we hated
    And we used to laugh together, endlessly, whole-heartedly
    Sometimes I feel that I could have saved us
    Hadn't I been selfish, maybe I could have saved our friendship
    I don't have any regrets though
    Because I made an informed decision
    Of not choosing you over the others
    Because in that moment it felt right
    Not that it feels wrong now
    It's just that "I miss you"
    I miss the times that we spent together
    I used to have fun
    I used to laugh freely
    I used to express myself freely
    You knew me for who I was
    And I feel that you enjoyed being with me
    I just want to say that I miss a friend of mine
    Who was once very close to me
    But now completely lost and unknown.

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  • thousand_years 32w

    Amidst the winds I lay there still
    Waiting for you to hold my hand
    And take me somewhere warm and safe
    You crawled up to my hair
    Giving me a peck on my cheek
    Holding me in your arms so tight
    Making it my safe haven forever
    I brush my lips against yours
    Surprised, you didn't know what to say
    Drenched in blush all I could do was smile
    I felt something, stronger than ever
    "I love you" I said, finally giving it a name
    You came close while cupping my face
    I saw your eyes, so full of loyalty
    That I just wanted to get lost in them
    And in that moment, my heart, I set it free
    To cherish, to hold, to love.

    ©thousand_years

  • thousand_years 32w

    Disclaimer: "This isn't "Me" speaking. This is "Me in love" speaking."

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    It's just that I'm an insane person, especially when I'm in love
    I have some expectations that are not unreasonable
    But at the same time I'm an overthinker
    And my mind dwindles along the extremes
    Like sometimes all of it is his fault and sometimes it's mine more than anyone else's
    I have become someone who I myself don't recognize anymore
    Weak, vulnerable, indecisive, insecure and a crybaby
    It feels like I have changed upside down
    I'm missing a person so much
    And I don't know whether it's the same from his side
    And the fact that I'm even thinking about his side makes me feel that I've become so needy and insecure
    I'm doubting myself that are my expectations unrealistic? Am I the wrong one over here?
    I don't think so..
    Because it feels as if "Hey! Do you remember me? I'm that person who was the most important to you a few days back. Now I don't know if you exist or not."
    And I know that this isn't "Me" speaking. This is "Me in love" speaking.
    Maybe that's why I have started to feel
    That I'm not in love with love
    And I don't know why but by writing all this, it feels so much stronger.

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  • thousand_years 33w

    There are some people who always forgive you
    Even if you feel that you are about to loose them,
    There is a comfort in the very corner of your heart
    That no matter what happens you will never loose them
    And it will all be fine once you realize
    your mistake and say sorry
    It might take time but you trust them that
    the affection is not one-sided
    They also want you as much as you want them
    They are also close to you as much as you are to them
    They also love you as much as you love them
    You should be grateful for having them in your life
    because not everyone has such people
    You should never hurt them, ever
    Thank you both for everything.

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  • thousand_years 39w

    How do you know that you've grown up?
    Maybe it's when you feel a lot of things
    And share them with your closed ones to seek their advice
    When do you grow up even more?
    It's when you feel a lot of things
    But you realize that sharing them even with
    your closest people is just not worth it
    It would only make you think about your troubles even more
    And the best way to get over them is to
    keep them to yourself
    It becomes so easier to forget everything this way
    It would feel like these feelings never existed
    What can be more beautiful than this❤️

    ©thousand_years