thuggacee

just a lady who speaks her true feelings thru writting and gets breaths she lost back

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  • thuggacee 2d

    Live comes with pain when you have to let someone you love go and just walk away
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  • thuggacee 3d

    Wow im shocked
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  • thuggacee 4d

    I held it down for you even before i would hold it down for me, for a person whos not blind i cant help but wonder how you didnt see. Never even had to ask me for a dam thing cause i was already that far ahead. If i had a place to sleep i made sure you always had a bed. If nothing went right and it hurt you to be strong, i gave you my strength so life wouldnt feel all wrong.i wouldnt been a friend if i wasnt able to be true, never expected nothing but worst from evryone and less from you. So dont eit there expecting for me to beleive your lie, im not giving away trust to anyone or am i even guna try.
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  • thuggacee 4d

    Is it this world or me

    I am the one thats always being done so wrong
    Its me thats the new face to being held together strong
    Nobody done anything to make this shit easier for me
    Everybody just has a hand out like my help is expected to see
    Yet when im down n out tired hurting or alone were are they
    Everyone has a opinion but never heres what i gota say
    They criticize the poor man and take from the rich
    Loyalty means shit anymore to save there ass they will snitch
    So whats the problem with this world is it them or is it me
    living in hell N i dont think its the way god intended it to be
    Is there some good left in this world other then me out there
    I know there has to be other people whos hearts can care
    If we Living in hell then whys this world seem so dam cold
    All everyone prays for today is for the next man to fold
    Wondering why we hate so much until we hate ourself
    killing as if its a hobby depriving others there wealth
    Holding back from the unknown and adjust to what we know
    We are flowers in life thats a mistical garden needing water to grow
    So tell me again is it this world or me thats wrong
    After all this hate has been going around us for far to long
    ©thuggacee

  • thuggacee 4d

    Whats wrong with me i have to ask
    I cover up pain like i have on a mask
    Is there somthing wrong with me
    Because i look around and im all i see
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  • thuggacee 4d

    I am misunderstood and thats my understanding
    I am stressed out and can come off over demanding
    But no one really sees all the pain hindering inside me
    I make it look easy and thats what i give them to see
    Truthfully im just damaged goods with nothing good
    Im a savage that lives a lifestyle not many could
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  • thuggacee 4d

    They say smile but i dont have a reason to anymore
    This time around im colder then i ever was before
    They say do what makes you happy but whats that
    I search to find it but cant seem to find were its at
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  • thuggacee 5d

    I try to keep faith but nothing seems to be right
    Like sanity every morning begins with a fight
    Now im struggling to find sleep at night
    This weight i carry i just make it seem light
    I try to understand but no sense does life make
    Like im searching for better opportunity to take
    A endless battle of emptyness i cant shake
    I try to hold it together and be strong
    But no matter were i go i dont really seem to belong
    Like i am not sure why loving me is so wrong
    I try to change my souronding and find somthing new
    Still real recognize real and aint nobody true
    I sourvived life in hell everyday i walk through
    I try to give evryone a chance to prove me different
    Even with clear words nobody knows what i ment
    Im a angel in hell who was hells heaven sent
    I try not to loose my grip so ill always be able to try
    I end up hurt broken hearted and alone to cry
    Just not sure if its ment for me or my turn to say goodbye
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  • thuggacee 5d

    Because of you

    I cared for you
    i was the inlyy one there for you
    I wasnt enough for you
    i lost it all for you
    I was struggling still helped you
    i was hungry but feeding you
    I cant beleive you
    But i beleive in you
    I put down my guard for you
    Then was gaurded from you
    I was nothing to you
    I was just another finease to you
    I gave my heart to you
    I learned that my heart wasn't shit to you
    I chose to not keep choosing you
    I never turned my back on you
    I only stoped walking behind you
    I gave enough time to you
    Now its time i walk away from you
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  • thuggacee 5d

    On your own

    Trust is a word that dont bong anymore,
    Loyalty is not the same as once before,
    Evryone is against you and you stand alone,
    When shit gets hard your left to deal with it on your own
    The people you kept closes to you only played you
    Not one word or action they done was ever true
    Font be surprised when evryone disappears
    When the words i love you become words not to hear
    Chasing the memory from your past
    Well only create more pain and confusion to last
    Overthinking may be dangerously overdue
    But don't think to hard on anything not to do with you
    Even with a voice louder then a yotaler on mountain top
    Your victory should never be one you allow to stop
    Becarefull you dont help light the fire
    Because we already in hell dont need the flames any higher
    ©thuggacee