timothyvs

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  • timothyvs 16h

    The Truth That Was Our Reality

    The truth hurts in ways you can't imagine,
    Your smile cuts deep in my heart as I
    Know that you can't be mine -
    Our reality is that we might love each other -
    But we can't confess it cause we scared,
    The truth hurts in ways you can't imagine,
    In my dreams your Cinderella and I'm the
    Beast that nobody likes,
    Two different destiny's coming together,
    A little happiness will do us both good,
    Let me be your knight in shining armour,
    Give me a chance baby to show you -
    That love has chosen us to be together,
    So that truth can be our
    Reality.
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 1d

    Swimming in Dreamland (freestyle)

    Another day has come and I see myself,
    Laying there looking all peaceful -
    I'm drowning within my own body,
    HELP!!!
    I scream for assistance - but as usual
    My voice is trapped from the physical world,
    I'm stuck in Dreamland,
    I'm swimming in my thoughts,
    What's so lively about this morning,
    I look so peaceful laying there -
    Shouldn't be the end right?
    Another day has come and I see myself
    Fighting a vicious battle - My Mind.
    Give me a rope - not to hang myself,
    But to be pulled out of my own Mind.
    Tick - Tick - Tick - Boom!!!
    There I go drowning -
    Could you have saved me from myself,
    I'm looking out the window and I see my
    Soul swimming in
    Dreamland.
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 2d

    Addiction (Free-Style)

    I admit I suffer from addiction,
    We all suffer from addiction,
    Some people they numb on stilpane (oh-no),
    Others keep still to bare the pain,
    Can't say that you haven't been addicted to
    Anything - even reading scripture is addictive,
    I suffer from addiction,
    We all suffer from addiction - (haha),
    Don't trip and say i didn't tell you -
    I took a trip to the hospital (oh no) - relax,
    I'm addict and I'm admitting it now,
    While I still see the blinding stars revolve,
    Round - and - Round my head cause I
    Overdosed.
    I'm losing myself - piece by piece,
    Day by Day, I suffer in silence cause ain't
    Nobody ready to hear your story -
    I'm sorry - this ain't it yet!
    I admit I suffer from addiction -
    Music - Words - those are my addictions,
    Can't get killed by 'em
    Poetry is my therapist as I can't say why
    I'm an addict, so bare with me as I fight my
    Addiction.
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 4d

    Swimming (Free-Style)

    I'm drowning within my own body,
    "Staring at myself like I'm a ghost"
    I'm swimming in the dream but I know
    Drowning ain't no option cause
    It will be the end- send help,
    Many people see themselves "watching"
    Their own bodies without knowing what's
    Happening.
    I'm drowning within my own body,
    "Staring at myself like a ghost"
    Find myself in a prayer stance like a
    Pray Mentis,
    Hoping I can come up to the surface,
    Swimming in a dream is dangerous cause
    When I drown - that's it!
    I die when I stare at my body from the
    Outside.
    Give me hope cause I crave for
    Sanity.
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 5d

    Big Dreams (Free-Style)

    As a boy I had hope for the future,
    Couldn't wait to grow up -
    Explore this world - I call it home,
    Got Big Dreams,
    I ain't trying to dream too big and get lost,
    The future looks bright enough -
    Street Headlights guiding my way,
    Will my mom's be proud - when she sees what I've become - Do I carry on?
    I'm Not Afraid of the demons that's in front,
    One should embrace 'em,
    I got Big Dreams - too many words said,
    People ain't listening no more - silence,
    That's all they going to hear when I'm gone,
    Tick - Tick - Tick - Boom!!!
    I can't say I didn't warn you - time's up,
    The Dream is over,
    Quietly they lift up the body -
    Spirit long gone though,
    could you have saved me though?
    All I have left are faded
    Big Dreams
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 5d

    Big Dreams (Free-Style)

    As a boy I had hope for the future,
    Couldn't wait to grow up -
    Explore this world - I call it home,
    Got Big Dreams,
    I ain't trying to dream too big and get lost,
    The future looks bright enough -
    Street Headlights guiding my way,
    Will my mom's be proud - when she sees what I've become - Do I carry on?
    I'm Not Afraid of the demons that's in front,
    One should embrace 'em,
    I got Big Dreams - too many words said,
    People ain't listening no more - silence,
    That's all they going to hear when I'm gone,
    Tick - Tick - Tick - Boom!!!
    I can't say I didn't warn you - time's up,
    The Dream is over,
    Quietly they lift up the body -
    Spirit long gone though,
    could you have saved me though?
    All I have left are faded
    Big Dreams
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 5d

    Probably cause I'm broken III

    Love has eluded me countless times -
    I stopped counting,
    Find myself love the princesses (haha),
    It's probably why I'm broken.
    Love has eluded me - There's a fire burning,
    Deep within, it craves a loving soul to
    Extinguish It (haha), I'm nothing,
    Probably cause I'm broken -
    so I can't be loved,
    Tears are hard to come by -
    waterfall has stopped - can't cry no more,
    Love has eluded me countless times -
    I stopped counting,
    Ain't nobody's Romeo - just a peasant boy,
    I'm broken and it's fine (haha) -
    the weak don't leave earth - they suffer,
    I get hypnotized by the princess -
    I'm just a peasant boy that can't be
    Loved -
    Probably cause I'm broken.
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 1w

    Walking the Tight Rope

    What's so enticing about being Bound -
    by Rope,
    Looking into the mirror - I see failure (haha),
    I'm bound to walk the tight rope (haha),
    They haven't hung me yet - could it be?
    That I like being bound by my demons,
    they were there when it seemed like no one was,
    (haha) - shouldn't laugh at death it's taboo,
    Bible sitting on my night stand collecting dust
    rather turn to pen and paper for therapy,
    the human mind judges - "heart turned to ice"
    I'm walking the tight rope - Not hung yet,
    Being bound is a fetish not many like - I do,
    Looking into the mirror - I'm a faceless person
    Walking the tight rope I seem happy (haha),
    That's a lie,
    I'm bound by my demons and
    they don't want to
    Let Me Go - so I walk the
    Tight Rope.
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 1w

    Who Am I To Love

    I was born seemingly as a
    Miracle - if such things exist,
    The love for me spread thin,
    Only cheese spread is thinner than that
    Love.
    Who Am I To Love?
    people come and go like good sleep,
    Haven't had a dreamless night in ages,
    Could I be wrong in finding love?
    cause it doesn't want to find me (haha),
    Spirituality or Sexuality - both being wonder,
    Do we explore more than what meets the eye,
    Who Am I To Love?
    I guess I'm the ugly duckling (haha),
    Choking on Tears because "Men don't cry",
    That's why we lose kids so rapidly cause
    their minds show less weakness -
    Don't be a narcissist and push me
    Away - cause when I'm no longer there questions rise and I'll ask from beyond -
    Who Was I To Get Loved?
    ©timothyvs

  • timothyvs 2w

    African Queen (Mountain Kingdom Cinderella)

    The sun rose in '98 and
    An African Queen was born,
    The kingdom was filled with jubilation,
    In the West you have godly status -
    A Queen - Not many appreciate a diamond
    When it's still uncut,
    How do I tell you how I really feel?
    African Cinderella - Mountain Kingdom Queen
    A peasant can't fall for a Queen,
    You had me day-dreaming,
    But you were down south among the
    Sharks - I'm up here dealing with the fear,
    Can't find the courage to tell you -
    I Love You,
    It's probably the same for Beast as
    Beauty was out of his league - she's a queen,
    Extraordinary - I'm just so bland and ordinary,
    Not fit for an
    African Queen.
    ©timothyvs