Yeah we were together and it lasted for awhileTook our time and even birthed a couple a childsBut after life and growing away i guess it wasn't meant to beBut those kids our always going to be part of my familySo im tired of you checking my name of like some kind of hit listI am doing whats best for the kids as a dad and you need to witnessIm tired of the games, drama, jumping through hoops its all bullshitSo i am telling you i am not going to give up like one of your wishesSo i am inspired i am not going to expire or grow tired just use the energy to just be humble and higherI am not going to fumble and fall showing all of my flaws i will encore after the curtain callNow we can coexist and be a united front for the kids Or we can continue being separate entities due to toxic validities do you get my driftTake a coin in your pocket and throw it in a wishing well but one things for sure i will still be living wellI am not trying to make your life hell or ring your bells but sink or swim bitch i will fucking sailActing like you are the better parent but shit didnt know it was a competition Just feed them clothe them and listen to them as they adapt Age to age and lesson to lesson and that's a fucking factYou act like your losing but i dont plan any attacksJust another way your chipping because its my plan for tact Show no weakness but im not wasting my energyYour the one putting on gloves trying to encourage a fight with meBut i will show the kids a better path and just ignoreYour high school antics is just leaving me bored
America I love you but ....
On the civil war of historyStreaming and viewing on the presidents conspiracyThreat of violence from the capital to streetsThreats to the oppose like a terrorist regimeHow I steered my impeachment storiesBefore they try to steal all my gloryIt's a shame that black lives matter we choose to ignoreThey fighting for the same battle that their ancestors fault forLately I feel like I'm in victims tranceFighting for allies that don't stand a chanceTo these sing-alongs of siren songsTo ooh's to ahh'sTo big applauseWith all of my anger I scream and shoutAmerica, I love you but you're freaking me outOoh-oh-oh-ohOoh-oh-oh-ohOoh-oh-oh-ohOoh-oh-oh-ohDriving the message that election is fraudThan March on the capital and attack the copsSpread out anger of how we feelDestroying america as we chant stop the stealAt least I can breathe tomorrow and see more daysWithout flatlining by being accidently tazedTo these sing-alongs of siren songsTo ooh's to ahh'sTo big applauseWith all of my anger I scream and shoutAmerica, I love you but you're freaking me outAmerica, you're freaking me outWith all my anger I shoutCan't you recognize truth from clever lies?To these sing-alongs of siren songsTo ooh's to ahh'sTo big applauseWith all of my anger I scream and shoutAmerica, I love you but you're freaking me outTo these sing-alongs of siren songsTo ooh's to ahh'sTo big applauseWith all of my anger I scream and shoutAmerica, I love you but you're freaking me out-the menzingers the chorusI rewrote the verses
Fuck my life
the definition of insanity is doing the same thing and expecting something differentBut my heart is still yours like hands placed in cementI feel like I am chasing miracles down dark streetsI will keep on chasing even though the future is so bleakI promised myself that I would be in a home with loveBut now I just settle a convenient existence is enoughI know I would work my body to the boneBut every empty gesture makes me feel so aloneAnd I am so lost in the crowd of your own demonsMine are vacating because I allow them to be sleepingMy needs are non existent because I am to content and afraid of resentmentsSo I allow them to strangle me til they get their fill on amusements
I want to see you nakedNot just the taboo of clothes lying on the floorNot just the sheets acrossed you skinI want to know your secretsI want to know your soulI want to know what makes you stressMeasuring up your day leaving you depressedWhat makes your heart skip beats coming out of your chestWhich side of the bed the right or the leftWhat makes you go from 0 to a messWhat posistion of my hands makes you at your bestThe darkness that consumes you and takes away your breathWhat suffocates you and leaves you for death The song that you swear is the reason your still around The goals and dreams that would make your family so damn proudIntimacy isnt just sex as the goalIts when your soul tells secrets that you swore they would go untoldI want to see you naked
The way I love you is the way I wish someone loved me.
I whole heartedly hate the winter it's chill to the boneBut I'm drawn to you despite you being coldI know its in your nature and I feel like cracks in the roadDrained like the battery on my phoneThat lies on the floor for days with notificationsGoing unnoticed because I crave your affectionI'd sell my soul to devil's just to get you back againBut I have no soul left because I pour it out in pen.
I made all these promises and I see it pile up Hoping that at the end of the day it will be enoughTo make us become one again insteadHolding it together while Fighting the demons in my headI'll construct and dissect myself Find the flaws and place them on a shelfFor the world to see so you know that I'm tryingTo change for your smile that spell bindingI don't know the course but I'll travel all pathsBut just want the feeling that you love me back.
I don't want to write anymore But the pen calls and i cant ignoreReally wanted to be a honored physicists But I am just a broken lyricistSo i sit back and endure all the pain that tranquils the boreTaking my life from core to core door to doorTry to elevate and find a reason to keep pourMy life feeling out onto this sheet but its so weakSo i throw in some adjectives and fucks so its not to bleakHoping someone will come across to just take a peek An audience with ambition themselves is what i seekBut ill lay on this paper with no pen procrastinating all week