Mirakee
Yeah we were together and it lasted for awhile
Took our time and even birthed a couple a childs
But after life and growing away i guess it wasn't meant to be
But those kids our always going to be part of my family
So im tired of you checking my name of like some kind of hit list
I am doing whats best for the kids as a dad and you need to witness
Im tired of the games, drama, jumping through hoops its all bullshit
So i am telling you i am not going to give up like one of your wishes
So i am inspired i am not going to expire or grow tired just use the energy to just be humble and higher
I am not going to fumble and fall showing all of my flaws i will encore after the curtain call
Now we can coexist and be a united front for the kids
Or we can continue being separate entities due to toxic validities do you get my drift
Take a coin in your pocket and throw it in a wishing well but one things for sure i will still be living well
I am not trying to make your life hell or ring your bells but sink or swim bitch i will fucking sail
Acting like you are the better parent but shit didnt know it was a competition
Just feed them clothe them and listen to them as they adapt
Age to age and lesson to lesson and that's a fucking fact
You act like your losing but i dont plan any attacks
Just another way your chipping because its my plan for tact
Show no weakness but im not wasting my energy
Your the one putting on gloves trying to encourage a fight with me
But i will show the kids a better path and just ignore
Your high school antics is just leaving me bored
toxicpen
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toxicpen
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America I love you but ....
On the civil war of history
Streaming and viewing on the presidents conspiracy
Threat of violence from the capital to streets
Threats to the oppose like a terrorist regime
How I steered my impeachment stories
Before they try to steal all my glory
It's a shame that black lives matter we choose to ignore
They fighting for the same battle that their ancestors fault for
Lately I feel like I'm in victims trance
Fighting for allies that don't stand a chance
To these sing-alongs of siren songs
To ooh's to ahh's
To big applause
With all of my anger I scream and shout
America, I love you but you're freaking me out
Ooh-oh-oh-oh
Ooh-oh-oh-oh
Ooh-oh-oh-oh
Ooh-oh-oh-oh
Driving the message that election is fraud
Than March on the capital and attack the cops
Spread out anger of how we feel
Destroying america as we chant stop the steal
At least I can breathe tomorrow and see more days
Without flatlining by being accidently tazed
To these sing-alongs of siren songs
To ooh's to ahh's
To big applause
With all of my anger I scream and shout
America, I love you but you're freaking me out
America, you're freaking me out
With all my anger I shout
Can't you recognize truth from clever lies?
To these sing-alongs of siren songs
To ooh's to ahh's
To big applause
With all of my anger I scream and shout
America, I love you but you're freaking me out
To these sing-alongs of siren songs
To ooh's to ahh's
To big applause
With all of my anger I scream and shout
America, I love you but you're freaking me out
-the menzingers the chorus
I rewrote the verses -
toxicpen
1w
America I love you but ....
On the civil war of history
Streaming and viewing on the presidents conspiracy
Threat of violence from the capital to streets
Threats to the oppose like a terrorist regime
How I steered my impeachment stories
Before they try to steal all my glory
It's a shame that black lives matter we choose to ignore
They fighting for the same battle that their ancestors fault for
Lately I feel like I'm in victims trance
Fighting for allies that don't stand a chance
To these sing-alongs of siren songs
To ooh's to ahh's
To big applause
With all of my anger I scream and shout
America, I love you but you're freaking me out
Ooh-oh-oh-oh
Ooh-oh-oh-oh
Ooh-oh-oh-oh
Ooh-oh-oh-oh
Driving the message that election is fraud
Than March on the capital and attack the cops
Spread out anger of how we feel
Destroying america as we chant stop the steal
At least I can breathe tomorrow and see more days
Without flatlining by being accidently tazed
To these sing-alongs of siren songs
To ooh's to ahh's
To big applause
With all of my anger I scream and shout
America, I love you but you're freaking me out
America, you're freaking me out
With all my anger I shout
Can't you recognize truth from clever lies?
To these sing-alongs of siren songs
To ooh's to ahh's
To big applause
With all of my anger I scream and shout
America, I love you but you're freaking me out
To these sing-alongs of siren songs
To ooh's to ahh's
To big applause
With all of my anger I scream and shout
America, I love you but you're freaking me out
-the menzingers the chorus
I rewrote the verses -
toxicpen
1w
Fuck my life
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toxicpen
1w
Chasing miracles
the definition of insanity is doing the same thing and expecting something different
But my heart is still yours like hands placed in cement
I feel like I am chasing miracles down dark streets
I will keep on chasing even though the future is so bleak
I promised myself that I would be in a home with love
But now I just settle a convenient existence is enough
I know I would work my body to the bone
But every empty gesture makes me feel so alone
And I am so lost in the crowd of your own demons
Mine are vacating because I allow them to be sleeping
My needs are non existent because I am to content and afraid of resentments
So I allow them to strangle me til they get their fill on amusements -
toxicpen
1w
I want to see you naked
Not just the taboo of clothes lying on the floor
Not just the sheets acrossed you skin
I want to know your secrets
I want to know your soul
I want to know what makes you stress
Measuring up your day leaving you depressed
What makes your heart skip beats coming out of your chest
Which side of the bed the right or the left
What makes you go from 0 to a mess
What posistion of my hands makes you at your best
The darkness that consumes you and takes away your breath
What suffocates you and leaves you for death
The song that you swear is the reason your still around
The goals and dreams that would make your family so damn proud
Intimacy isnt just sex as the goal
Its when your soul tells secrets that you swore they would go untold
I want to see you naked -
toxicpen
2w
The way I love you is the way I wish someone loved me.
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toxicpen
2w
I whole heartedly hate the winter it's chill to the bone
But I'm drawn to you despite you being cold
I know its in your nature and I feel like cracks in the road
Drained like the battery on my phone
That lies on the floor for days with notifications
Going unnoticed because I crave your affection
I'd sell my soul to devil's just to get you back again
But I have no soul left because I pour it out in pen. -
toxicpen
2w
The trials
I made all these promises and I see it pile up
Hoping that at the end of the day it will be enough
To make us become one again instead
Holding it together while Fighting the demons in my head
I'll construct and dissect myself
Find the flaws and place them on a shelf
For the world to see so you know that I'm trying
To change for your smile that spell binding
I don't know the course but I'll travel all paths
But just want the feeling that you love me back. -
toxicpen
2w
Felina
I don't want to write anymore
But the pen calls and i cant ignore
Really wanted to be a honored physicists
But I am just a broken lyricist
So i sit back and endure all the pain that tranquils the bore
Taking my life from core to core door to door
Try to elevate and find a reason to keep pour
My life feeling out onto this sheet but its so weak
So i throw in some adjectives and fucks so its not to bleak
Hoping someone will come across to just take a peek
An audience with ambition themselves is what i seek
But ill lay on this paper with no pen procrastinating all week
