Imagine being in anxiety and your depression kicks in.. n someone says please talk to me I promise I will not judge.. please share with me talk to me.. N the very next day they start being annoyed n in a very unhappy tone says that whatever u shared last night was so hurtful n years ago incident etc etc.. On the other hand u r not fine but u were happy that someone was there for u.. but their words push u harder into more regret n now u r in worst phase of anxiety, depression and panic attack..
29/5/19 I always wished to keep people around me happy . No , actually happier. Alas! I kept people happy while I was drowing down . They never knew my side of the story and when trouble got me bad , everyone happier just left saying I am not the person they met. Though times comes so as to know who can stand by you through all the thick and thins . I still wish to keep people happy. "NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS WE GOT YOUR BACK" friends left saying it hurts to stay around you now because you are not the one I met.
P.s- I never changed it's just that now I am A year older A year bolder.