///This moment is as TRUE a testament there is to the human SPIRIT.///
They say life has always been fair and judicious. It gives you what you deserve. May I ask how? The pandemic is basically example of Charles Darwin's 'survival of the fittest.' This is clearly anthropogenic but induced as well, I am quite sceptical for the latter though because wet markets are all over the globe.
I feel like corona is very dainty. It's eliminating unhealthy and old ones. Why is corona acting like Hitler 2.0? You will get cured if you are young and healthy, but that doesn't mean you can be overly gallant and selfish. Humanity makes us humans. It somehow transmits to elderly or those having bronchitis or are asthmatic. So be responsible and take care of yourself not only for yourself but for others as well.
I have few questions on this corona outbreak. They ask us to keep extra stock of ration. They ask us to buy masks and sanitizers. How can they forget we live in a nation where people struggle to earn for one time meal? They ask for self isolation. What about those who don't even have a roof? How will they protect themselves? Life is fair you say ; they aren't the ones travelling to different countries and bring viruses with them. They don't even bother or panic like us, still are at the extreme risk in this situation.
A salute to the doctors, nurses and health staffs who are fighting a continuous battle for us. Staying in isolated places away from their families, working for such long hours until they pass out. I ask, why do you think they are doing all this? For whom? They merely get paid 4 US dollars. Do you believe it's for money? With all the risks they are taking is the respect they are receiving worth it? No....just like our soldiers serving our country. They are serving humanity. Why can't we?
////People getting benefitted with this are students like us getting holidays and those getting affected the worse are those getting quarantined and being tested negative.////
You mentioned my writings will find you no matter where you are, so here I am basking in the sun holding a pen and the leftover courage to write a reply to you. The sun is akin to you; bright, generously warm, exclusive and of course beyond my reach. Many must have told you in your remaining days how much of a gallant fighter you are. In my eyes you are nothing but a coward, who didn't even countenance me to went through all the pain.
The shadows haunt me...tell me where do I find pieces? How do I find them? I have lost my light, I am completely imperceptive now. You know I wake up everday and tell myself 'I am normal'. But am I? I don't look into the mirror, my reflection calls me a loser and guffaw at me. My memories of you are connected to my bones they are heavy and firm. They have been stagnant.
Anyways this ain't about me but you. You need not to distress, let me suffocate, I deserve it. No I don't...this eternal suffering needs to end and I wish the "universe" would lend me some of it's power and I will step out of my circle or will let the others in.
*The only thing you left me with, "your last breath"*
My last breath;
The lord decided To take me away. He needed me; So he is taking me away. When I actually wanted to stay. In my final moments, I prayed. To hold you In a tight embrace. As we brace, The impact of that Took my last breath today. Now my new home awaits. As I make my way. To the heavens gate My last wish; 'Fly high my angel.'
I hate this. Why the hell am I imprisoned? The streets are deserted, most of the shops are closed. Even my favourite restaurants and cafes are shut down and what's worse, the lockdown is indefinite. I'm literally imprisoned. Spending time with mom, dad and my elder sister hurts like hell. I don't understand how these people keep themselves occupied.
I am helpless - no friends, no merry-making, no fun, no movies. Some of my buddies are okay with this. I wonder how they can binge watch those shitty web series.
My cellphone suddenly began to get hot last week. It's no longer in its warranty period. The technician told me that the battery needed to be replaced. I should have been more prompt. Now the handset has stopped functioning and every mobile repair shop in the town is going to remain closed for the next 5 days. I have an antique handset but that won't accept my 4G card. I'm doomed.
What's worse, I have to dine with Mom and Dad. The whole family at the dining table? It's irritating. Dad, though not a loner, doesn't like to talk during meals. Mom is a chatterbox. She hates keeping her mouth shut. Usually she has to eat alone. Especially in the afternoons, she has no one to talk to. Now she wants to compensate for it. I don't understand why she reads so much and thinks so hard. She's said to be a knowledgeable person. Issues of public interest never fail to hold her attention.
Dad talks nothing but business. I don't know how they get along so well. I mean - .how does dad listen to her lengthy "news analysis" so patiently every morning? Both are early risers but mom is an avid newspaper reader and for dad, it's just a cursory glance. He can watch those business channels and lend an ear to mom invariably at the same time. Does he really understand all that social and politicsl stuff? He just keeps nodding his head. I must learn it form him.
My elder sister is a hardcore introvert. How can some people be alone and still be happy? The lockdown doesn't seem to have affected her at all. Why is she still normal? I hate her. What's worse, she's not going to lend me her mobile phone.
This confinement is suffocating... Let me go out and take a walk...