I can spend my whole day listening to sitar, read poetry, being utterly sad with Ghazals, I sleep with the sounds of bashing rains when I deliberately need to calm myself.
I bend, break or be malleable to keep others pleased or taken care of, I am not a yes man but it's very hard to say no to someone but I am honest and with that let me write my first letter to you,
with no thought in place as of how many letters will I write to you in your absence, I am sure when you are not here these would be great help, who can speak a thousand words over a phone call?
I think if humans could not speak they would have been great in expressing themselves by writing their emotions out and with that I am here again, writing to you seems like the second best thought I have had this evening after my concerns for you.
I have been told that I catch feelings too quickly and certainly I have not given you any reason to not believe so but that does not mean that my emotions cannot be trusted or my love is just like the month of february.
Catching feelings is such an impressive word if you let your guard down and imagine it happening. Who doesn't love an admirer of warm heart and soft lips or what is it that makes one uncertain about something so ready,
maybe i was waiting for the right person to come along or maybe you did exactly everything that could make me fall in love with you in such a short span of time.
Of Course time would be the judge of my words if all that I say becomes true or not but the assurance of talking about loving you has come from the assertiveness of my intentions or that my heart is in the right place for you. So whatever time will tell, I have said that already.
Seldomly it becomes, we start to understand that there is so much more than what is abstaining us, that time is an abstract idea when longing takes over.
I have been drastically changing since we have spoken, I am always in the haze of love.
The thoughts of meeting you make me nervous, I finally accept that love is intimidating as it's testing my wellbeing and you always prove me wrong by being childish around me. As prepared my promises are I know my heart is firmly stuck on you.
How or why did I fall in love with you so quickly? what will make do for the silliness of finding someone casually and not taking part in their emotions? How will I be not concerned about you and make you feel not being cared after? I cannot seem to understand when would I be, not listening to my emotions? I know no such things, I am just living with admiration for you in my heart.