vampirecadence

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  • vampirecadence 1d

    @writersnetwork August 13, 2020

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    More than I trust

    There are some people who trust me more than I trust myself.
    If I'll stop trusting me, It would be dishonour of their trust on me.

    - Vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 3d

    The day I met my sufferings

    The day I met my sufferings,
    I asked them, "why you came in a body of young?"
    They told me, "to make you feel how it feels to be old and to be dying young"
    I hesitated and asked, " When would you leave my body?"
    They told me, " We don't come to leave, we come to breathe through the suffocation".
    I felt sad and asked them," Why did you choose this soul?
    They laughed and said," Because we love to see those suffering whose intention is pure because they suffer the most",

    I had nothing left to say except accepting these sufferings that came upon my chest like flock of birds sitting together to eat and drink.
    Since that day, it multiplied like living cell and converted everything into dead cell.
    The love I had for things, I still have when I dream but it made me hate everything I ever loved in reality.
    It feels like I'm dragging these days ever since suffering came and locked me in a prison, restricted my breathe and suffocated my lungs. Frustration is a new visitor come in different clothing to visit the suffering. They greet and love each other like they are one. They look at me and makes me numb. That's the end.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 1w

    8th August 2020, 5:12 AM @writersnetwork

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    Do know what's the most dangerous, dirtiest and devilish place?

    Answer me If you know. I'll let you know in comments if you don't know.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 1w

    4th August 2020

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    In the things I breathe no more

    In the things I breathe no more,
    I wish to breathe once more.
    In the things I hope no more,
    I wish to hope once more.
    It feels day without night
    and night without day,
    when the only existence I know
    fail to see far away.
    The abuse I took towards self
    was frantically stronger in mind
    but beneath the layers weaker.
    The damage through self abuse
    made its way through the evolution.
    I asked one thing after losing one
    but I'm losing one thing after losing one.
    I can't ease the disease,
    thought it would cease,
    but I can only ease when I cease.

    - vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 1w

    2nd August 2020 @writersnetwork

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    If only suffering the imitation

    If only suffering was the
    imitation to escape all the plans,
    I might had better plans.
    If only I had the capability
    to explain the inexplicable,
    I would've written only few.
    If only this was all lie,
    I wouldn't have used I.
    I can see everything so how
    could I deceive these eyes.
    I can feel everything so how
    could I suppress the grief that sigh.
    If only I could, I wouldn't
    have seen the grave at night.

    - vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 2w

    27th July 2020 @writersnetwork

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    Innumerable numbers

    Innumerable numbers once
    falling down, surrounding me
    everywhere failing to count.
    Hope isn't alive, said goodbye.
    Tears extinguishing the anguish,
    helping the day turning to night -
    it's dark again facing midnight.
    Possibilities creaked closed its door,
    left behind the nightmares.
    It isn't dream anymore, reality of
    tomorrow, borrowing the only life,
    taking away the azure.
    I once saw myself in there,
    nothing exist in that sky.

    - vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 3w

    July 25th, 2020
    9PM - 9:50PM
    @writernetwork

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    My eyes know

    What I see, my eyes know,
    you don't know what my eyes know.
    Mournful sunrise, fading daylight,
    oceans, rivers, lakes, seas, I see -
    reflects in me deepest tragedies.
    I see leaves, falling steadily,
    with flakes of hope, withering in silence.
    If only I could stop, hope silent.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 3w

    6:12 AM @writernetwork 25th July 2020

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    Surviving to death

    Before living I'm dead.
    What left is my body -
    surviving to death.
    what I long isn't in wealth.
    Too early it decided to leave,
    while I was just recognizing
    the reflection.
    I ran towards the reality,
    nightmare was behind me,
    until nightmare became reality.
    Now I'm running from reality,
    darkness is my new home.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 3w

    Windowpane

    I sat my eyes so high as high as mountains,
    maybe I should've lowered my eyes a bit,
    not all reaches those mountains,
    not all reaches that high,
    maybe I shouldn't have desired
    so big like a big sky,
    now I'm feeling small even smaller
    than my room,
    Can't carry this weight that's even heavier than my weight,
    Now I've been doing just wait,
    Now my eyes don't see that mountain, that sky, all it sees that rain from my windowpane.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 3w

    @writersnetwork 22nd July 2020 5:12 PM

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    unaccepted apolgies

    I'm leaving my unaccepted
    apologies at uninvited door,
    thunderstorms wailing at me,
    it knows the storms I explore
    walking this way now alter,
    once unknown without shelter,
    now unabridged knows the unknown,
    leaving apologies I know won't allure,
    but still leaving behind maybe
    that's the last cure.

    - vampirecadence