vampirecadence

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Introvert. Writing is the only way through which I can express myself better.16th Sep

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  • vampirecadence 4w

    In their eyes

    There are some really really great people out
    there whose intention is just to spread love
    and they don't want anything in return.
    To see disappointment in their eyes
    for me would me mine biggest loss.
    I would prefer to hide than to meet
    because I don't want to see that
    disappointment in their eyes.
    Maybe If I'll be victorious
    maybe that day maybe
    I'll see directly
    in their eyes.

    - vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 4w

    @writersnetwork
    August 23, 2020

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    Go to length

    Some people go to great length to argue and explain
    what you have experienced or felt
    or are experiencing or feeling is nothing
    much more than your exaggeration
    and that you are just acting and faking it.
    I wish it would be an acting
    and I wish you would be a part of that acting
    then maybe you would've understood better
    that what you call acting is someone's reality.
    Your ignorance making you bitter because you haven't been on the other side with me and I hope you never because if you will, you will regret saying your words and you know what regret kills badly.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 4w

    23rd august 2020
    - 9:30pm - 10:30pm
    @writersnetwork

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    My word has no power today

    Years of togetherness
    that melted us through happy, harsh
    and sorrow days and nights
    but today when I felt, I felt it so hard
    that every tear drops breaking my fragile heart,
    when I found my happiness causing you pain
    and that your heart carries revenge and just hate.
    My word has no power today to say anything
    because words has lost its value
    when the emotions you ignored and didn't even recognize.
    Instead of you, my head is down and that I'm in guilt because you know my guilt is stronger than you and it grows within me when my silence is my only word.
    You put me in this turmoil where I'm neither to hate nor love you.
    I'm sorry to say but nothing felt so distasteful to me until today when I saw your heart bleeding hate and if anything I said made you this, I'll leave everything if I'm the cause of hate.

    - vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 5w

    August 21, 2020 @writersnetwork

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    Hate me so much

    My heart hates me so much
    whenever I do something other than
    the things I really love to do
    but I don't know why my mind
    still do things which goes against my love
    for things that makes my heart happy.
    It's like war that goes against me every time
    I wake and I do trust both my mind
    and heart in the hope, that somehow
    both are my truth and that both are my lie.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 5w

    19th August 2020 @writernetwork

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    These calls questioning me

    These calls questioning me
    but I have no answers to them
    as if the answers I had once
    were just illusion that made me
    believe
    in things I no longer believe.
    To me its shocking but now I do
    believe
    what once I used to believe I no longer
    believe.
    There is a long way ahead and that
    I still the beginning and still the longing
    that I once believed comes true
    so I do trust my instinct again
    and so the eyes can see again
    and I fly again.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 5w

    @writersnetwork August 15, 2020 1:20 am

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    I want everyone to be happy

    I want everyone to be happy
    wherever they are, whosoever they are
    but wait No
    I don't want them to be happy.
    I really don't because there are people who gets happy stealing other's joy
    through their mean manipulative misdeed.
    I don't think I would pray for them but only if they realises what actually they are doing to other.

    - vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 6w

    @writersnetwork August 13, 2020

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    More than I trust

    There are some people who trust me more than I trust myself.
    If I'll stop trusting me, It would be dishonour of their trust on me.

    - Vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 6w

    The day I met my sufferings

    The day I met my sufferings,
    I asked them, "why you came in a body of young?"
    They told me, "to make you feel how it feels to be old and to be dying young"
    I hesitated and asked, " When would you leave my body?"
    They told me, " We don't come to leave, we come to breathe through the suffocation".
    I felt sad and asked them," Why did you choose this soul?
    They laughed and said," Because we love to see those suffering whose intention is pure because they suffer the most",

    I had nothing left to say except accepting these sufferings that came upon my chest like flock of birds sitting together to eat and drink.
    Since that day, it multiplied like living cell and converted everything into dead cell.
    The love I had for things, I still have when I dream but it made me hate everything I ever loved in reality.
    It feels like I'm dragging these days ever since suffering came and locked me in a prison, restricted my breathe and suffocated my lungs. Frustration is a new visitor come in different clothing to visit the suffering. They greet and love each other like they are one. They look at me and makes me numb. That's the end.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 6w

    8th August 2020, 5:12 AM @writersnetwork

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    Do know what's the most dangerous, dirtiest and devilish place?

    Answer me If you know. I'll let you know in comments if you don't know.

    -vampirecadence

  • vampirecadence 7w

    4th August 2020

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    In the things I breathe no more

    In the things I breathe no more,
    I wish to breathe once more.
    In the things I hope no more,
    I wish to hope once more.
    It feels day without night
    and night without day,
    when the only existence I know
    fail to see far away.
    The abuse I took towards self
    was frantically stronger in mind
    but beneath the layers weaker.
    The damage through self abuse
    made its way through the evolution.
    I asked one thing after losing one
    but I'm losing one thing after losing one.
    I can't ease the disease,
    thought it would cease,
    but I can only ease when I cease.

    - vampirecadence