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A glimpse of Devonita Dev
vintagepneuma
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I'll be the positive vibe you wanted everyone to be. Will I be called selfish for wanting to meet you in return ?
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vintagepneuma
12w
Read MoreHey, everyone. Today's post is about me xD yes, you read correct- Me. I just thought of introducing myself before going ( yes, I'm going but for only a few months ) It's not like someone's very connected to me here who'll miss me but even so, why can't I drop a letter here before going ? And I'll explain the reason in the end or you might guess it in the introduction only. ;)
My name is Devonita Dev. Yes, I'm a bengali but I don't speak bengali as I have been introduced to hindi mostly. I'm 17 y/o and as you might have guessed I'm in XIIth grade. I have taken Science stream ( PCB ) About my likes - I love music and novels/books. One of my dreams is to meet the authors of my favourite books :")
About me - I find myself boring and idiot ( seriously). Maintain distance as you might start to hate me which I don't want. :). I'm lethargic *_*. There's nothing good about me to be honest. Even so, I have friends ( I myself am amazed) I don't expect them to stick with me for a long time. Juhi, on the other hand, is the person with whom I can share each and everything. She is an introvert, doesn't go along with everyone, but idk how we stick together always ♡. She is my best friend and I love her more than my sister ( who doesn't exist, lol ) . But I've always wanted an elder brother but my fate :(( Its enough, I guess.
So now come to the main point. It's my last year of the school and after that starts the very crucial part of our lives - the career making path. I aspired to become a Psychiatrist but I have lost interest now, also its difficult, truth be told. But till 11th I wanted it. I lost my interest in becoming a 'psychiatrist' not the interest in 'psychology'. So I might pursue Psychology only, not the MBBS and then the MD or diploma. And also I'm more into writing field now. I know, I don't write so well. But I'm learning from you all ♡ All of you make me spellbound with your work. And because of this keen interest I now have two options - either to become a Book Editor or to become a psychologist. I don't know what I'll be but whenever I close my eyes, I see myself surrounded by books. I just love books :""). So yeah. That's all about me. And from now on till the 12th Board Exam 2020 I'll not be active. Maybe for once in a while. If you have any questions related to me obviously, you can ask me. ( why am I behaving like that *_*. Ugh, the dumb me )
And also, @colourfulgreys thank you so much, Di as you gave your precious time reading me and for commenting and reposting my posts. Because of you my words reached to so many people. I love you with all my heart. ❤ And thank you all for taking out your time to read me. ���� -
vintagepneuma
14w
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Remeber to read the instructions given in @my_cup_of_poetry recent post.
Join the Prayer Ceremony of J
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vintagepneuma
14w
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Change the gender according to your ease.
To the brother who will never know there's a stranger sister who existed. Period. I'm good at making bonds. :)
#readthisj #wemissyoujoker #kehta_hai_joker.
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vintagepneuma
14w
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TRIGGER WARNING : You may feel too much pain reading the song dedicated to our, @kehta_hai_joker Bhaiyya. But remeber, it's not to add up to your pain, it's to show our love, how precious he still is, to us.
//Loving and fighting
Accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me"
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
A long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones
They took you away on a table
I pace back and forth as you lay still
They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me"
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you
I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying baby, let's go home
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you//
My share of words to him :
If only you could imagine the sorrow I feel for not getting a chance to know him. If only the other person could imagine what YOU must be feeling, as you were connected to him a bit differently. The connection you had with him is the connection I never had. I feel so dreadful not knowing how I should react? I don't know him, yet, I know about him through y'all. I, now, know : "He was the greatest person with the kindest heart." He was a ray of sunshine in each one of your life, wish I too were the littlest part of his life. People like him are rare; who first think of others then of himself. Who comes ahead himself saying, "Let me be of any help." Do you think this world's ever gonna have a soul like that - divine. Again ? I shudder at the of not getting to read him, again or to ever meet in my life span. It breaks my heart reading all what he did before going; making a family of Mirakeeans who will now continue his legacy of spreading love and positivity.
Sorry for the mistake. That's EULOGY not EPILOGUE
#readthisJ #wemissyou #epiloguefromastranger
Had I been acquainted with him, I would have called him PIXIE. So that word here indicates him. ❤��.
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vintagepneuma
14w
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Initiated by @my_cup_of_poetry. And thank you for showing such a kind gesture towards him. -
Get lost in your dreamland
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Survive the difficulty if you're seeking the opportunity.
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vintagepneuma
15w
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My dreams ( in the sleep ) are toxic
Just like me.
I'm thinking if it's related
To what I think.
I got the answer - ''Yes, a bit.''
But I don't want these dreams
Whether or not it fits.
I want these thoughts
Out of my head.
I'm feeling disgusted,
Don't know how to react.
I have always thought what my three wishes would be,
If I got the chance to meet a ginnie.
I know it's not real,
But I've my own dreamland in my head,
Yet the most occupied space has everything bad.
And I've changed my first wish I want,
I want every lethal thought to exhaust.
What should I do ? I've tried so much.
I want peace of mind and nothing much.
Whom should I go to ? Whom should I talk ?
I think as if I'm disturbing every folk.
What if my mind turns into a shithole ?
Oh dear lord! Help me, I'll burn as a whole.
#writers #writersnetwork #poem #problems #ddevspeaks #quotes #mind #negativity #thoughts #dreams #toxic #toxicity #anxiety #help #psycho #danger #fear #helpme #tired #lost #wishes #gone #darkToxicity in Head
©vintagepneuma -
My agony screams through the tears.
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vintagepneuma
17w
What we do today is the sapling we sow. What we get tomorrow is the fruit in it that grows. Think before you act.
©devonitadev_
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colourfulgreys
14w
Read MoreThis is a dedication to my brother kehta_hai_joker. It's inspired by the Blitz poem he wrote when he reached 500 followers milestone (in just less than two months!!). So I write a blitz poem for him!!
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STORY THAT'S TRUE
Write a poem
Write a story
Story of hope
Story of joy
Joy of living
Joy of togetherness
togetherness of friends
Togetherness of love
Love for art
Love for friends
Friends are strength
friends are happiness
Happiness in smiles
Happiness in strife
Strife to survive
Strife to rise
Rise above pain
Rise above shame
Shame of judgement
Shame of failure
Failure to impress
Failure to lead
Lead an example
Lead an ideal
Ideal of truth
Ideal of courage
Courage to confront
Courage to sustain
Sustain the struggle
Sustain the spirit
Spirit to persevere
Spirit to empathise
Empathise with pets
Empathise with people
People need love
People need care
Care for nature
Care for passion
Passion for writing
Passion for living
Living to the fullest
Living in the present
Present is infinite
Present is all
All love is pure
All art is true
Ture are feelings
True are you
Feelings
You
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Also a poem he wrote few days ago:
Dear God,
Let my struggles refine me
And my failures not define me
Let me be the hardest worker in the room
But always have a moment to spare for self love too.
Let my journey be filled with ups and downs and crest and troughs
But my face wear a smile whether the road's smooth or Rough.
©kehta hai joker
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24-10-2020 #blitz #jandjforeverDoesn't matter how good you are
You lose your way in life sometimes.
You take the wrong path,
and end up in the wrong place. Dark and brooding as it is, believe me you, in the wrong place, at the wrong time, on the wrong road,
will you eventually
be the closest to the right path.
Will you take it?
©kehta hai joker -
colourfulgreys
14w
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR OWN BOX OF HAPPINESS-- KINI
Here is a bouquet of wishes from us all!!
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They have plans of which I am a part But I am still awake with the thought of yours .several PHONECALLs must be ringing you up to say happy birthday But this silent text is determined to pave its way out of mirakee to your smile
જન્મદિવસ ની શુભકામના
તમે પ્રેમ બહેન.
આ વર્ષ તમારા ચહેરા પર ખુબ ખુશીનો ઉમેરો કરે છે તમે તમારા જીવનમાં સમૃધ્ધ થાઓ
I don't know gujarati but seems like Gujarati is sweet and you are the basundi
For love never fades with garba
When the music is love and rhythm is of global peace ;")
You're the jamnagar no halwo
Sweetest of all .
All the best wishes to you .
And many successful years that are waiting for you.
@_gonewild
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We love you Kini, for you are our pride
With love that never fades, a joyous ride
Bombastic with care, like a soothing slide
With blooming joy, always on the laughters side
To current from the first day
With love beyond words can say
For more to you we'll always pray
And for your love never fades away
A blessing in disguise
Like an angel to human side
Blessed to know you and besides
Your love, the laughters always presides
A new chapter in the book of your life in precise
On a new page
A change in age
With a new stage
Its a rise in gauge
Happy are we
As this day we see
Celebrating this scene
On this ride along we be
Love that never fades
As sharp as clean blades
With a smile that always blends
We celebrate this chapter as the previous ends.
@pj_animation
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Queen of Hearts
A pure emotion
A strong independent women
Your words carry warmth
You are one of a kind
A writer whose pen's ink can never fade
A friend in need
Celebrate yourself
For the love you define in true sense
Wishing you a very Happy Birthday
Stay always blessed
Keep shining and smiling
With lots of love and best wishes
@sunenasharma
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Your love can never fade
For it is meant to stay for eternity
Dedication and perseverance are your muses
Fighting all the odds you've been valiant
Warmth and care comes from you naturally
As that's how you are, there's nothing to pretend
Stay this way Kinni, as you are a gem
On this Birthday I wish prosperity showers on you
@the_speccy_outsider
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Made of all divine kaleidoscopic shades
Seeped in a love that never fades
A kind, gentle, compassionate person
Her beautiful face source of glow emission
Her sensitivity has no parallel
Her mellifluous poems scatter any cimmerian lull
A sister, friend and daughter par excellence
Intelligent, independent, esoteric prudence
May this birthday add to her glory and fame
We love you Kini, you are a pride to our name.
@colourfulgreys
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We are here all as one!!! Love you (it'll not fade)
#pod ������
24-10-2020 #birthday_wish_j.
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colourfulgreys
14w
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My little dedication to my talented brother kehta_hai_joker... not as good as his poems..but a small attempt!
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A brother I never had
To have you now, I was glad
You have given me love and care
Your light dispelled all darkness that was there
You taught me resilience, endurance, and patience
You talked of freedom, equality and peace among nations
You read a lot, and wrote more
creating magic out of words for you was an easy chore
the best listener there ever was
with you humor flowed without pause
You inspired to know about all things under the sun
to your brother, an ally and to your parents, the lovely son
To be your sister, I was the lucky one
I'll try to spread your message of love through the poems that i'd spun
© Harfkaar 23-10-2020
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Sharing one of his lasts poems he wrote most probably from his hospital...
//I lean on the hospital balcony railing
See cars on the tarmac,like ships in seas sailing
The smoke from the chimney trailing, making hazy shapes
While sellers sold fruits, the smoke settled it's soot
Working women walked to work on foot Rushing to their work or back to their roots
With all their grace.
I retired to the room and switched the bulb on the wall
Put on the music,
In mood for a song
And heard this jewel that captures it all
//Don't you cry for the lost Smile for the living
Get what you need and give what You're given
Life's for the living so live it
Or you're better of dead.//
©Joker
Also note that the poem in the BG is by Joker. My favorite.
#jandjforeverWhere my life leads me
I shall go merrily
When the climb gets rough I shall keep on steadily
I have an idea about
Where in life I want to be I am constantly packing my bags with all the things I'll need.
Beyond the light
and the dark Successes major
And failures stark
The dim lit road
A perilous journey to remember
The torches of hope
burn bright in me, I am my own ember. -
khanjaseera
14w
Read MoreWELL I USED TO SAY
TIME HEALS EACH ONE
THEN WHY MY SCARS ARE
DEAD ALIVE AND WHY THE
COGULATION PROCESS IS SO
SLOW THAT IT HAS BEEN YEARS
NOW STILL THE CRIMSON BLOOD
OF EMPATHY IS GUSHING OUT OF MY
NERVES FINDING A WAY TO HIS AORTA//....
@writersnetwork @mirakee
Thankyou @re_ms36 for missing my posts..
@inked_selenophile for a knock...
Well i havent missed any of the tag these days..
Still if any one left unread..sorry for that.
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tipsywitch
14w
Read MoreYOU CAN'T REPLY TO THIS CONVERSATION
after all the late night talks
and spilled juicy secrets
the virtual kisses
and fake promises
shared by lonely strangers
is that all? that was it?
what went wrong?
just like that
you don't talk anymore.
does it hurt? does it sting?
or immune you became.
������ ������'�� ���������� ���� �������� ������������������������.
in this era and time
love is one click away
faking affection
till you make it
from falling in love
to being dumped
to tales of virtual
romantic liaisons
and online trysts
is new normal
and oh so familiar
like a good old cliché.
������ ������'�� ���������� ���� �������� ������������������������.
speechless? shocked?
feeling betrayed?
ok, breathe and cry a little
then mourn for your plastic love
do not expect something that
started with a poke and a wave
to last a lifetime, up to the grave.
������ ������'�� ���������� ���� �������� ������������������������.
everything
seems disposable
the ugly truth is
seldom exposed
often faked and filtered
hidden behind layers
of limited-edition masks
designed to please
the love-starved.
������ ������'�� ���������� ���� �������� ������������������������.
one statement
one killer line
one wrong move
the game is over
before it began.
*YOU CAN'T REPLY TO THIS CONVERSATION*
©amsterdam
10.23.20
#writersnetwork #mirakee
Inspired by a deleted group chat and the funny story behind it is I was fuming mad because I thought someone removed me just like that.��
Good Night.Block You
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mamtapoet
14w
नहीं कहती मैं कि मेरे लिए खुशियों का समंदर बन जा,
पर अकेले बैठ कर भी मुस्कुरा सकूँ मैं, ऐसी एक तो वजह बन जा।
नहीं रह सकता तू हर पल साथ मेरे कोई बात नहीं,
जिस्म अपने साथ लेजा, तेरी रूह तो मेरे पास रख जा।
©mamtapoet -
wild_aish
14w
Read More//इश्क़ की हो तोहमत तो Joker रिहा नहीं होता//
Oi. Listen up. Koi kahin nhi gaya hai.
Dead might be the person. But not his words. Not his teachings. The lessons that he left behind shall remain etched in our hearts for over an eternity. Joker was an essence. A feeling. An enlightenment. And "it" can never die.
Try and look beyond his words. They hold a meaning deeper than your brain can interpret. Hold onto those words. Learn. Crack the code, and once you feel like you've, don't stop there, but Preach!
We all are grieving, but don't treat this grief like your in-laws. They're just like your bua ke mausi ke bete ke padosi. Do din khatirdaari karo, phir bagha do.
That person celebrated every second of his life. We don't and will never know how much pain he hid behind that "anonymous" smile of his. But at the same time, know that, he never wanted us to know.
For he never wanted us or anybody to cry. And yet here we're, crying. He lived upto his words, his purpose on this planet is fulfilled, but do you want to fail it by shedding tears instead?
Take your time, but make efforts. Human brain cannot take such a great loss all of a so sudden, it does need time, but let it not be permanent. We all have our lives to lead on and we cannot let grief to hold us back.
*START JOURNALING (Something Joe himself told me to do, and it helps!)
*DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
(spend time amidst nature, with animals, sports, workout, cooking, cleaning or literally anything you like!)
*THINK OF YOUR LIVES BEFORE YOU MET JOKER.
Joker wanted to leave without a trace, as if he never existed.
So how about we make this last wish of his, come true? I'm too desperate to get some of his posts, and a few last messges back. But what's gone is gone and I've accepted it and I recommend, you do the same. If you've his posts, keep them close to your heart and cherish them forver.
Also, how about we think, Joker actually never existed? What if it was all a dream that lasted just a little extra long? Think of it as, you just woke up from a hilariously philosophical dream!
How about we go back to living the same old life,
With a newer perspective towards it?
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I'm taking a lonnngggg break from mirakee. But I promise, I'll be back, only as better. And nope, I won't ever stop writing. Infact, while I'm on a break, I will explore even newer forms of writing, various genres and make the most of my time. And I recommend y'all do the same. Don't "waste" your precious time people, use it constructively.
And most importantly, don't keep your feelings bottled up towards your loved ones.
Open up. Express. Confess. For you never know when life might play it's dirty cards and you'll find yourself saying, " If I had only known... "
Uh-huh, don't let that happen.
Baaki, I love you people the most, all of my readers, friends and above all, my mirakee family!
@bouncy (Happiest birthday love!)
@hafeezhmza ( jyada soch mat )
@colourfulgreys (shaadi mei zarur bulana)
@kin_jo (THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ❤)
@sunenasharma (chini kam khaya kar behen, kitna meetha bolegi?)
@/ the_speccy_outsider (Marathi madhye typos khup kartos xd, but mast lihitos, carry on!)
@/ anush18 (DO I NEED TO SAY ANYTHING? )
@/ _maybe ( love you baccha )
@/ writersnetwork (tumne aaj tak jo kuch nhi kiya uss sabke liye shukriya)
@/ the_blooming_skies
(if anyone, JOKER LOVED YOU THE MOST HERE!!)
Take care people,
©wild_saisha signing off :)
I'll be back as the the girl Joker told me to be: Proud.
//बिन तेरे, कोई तनिश है हवाँओं में, बिन तेरे//
Ahem. On a side note tho,
Never fall for the words of a Joker. It hurts.Ae has re halkat
~ Baburao Ganpatrao Aapte -
Eulogy To The Unknown
To be honest I didn't know you. I read about you and I read about the fight you fought and the struggle you did. I came to know about you from a fellow soul.
So that you know, fifteen minutes ago, I joined a virtual togetherness call joined by three quarters of a hundred to hold four minutes of prayer for your soul and in your remembrance. Let me tell you about it. I feared that it doesn't end up being a facade and bullied by malicious actors. I also wanted to see if people really have it in them to understand the degree of the space you've left behind. I'm glad to know some writers and some readers virtually. I'm proud of my people. Not one person activated the microphone without the need of it. Not one person heckled the call with absurdity and abuse. Not one person spoke before or after the silent minutes. No messages were posted to divide the people. I saw people from different ages, different backgrounds and different places come together in a minute of silence. No one said anything, yet we all understood. That's the quality of readers and writers who still feel and are not trying to tear the world apart.
They say a man dies twice. First when he faces the death and second when his name is taken for the last time. You've touched souls and you've touched people across the country. They say God doesn't give you more than you can take. May God have mercy on your soul and all those affected.
Dragon -
iamgroot_
14w
Read MoreHey friend,
Keeping this letter simple, I want to say that you're important for me. Also, Your smile. But you don't smile that often now and this bothers me a lot. Your smile should be yours. Start smiling for no reason as you used to do.
Whenever I see your name on my phone, there comes a positive vibe. You carry such amazing vibes that even when I talk to you , I feel better, that's why you're the first person I call whenever I feel low even if I don't discuss my problems at that time, I somehow feel better. This is your strength to make people at ease and comfortable being around you.
I think of the old-time and I feel good that we became friends. You have affected my life a lot in a positive way. I was never a mature boy. This childish me has grown a bit over the years and the lectures that you've given me whenever I made a mistake has literally taught me a lot.
I guess this is friendship, to being around not only in good times but also to fight the battles that your friends are fighting.
You're the person I believe, is my family.
Happy vibes. You inspire people. You affect their life as no one else does, Make sure you're bringing smile on your face, on my face....
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anush18
14w
Read MoreI'll tell you soon how it feels to scream silently.
#readthisJ #silent #writersbay @fajr_fajr @thesunshineloves @writersnetwork @cosines
@theultimateinsane
I am what I write and I am what people read.
－Mark Magcamit |A: How does it feel like to be anonymously dead?
B: I'm dead but you don't know because my soul still wanders here.
People aren't free after death. They still wander. So am I.
Don't you know I'm dead too?
B: No.
A: How would you innocent soul?
I will never let you know. ( whispers and disappeared)
©anush18
