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I'll be the positive vibe you wanted everyone to be. Will I be called selfish for wanting to meet you in return ?

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  • vintagepneuma 12w

    Hey, everyone. Today's post is about me xD yes, you read correct- Me. I just thought of introducing myself before going ( yes, I'm going but for only a few months ) It's not like someone's very connected to me here who'll miss me but even so, why can't I drop a letter here before going ? And I'll explain the reason in the end or you might guess it in the introduction only. ;)

    My name is Devonita Dev. Yes, I'm a bengali but I don't speak bengali as I have been introduced to hindi mostly. I'm 17 y/o and as you might have guessed I'm in XIIth grade. I have taken Science stream ( PCB ) About my likes - I love music and novels/books. One of my dreams is to meet the authors of my favourite books :")
    About me - I find myself boring and idiot ( seriously). Maintain distance as you might start to hate me which I don't want. :). I'm lethargic *_*. There's nothing good about me to be honest. Even so, I have friends ( I myself am amazed) I don't expect them to stick with me for a long time. Juhi, on the other hand, is the person with whom I can share each and everything. She is an introvert, doesn't go along with everyone, but idk how we stick together always ♡. She is my best friend and I love her more than my sister ( who doesn't exist, lol ) . But I've always wanted an elder brother but my fate :(( Its enough, I guess.

    So now come to the main point. It's my last year of the school and after that starts the very crucial part of our lives - the career making path. I aspired to become a Psychiatrist but I have lost interest now, also its difficult, truth be told. But till 11th I wanted it. I lost my interest in becoming a 'psychiatrist' not the interest in 'psychology'. So I might pursue Psychology only, not the MBBS and then the MD or diploma. And also I'm more into writing field now. I know, I don't write so well. But I'm learning from you all ♡ All of you make me spellbound with your work. And because of this keen interest I now have two options - either to become a Book Editor or to become a psychologist. I don't know what I'll be but whenever I close my eyes, I see myself surrounded by books. I just love books :""). So yeah. That's all about me. And from now on till the 12th Board Exam 2020 I'll not be active. Maybe for once in a while. If you have any questions related to me obviously, you can ask me. ( why am I behaving like that *_*. Ugh, the dumb me )

    And also, @colourfulgreys thank you so much, Di as you gave your precious time reading me and for commenting and reposting my posts. Because of you my words reached to so many people. I love you with all my heart. ❤ And thank you all for taking out your time to read me. ����

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    A glimpse of Devonita Dev

  • vintagepneuma 14w

    Remeber to read the instructions given in @my_cup_of_poetry recent post.

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    Join the Prayer Ceremony of J

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  • vintagepneuma 14w

    Change the gender according to your ease.

    To the brother who will never know there's a stranger sister who existed. Period. I'm good at making bonds. :)

    #readthisj #wemissyoujoker #kehta_hai_joker

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  • vintagepneuma 14w

    TRIGGER WARNING : You may feel too much pain reading the song dedicated to our, @kehta_hai_joker Bhaiyya. But remeber, it's not to add up to your pain, it's to show our love, how precious he still is, to us.

    //Loving and fighting
    Accusing, denying
    I can't imagine a world with you gone
    The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
    I'd be so lost if you left me alone
    You locked yourself in the bathroom
    Lying on the floor when I break through
    I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
    Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me"
    Hold on, I still want you
    Come back, I still need you
    Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
    I swear to love you all my life
    Hold on, I still need you
    A long endless highway, you're silent beside me
    Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from
    Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'
    Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones
    They took you away on a table
    I pace back and forth as you lay still
    They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
    Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me"
    Hold on, I still want you
    Come back, I still need you
    Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
    I swear to love you all my life
    Hold on, I still need you
    I don't wanna let go
    I know I'm not that strong
    I just wanna hear you
    Saying baby, let's go home
    Let's go home
    Yeah, I just wanna take you home
    Hold on, I still want you
    Come back, I still need you//


    My share of words to him :

    If only you could imagine the sorrow I feel for not getting a chance to know him. If only the other person could imagine what YOU must be feeling, as you were connected to him a bit differently. The connection you had with him is the connection I never had. I feel so dreadful not knowing how I should react? I don't know him, yet, I know about him through y'all. I, now, know : "He was the greatest person with the kindest heart." He was a ray of sunshine in each one of your life, wish I too were the littlest part of his life. People like him are rare; who first think of others then of himself. Who comes ahead himself saying, "Let me be of any help." Do you think this world's ever gonna have a soul like that - divine. Again ? I shudder at the of not getting to read him, again or to ever meet in my life span. It breaks my heart reading all what he did before going; making a family of Mirakeeans who will now continue his legacy of spreading love and positivity.

    Sorry for the mistake. That's EULOGY not EPILOGUE
    #readthisJ #wemissyou #epiloguefromastranger

    Had I been acquainted with him, I would have called him PIXIE. So that word here indicates him. ❤��

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  • vintagepneuma 14w

    The link will be in the bio of the account given below.

    Initiated by @my_cup_of_poetry. And thank you for showing such a kind gesture towards him.

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  • vintagepneuma 15w

    Word Prompt:

    Write a 6 word one-liner on Lost

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    Get lost in your dreamland

  • vintagepneuma 15w

    Word Prompt:

    Write a 10 word one-liner on Survive

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    Survive the difficulty if you're seeking the opportunity.

  • vintagepneuma 15w

    My dreams ( in the sleep ) are toxic
    Just like me.
    I'm thinking if it's related
    To what I think.
    I got the answer - ''Yes, a bit.''
    But I don't want these dreams
    Whether or not it fits.

    I want these thoughts
    Out of my head.
    I'm feeling disgusted,
    Don't know how to react.
    I have always thought what my three wishes would be,
    If I got the chance to meet a ginnie.

    I know it's not real,
    But I've my own dreamland in my head,
    Yet the most occupied space has everything bad.
    And I've changed my first wish I want,
    I want every lethal thought to exhaust.

    What should I do ? I've tried so much.
    I want peace of mind and nothing much.
    Whom should I go to ? Whom should I talk ?
    I think as if I'm disturbing every folk.
    What if my mind turns into a shithole ?
    Oh dear lord! Help me, I'll burn as a whole.

    #writers #writersnetwork #poem #problems #ddevspeaks #quotes #mind #negativity #thoughts #dreams #toxic #toxicity #anxiety #help #psycho #danger #fear #helpme #tired #lost #wishes #gone #dark

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    Toxicity in Head

    ©vintagepneuma

  • vintagepneuma 16w

    Word Prompt:

    Write a 6 word short write-up on Agony

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    My agony screams through the tears.

  • vintagepneuma 17w

    What we do today is the sapling we sow. What we get tomorrow is the fruit in it that grows. Think before you act.

    ©devonitadev_