----------------------------------------------------------------------- //SHE// She is bold and she is strong she is human and can do wrong don't chain her lips, she wants to speak her tears sing lullaby to let her sleep she is a warrior and she knows that If one does wrong then she can slap.
She is rough-tough on one side but deep inside she is fragile her loud shouts turn every night Into help seeking cries. She is broken and broken isn't bad she is strong enough to get up on her own without holding hands of any lad!
Don't be too harsh on her, she made herself strong, once but will break into pieces, secondly let her live the way she wants we all have to leave someday that is why she still, in the crowd seeking love, stands.
I am an emotional tragedy now. You will end up hating me more. It is getting awkward. I am just going to think stupid and say stupid And... It gets worse day by day when we chat.
Nov 18th, I am sorry to you for everything. I am sorry for throwing you off. I am sorry for troubling you and the peace of your mind and life. I am sorry for making you feel anything. I am sorry if I failed you. I am sorry throwing my problems at you. I am sorry for trying to make them yours. I am sorry If you felt drowned and restless. I am sorry for taking away your happiness. I am sorry for troubling you with thoughts. I am sorry if you lost your cool. I am sorry if you lost your calm. I am sorry if you lost your peace. I am sorry if you lost friendship. I am sorry if I didn't you settle down for a second. I am sorry I encroached your space, both of your mind and personal life. I am sorry I crossed boundaries that I should not have. I am sorry If I am something. I hope you find a way to forgive and forget. I am sorry for not being honest and betrayal. I am sorry I wasn't a good friend. I am sorry I wasn't being supportive when I was supposed to. I am sorry I was jealous all the time these years. I am sorry if I held you back. I am sorry If I tried to encage you all to me. I am sorry for being naive and stupid and ignorant. I am sorry I kept assuming a lot and annoying a lot. I am sorry If I failed to love you as a friend and turned it into an obsession. I am sorry for if I made you feel bad. I am sorry for all the uncomfortable situations I am responsible for.. including the fact that I have to say so many sorry's right now. This probably means nothing but for what it is worth I really am sorry for all of this. I truly am. I am just sad that I put myself in these kind of situations and keep apologizing all the time. I just really made some pure choices in last ten years and I failed everyone I cared about. So I hid away with my insecurities. I know that If I was just honest with you instead of all the drama, you would ve just helped me out without any thought. You were always an great friend, I don't how you do this. I don't even get to pity me now. I am sorry to you. I did somethings wrong to you. Nothing can be undone but I know I should not have so I am sorry. I am sorry for putting you through all this. I am sorry for letting me go through with all of it. I am sorry I am a mess. I am sorry I didn't know better. I am going to try to change and grow up. Hopefully I get better and this be the last of these kind of apologies out of self loathing. I am finding it hard to ask you to forgive me. But I hope you can forgive me. Finally I am sorry to myself that I put me through all this. I hope I myself forgive me. I am sorry.