xxgothmothxx

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i'm 14, i'm an ambivert, and i hate myself :) also, a furry :3 pinterest: xxgothmothxx movellas: xxgothmothxx penana: xxgothmothxx

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  • xxgothmothxx 14w

    on my deathbed,
    all i'll see is you.
    the life may lungs,
    but my say with you.


    -oliver sykes-

  • xxgothmothxx 14w

    fool me once,
    fool me twice,
    let's find death in paradise.
    i guess we have to die...



    -xxgothmothxx-

  • xxgothmothxx 14w

    . + *Master* + .

  • xxgothmothxx 15w

    for cody, love you babe~

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    let me go~

    kiss me,
    hold me,
    please don't ever let me go.
    praise me,
    love me,
    save me,
    just let me know,
    that you'll never let me go.

  • xxgothmothxx 15w

    i may be smiling,
    but really,
    i feel like i'm dying.

  • xxgothmothxx 15w

    i'm tired.
    i'm tired.
    i'm tired.

    i'm sorry i tried,
    i can't fix this.

  • xxgothmothxx 16w

    for all my other pansexual beans! love y'all!!

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    confessions~

    i'm pansexual.
    what does that mean?
    well let me tell you.

    the definiton:
    not limited in sexual choice with regard to biological sex, gender, or gender identity.

    and you know, there not wrong.
    i love everyone, but still, people think i'm just asking for attention.
    so what, i'm not gay?
    so what, i'm not straight?
    can i just be me, without all this judgment?!
    i'm valid, okay?!
    i just want to be, at least.
    i know, it might make me freak.
    it might make me strange...
    but i'm valid, right?
    people know what i am, right?
    i'm still a person... right?


    -xxgothmothxx-

  • xxgothmothxx 16w

    i'm sad,
    i'm so sad.

    :(

  • xxgothmothxx 16w

    crying is the best medicine

    -xxgothmothxx-

  • xxgothmothxx 16w

    words i'm hiding and cannot say- part four~

    i never meant to feel this way.
    i never mean to get so entranced.
    but with her, and no you, what else am i to do?
    i thought we'd last forever,
    saying, "fuck you!" to the world.
    but now, it seems we're no longer together.
    we were just friends, but we were so damned close.
    now i feel like she's going to tear us apart.
    i can already see it. how you want her, but no longer me.
    and i get that! me and corvus are as close as can be... closer than most would expect, actually.
    but i still tell you everything.
    i share with you every little detail in my life,
    and now that's going to change.
    we're not gonna talk as much, are we?
    we're not gonna laugh together anymore, are we?
    we're not gonna be friends anymore, because of some stupid girl who doesn't even have true feelings for you.
    you two don't have anything in common,
    and she hates everything you like.
    can't you see, she's just trying to take you away from me.
    i may be jealous,
    i may be upset,
    but i have my reasons, because i love you.
    it's not that i don't want you to be happy,
    i don't want you to get hurt-
    and i know that's going to happen.
    i want you to find love,
    i want you to find happiness,
    but not some dumb-highschool-trailer-park-trash kinda love.
    i'm sorry if this tears us apart,
    and i'm sorry i'm so upset.
    but i can't stand to loose you, Noah.
    i can't stand to be without you...
    i love you...


    -xxgothmothxx-