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A void i couldn't fill with strangers A void my friends couldn't find either A void I can't name my selfA void you don't won't to comprehendI still wonder wonderThe last night the last day the last time I felt this smallUnder the shower What if i melt into the water Sometimes i wonder and wonder If the cage was my homeI was aching for breathsBut i was happy , maybe.I've made choices , this and thatWhere the hell am i now ?People in love should go be in loveBut I don't know what i am inEverything is see is empty and desperate.It aches and burns And hurts and cutsIt Breaks and bendsBut it's place with no mends©yokai_
Sometimes i feel myself craving warmth.My eyes close and the flashes of hugs i shared with you creep up in my chest.I start contemplating, Can i replace your warmness with another's.I stand corrected, no.A layer of heartbreak paints over my own lips,As you stay silent,Not bartering my "i love you"s.Infatuated, i treat you like an obsession and it's true too.BecauseI love you and you love me , i hurt you and you hurt me.©yokai_
I don't cry a lotBut when i do cry,I cry for the sky left behind when all the clouds are gone.I cry for the wind that knows about the struggles of humanity.I cry for songs that are more beautiful than poetry.I cry for paper cuts on thin skin barely holding matter and mind together.When i do cry I cry for the sake of crying.©yokai_
I'm holding my breathBut I don't know why Is it you , is it me ?NevermindI have tears running down my faceBut I don't know why.Is it you , is it me? NevermindLet's see, you say .But you forget who i am What if someday you stand thereAsking for my heart again? I'm not scared that you won't.Im scared because what if i won't? Will i move on , like i did yesterday?Will i cry, like I've never cried before?Say you'll be alrightSay you'll be alrightPlease say you'll be alrightWhatever may i choose to do.©yokai_
Young and wild and freeBroken bones and broken heartsTorn pages and coloured cards.Dark nights and fairy lightsPerfect songs and purple bites.Ripped jeans and wrist bandsBeer cans and bad lands.Loud concerts and secret smokersGood girls and shiny posters.Horny head and bad friendsWrong Tattoos and loose ends.A forever in dawns and dusksA forever that's young and wild and free.©yokai_
If i am an object
If i am an object Then I'll be the one that brings about universal destruction .If i am an objectThen I'll be the crown that makes lusty kings Fall, before the eyes of their provinces.If i am an objectThen I'll be the crazy experiment that went awryAnd the scientists can do nothing now.If i am an objectThen I'll be the nuclear that men of powerSell their souls to the devil for.If i am an objectThen I'll be air, water, fire and earthThe weapon that god himself graced nature with.If I am an objectThen brace yourselves with lose moralsBecause then I'll be the object of your damn destruction.©yokai_
Im not there yetThere are memories still, taintedI should make peace with. When a song makes me cry Do i love it or do i hate it.And if i leave here ,To be true to thyselfWhat does it meanDo i have to acceptDo i have to regretI have no answers ...©yokai_
Sad? and beautiful?
Why must beautiful and sad always go together?Why the feeling of loving something and not having it be a greater trigger ?Oh god, if you are there and you made us thus,You are a tease. A sad tease.©yokai_
To hell and back and then back to hell
To hell and back and then back to hellWandering into the house of hauntsIt's never a story of finding thingsBecause things are just that , thingsThoughts are just that, thoughts.I thought i found somethingSomething that finally makes me not break into tearsSomething that doesn't not make me fall weak on kneesI thought it was something that i needed and something that needed me .But remind me someday , it's the house of haunts.I didn't know i could lose solace.But yes things bought with things can often get lost That too in the same heap of things.So desperate i am , gather me some happiness hereFor i have witnessed it too many timesPeace and death are seldom found in the last line of the book.©yokai_
the sky steals me of my life bribes me to quit itfor it is not my soul starves for this normal is not what my heart has a thirst for the blue majesty with white patches and darker shadesmakes my heart beat so fast I embarrass myself thinking people in the street can hear it too I feel the heat of my kingship the sun pushing me forgiving in the struggle reminding me of all the greater things I feel alive I feel the presence of the Cosmos©yokai_
Ye jo black and white ke bich ka faasla hai na..usi me zindagi hai..jisme ,na koi sirf acha hota haiaur na koi sirf bura.. ©doraaurora
I hate myself..
I'm every mistake I've ever made.I'm every person I've ever hurt .I'm every disappointment I've ever made.I'm madeof flaws.©doraaurora
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If you can't ....STAND for me ....Then ....Don't ....LEAN on me ....