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    Me and my phone

    Heya! So, as you know that I was off here for a while and will be Hehe.
    Because my phone crashed.
    The moment it stopped working I was like almost shocked.
    Tsunami of thoughts were coming in my mind,
    Millions of ghosts of fear were haunting me. Wanna know why? Read then. (thanks for reading till here ✨)

    The thoughts that were on my mind :
    1. I lost my phone!?!?!?
    2. What will I do now??
    3. How will I sing??
    4. How will I attend classes??!?
    5. How will I sing?!
    6. How will I use mirakee?!?
    7. How will I take selfie lol?!
    I WAS LIKE WHAT WILL I DO NOW?!?!?
    I AM NOTHING WITHOUT PDFS / GOOGLE / YT / APPS!!!!
    I AM TOTALLY DEPENDED ON PHONE!! WHAT WILL I DO?! I CAN'T STUDY! I CAN'T SING! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!
    Within one minute I was almost dead.

    Well, tbh. I was never addicted to phone until when corona entered my life.
    As soon as corona entered, the end of my REAL LIFE started and the beginning of VIRTUAL LIFE started.
    My day in corona era used to start from phone end from phone.
    My online class used to start from 8 am and end around 1PM.
    After then, I had to complete my work so (which has never ended, not even till this day, students know very well the loads of PDFs and the speed at which teachers completed chapters and the drama of network connection.)
    I used to study from phone only, I stopped using books / dictionary for my needs I got depended on Google, YT, apps, PDFs.
    And in the end I got nothing I used to study and stress a lot when I had phone but I didn't gain anything, in fact extreme usage of phone destroyed me as a human.
    I stopped remembering things more than 3 days and this all affected a lot my marks. They started deteriorating.
    And the stress level started increasing and besides this I even stopped getting out of the room tbh THE SMARTPHONE CAGED ME BY HYPNOTISING.
    And ykw, a lot of changes occurred in me :
    Like I started disobeying my parents.
    I started quarrelling with my sister more.
    I started staying sad.
    Over thinking took place.
    My eyes started hurting.
    I stopped doing any kinda physical work.
    I stopped playing.
    I stopped doing those things which I used to do a lot like reading newspaper, walking playing helping mom in household works.
    I turned rude.
    Because I used to be stay stressed and deviated all because of my extreme usage of phone and over dependency.
    My parents used to stay angry on me as I used to talk rudely with them. My sister was upset with me.
    But I never realised that it's not them, it's me! It's me and my phone.
    I got addicted to listening music. Yes u read right. I got addicted to music too. I forgot that singing is a skill to improve, appreciate and enjoy not a drug to get addict with.
    I forgot that there's is a very big world around me except this phone.
    Few days, when I didn't use my phone I used to think only about phone and phone. I stopped studying properly.
    And instead that I started watching TV, reading newspaper, playing with sister etc.
    But, my mom was watching my behaviours and was really planning to bring the real me back.
    And she is almost successful with it.
    Ykw? She started studying with me! She started reading my books with me! She started solving questions with me. She did everything to bring my interest in reality back! And I am.
    You won't believe but I have stopped disobeying my parents! I have stopped taking stress. I am improving! I study, I play, I sing I use phone too, I do everything on time.
    I am becoming more disciplined day by day I am improving.
    I am getting healthy tbh.
    My condition in studies is improving.
    I am getting the smarter version of me back and I am losing the foolish version of mine.

    And its all because of my phone again.
    Hahah! Thanks my dear phone for going out of my life temporarily because as you are gone I have learned a lesson that will stay with me permanently.
    I will be the better version of mine permanently and if anytime I deviate of my path ik what will I do.
    And thank my mom a lot. You are the real superhero!
    You can do anything. You are the best. I love you. ✨
    Well it's not that now I don't need phone. I need my phone back because now it is important for me but now I will be not dependent on it only.
    Ik now what's good for me.

    All I want to say through this post is :

    GUYS BREAK UP WITH YOUR CELLPHONE.
    YOUR BETTER LIFE IS WAITING FOR YOU.
    YOUR BETTER VERSION IS WAITING FOR YOU.
    YOUR SMARTNESS IS WAITING FOR YOU.
    THE REAL YOU IS WAITING FOR YOU.

    YOU CELLPHONE IS EATING YOU UP INSIDE.


    CELLPHONE IS FAR DANGEROUS THAN THIS CORONA.

    read.
    Understand.
    Relate.
    Think.
    Action.

    Thank you so much for reading.
    ©yourdevi