Mirakee
Me and my phone
Heya! So, as you know that I was off here for a while and will be Hehe.
Because my phone crashed.
The moment it stopped working I was like almost shocked.
Tsunami of thoughts were coming in my mind,
Millions of ghosts of fear were haunting me. Wanna know why? Read then. (thanks for reading till here ✨)
The thoughts that were on my mind :
1. I lost my phone!?!?!?
2. What will I do now??
3. How will I sing??
4. How will I attend classes??!?
5. How will I sing?!
6. How will I use mirakee?!?
7. How will I take selfie lol?!
I WAS LIKE WHAT WILL I DO NOW?!?!?
I AM NOTHING WITHOUT PDFS / GOOGLE / YT / APPS!!!!
I AM TOTALLY DEPENDED ON PHONE!! WHAT WILL I DO?! I CAN'T STUDY! I CAN'T SING! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!
Within one minute I was almost dead.
Well, tbh. I was never addicted to phone until when corona entered my life.
As soon as corona entered, the end of my REAL LIFE started and the beginning of VIRTUAL LIFE started.
My day in corona era used to start from phone end from phone.
My online class used to start from 8 am and end around 1PM.
After then, I had to complete my work so (which has never ended, not even till this day, students know very well the loads of PDFs and the speed at which teachers completed chapters and the drama of network connection.)
I used to study from phone only, I stopped using books / dictionary for my needs I got depended on Google, YT, apps, PDFs.
And in the end I got nothing I used to study and stress a lot when I had phone but I didn't gain anything, in fact extreme usage of phone destroyed me as a human.
I stopped remembering things more than 3 days and this all affected a lot my marks. They started deteriorating.
And the stress level started increasing and besides this I even stopped getting out of the room tbh THE SMARTPHONE CAGED ME BY HYPNOTISING.
And ykw, a lot of changes occurred in me :
Like I started disobeying my parents.
I started quarrelling with my sister more.
I started staying sad.
Over thinking took place.
My eyes started hurting.
I stopped doing any kinda physical work.
I stopped playing.
I stopped doing those things which I used to do a lot like reading newspaper, walking playing helping mom in household works.
I turned rude.
Because I used to be stay stressed and deviated all because of my extreme usage of phone and over dependency.
My parents used to stay angry on me as I used to talk rudely with them. My sister was upset with me.
But I never realised that it's not them, it's me! It's me and my phone.
I got addicted to listening music. Yes u read right. I got addicted to music too. I forgot that singing is a skill to improve, appreciate and enjoy not a drug to get addict with.
I forgot that there's is a very big world around me except this phone.
Few days, when I didn't use my phone I used to think only about phone and phone. I stopped studying properly.
And instead that I started watching TV, reading newspaper, playing with sister etc.
But, my mom was watching my behaviours and was really planning to bring the real me back.
And she is almost successful with it.
Ykw? She started studying with me! She started reading my books with me! She started solving questions with me. She did everything to bring my interest in reality back! And I am.
You won't believe but I have stopped disobeying my parents! I have stopped taking stress. I am improving! I study, I play, I sing I use phone too, I do everything on time.
I am becoming more disciplined day by day I am improving.
I am getting healthy tbh.
My condition in studies is improving.
I am getting the smarter version of me back and I am losing the foolish version of mine.
And its all because of my phone again.
Hahah! Thanks my dear phone for going out of my life temporarily because as you are gone I have learned a lesson that will stay with me permanently.
I will be the better version of mine permanently and if anytime I deviate of my path ik what will I do.
And thank my mom a lot. You are the real superhero!
You can do anything. You are the best. I love you. ✨
Well it's not that now I don't need phone. I need my phone back because now it is important for me but now I will be not dependent on it only.
Ik now what's good for me.
All I want to say through this post is :
GUYS BREAK UP WITH YOUR CELLPHONE.
YOUR BETTER LIFE IS WAITING FOR YOU.
YOUR BETTER VERSION IS WAITING FOR YOU.
YOUR SMARTNESS IS WAITING FOR YOU.
THE REAL YOU IS WAITING FOR YOU.
YOU CELLPHONE IS EATING YOU UP INSIDE.
CELLPHONE IS FAR DANGEROUS THAN THIS CORONA.
read.
Understand.
Relate.
Think.
Action.
Thank you so much for reading.
©yourdevi
yourdevi
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Where people have been wishing for their ideal better halves, I'm dying to feel the true happiness before I actually leave this universe.
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anush18
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And today when I woke up too late, the very first thought that crossed my mind was of yours. You see even the strongest people have their weak points, so what makes them strong? Their dedication in their good days. What makes me strong is that no matter what happens, I have someone to rely upon. I used to believe that this world is paradise but now I know you're that world for me. How dumb I was. I still am. That feeling of being in heaven is just with you, so should I conclude that you're that world for me? No, I won't. I know we are losing our minds. This is maybe the last letter I'm writing to you and then I'll try to Stop Living In the Past. Memories are overrated. We are just afraid of accepting the present.
Dear Lucius,
You see, even when I was sinking, I called out your name. You don't have to change yourself for anyone or anything. I love the way you are. Words can be filtered as well but behavior? They can't be filtered. I can stop living in the past but maybe I can't stop loving you but still I'll look for the reasons which will be suffice to hate you but It's hard, you know. How to evolve hatred for you when I am so in love with your imperfections? So many if's and but's, right?
Sometimes I think about this phrase, "�������� ������ �������������� ������ �������� ������, �������� ������ ������, ������ ����������������"
Ahh, my mind. I almost lost my mind yesterday night when I was thinking about this one line. What If I Got you but I didn't deserve you? What If I deserved you but I didn't get you? You think I'm an Angel? In my bad days, my sky is grey and the air I breathe is smoky, the shades I paint are blue. I seek bliss but what I get is pissed off. I put my self through hell, I am just a demon. I hope I'll find peace sooner. My monsters will calm down. I don't know if I will be with you anymore but I do know one thing that I'll be forgetting you sooner. I don't want to find reasons to forgive you. I wanna forget you for no reasons. I don't want reasons to forget you. I know If I will be asking reasons, I'll be remembering you everytime.
We are just a tragedy, I guess. This combination perfectly suits us: ������ ���������� ������ �������� �������� ����'���� �������� �������� ������ ���� ���������� ������ �������� �������� ����'���� �������� ��������. We are like an animal when with each other. We are like night jasmine flowers, our life span is shorter but adorable. I told you that I wanted a mass grave for Night Jasmines we used to rip apart. We were obsidians for each other, we used to remove our negativity. I have been craving for your finger tips, I miss your tight hugs you used to give me at the end of the day. Days that were dark & gloomy. I knew I was never the right one for you but I don't know who is that right one for me except you. I remember those days when you used to hide in my lap seeking rest and calmness after a tiring day. I miss those days! Do you? You do a lot, but you never show. We can never totally be forgotten, we can be lost and found. The essence of our soul remains in the songs we suggested, in the mugs we gifted, in the books we read, in the movies we watched. And so we'll never die. You know that it was a tough time and I know that I've been avoiding every single thing that is attached to you or your memories but it's still hard. I still remember the way your warm fingers soothed my frozen ones. I still remember the way you secretly captured my smiling picture and kept in your safe. I still remember the way you used to ask me for my palm to rest on your cheeks. I fuckin remember every littlest of things we did together and apart. This letter is written for burning it later. I won't be sending you this because this is just an attempt to forget you after 3 years of our separation.
I miss us. We didn't fight for the last time. I wish I knew that it's the end. I wish I gave you a back bump so that you run after me and do the same to me. I wish our end was not silent. I wish our end was ENDLESS.
YOURS MARTHA!
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#AgonizingJanuary #letters #broken #wtf
@writersnetwork @ikigaii @starrdust @zilch__
@kin_jo
I'm trying to write this from 22nd and today is the day I finally finished it! ��
(It was a forced writing, in short) ��
Suggest me names for the boy xD
Alphabets: G to Z..
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anush18
1w
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Man, I just feel like a rockstar. (Ayy, ayy)
#PostMalone #21Savage #AgonizingJanuary
Loads of love your way.. #Bg
Thank You So Much @writersnetwork for the like! ��Lately, I've realised it's just the trick of time. The more time you give to a relation, the more it grows and strengthens. The less you are there, the more your relationship will fade. And now I'm sailing with the flow. Alone but better. Now, the frozen blood vessels of my body have denied to melt. Now, the muggy smell of my brain has denied to be fresh. Now, the insects that crawl inside my brain are dead for they have had consumed a lot of hatred. Those who held me down at some point, and those who are still competing with me: Let me tell you that I'm just a block head with lots of lost dreams buried in my graveyard. No matter how wrecked I'm, I still sailing and you're still burning! Mind it.
©anush18 -
anush18
1w
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#AgonizingJanuary @writersnetwork @mauve_
@colourfulgreys @kin_jo
Thanks For the like @writersnetwork ��Days like these are rare in my life, when I smile carelessly, thinking about nothing, just lying on a ground, watching the good days pass by! Watching all the good days turning into "those were the days", I cry peacefully. A good and A peaceful cry is necessary for cleansing your soul, I've heard. Then my question is: In what ways crying in a locked room can help you? Where you've no one to notice, no one to care?
©anush18 -
She Hope Faith
©sumiewrites
She was like a phoenix waiting to depart, waiting to go, waiting to come
She was burnin down her core
With that brave look on the face
All she ever wanted was gone
i wish i could say i felt like she was my sister, but i can't. i’ve loved her. i wish i could say i don’t feel like she is anyone. i wish i could say i don’t feel like i am anyone at all.From the north, through the mountains
She fought with every consequences she could imagine, she was no more than a shadow of her lost self.Somehow i managed to get out of bed without waking anybody. i woke up to the sound of wings in the distance. i’d like to name it, but i’m not able to remember it. i thought to myself, oh god, what a relief it was to be alive. i didn’t want to get back in the car or get back because everytime I remember getting back to that car
I feel her
She has died
But her memory just keeps everyone alive
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She fought with her mind like a phoenix
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sumiewrites
2w
CAN'T STOP
I can't stop looking back at you
The way you loved my scars through every dark
The way you used to care about every single thing
The way you believed in me
The way you supported me
The way you caressed my head
The way you used to hold my hand
The way we fought childishly
The way you wipped out my tears when something went wrong
The way you made me and my life meaningful
I loved your ways
I just can't stop
©sumiewrites -
sumiewrites
2w
What was that!!!?
lookin' at the window
I saw a phoenix, in that bright light Comin' in ,
I was just staring
and it disappeared
©sumiewrites -
sumiewrites
1w
SOMETHING'S ODD
There's something odd
In the air
When I'm staring at my lavender sky
When I'm trying to be loving
When I'm back in the past again
At the end of everything
I'm just left overthinking
©sumiewrites -
sumiewrites
4d
Petals are fallin'
the petals are falling
one after another
day by day
as the wind's changing
the mankind's sakes are falling down,
year by year
hopes are getting embedded down the core with the petals of that rose
that used to be red , and is black now
The way those sakes led
Was drowning
when the last petal fell down
I looked up
and everything was ended
©sumiewrites
