A dried, dead leaf kissed my cheek. Then It followed the wind streak After staying in air for a while It landed on ground on other dead leaves pile. How it reminded of you You came in my life along with a moment breezy I thought of you as a beautiful flower I did not noticed the thorns though And after a months few the thorns in you pierced my heart My heart broke and fell apart. It's not your fault not at all. Mesmerized by it's beauty I jumped in the waterfall. I forgot that I cannot swim I got lost in the deep waters grim. Somehow I survived But my heart actually never revived. From inside I am so cold another heart I cannot mould. I thought you to be my love for a moment brief. But you just kissed me like a dry dead leaf.
When I am with you please don't drop a tear. When I am near you you don't have to fear. Let me blindfold you with my love my dear. With closed eyes I want you to feel the skies. I want you to imagine all things beautiful and nice. Search for my soul in your heart Search for it in the deepest part. Feel the warmth of my palms Feel it without any qualm. I know this world is not good enough I know living sometimes can be tough. But remember when there's no hope love comes as a rescue With closed eyes hold my hands I will carry you through all the odds. For you I can fights the gods .
Trust me and let me blindfold. Your emotions are as precious as the gold. Hold them back inside. Let the closed eyes hide Those valuables. Don't let them flow in vain I am so close to you Let me absorb all your pain. Love is a dedication. In oceans of varied emotions Love is the highest tide. Let's sail together and reach the brightest star. Let me blindfold you my love Let me take you to a fairyland far.
Home is a feeling i have never felt and maybe will never be able to feel.In few last years i have realised my senses to feel things are getting weaker day-by-day."Have you ever been in love"Jenny asked."Yeah twice -One was when i failed a test in 7th std and my geek classmate offered me his ice cream to console me and my weak heart -I fell in love with him though we never talked after that"I laughed loudly at her annoying face."And second was a kind of tragedy that happened to me "The same geek boy offered me his heart in college but i had already learnt enough by that time that : "You won't find a real home until and unless that home wants you too,Until and unless it itself invites you to colour it with your annoying habits and paint it with your happiness" and He is that kind of home that invited me but i wasn't the right person to make it one.But you know what the tragedy is by that time i realised "I was not meant to feel the feeling of home though he emits that coziness that one can define as home but that home doesn't deserve habits like "Me" Fuck !! I can easily toxicate the walls of his heart and weaken the boundaries, The plaster on it but I banned that feeling to intoxicate me because "He deserved a better person to live within his home and not me who'll ruin that happily ever after within seconds- He don't". I replied looking at the building on the other side of the road -I have heard he lives here where I used to live few years ago (I have been changing buildings since then - I still can't make those 4 walls a home -That feeling was never there//Never'//
Home can never be a person for me.I mean it take years for us to make a place our home and with humans the format is almost same but the thing is when you had a fight with a person you can just leave that person without thinking twice if your peace is at risk but what if you had fight with those four walls??Where will you go??There will no other "Home" for you to welcome you in at the odd/even hours.Where will you go??When a relationship started becoming toxic -You can just break the fucking spell and leave the damnnn person but what if the ceiling start to question your existence,The walls start demanding answers of your decisions and what if the doors started becoming one sided -Just the exit and then no entry!!There will be no place that"ll accept you just like your old home did!!No one will hear your pleas of how you are sorry for not feeling the feeling called "Home" Maybe because you don't carry the same warmth they did.You are fucking cold just like ice and once if someone holds that ice for seconds their hands turn numb!!The same goes for you -The more someone tries to find home within you,The more you'll ruin them and turn them homeless.