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I’m nothing special.
I’m nothing special.We don’t hold many conversations anymore but every part of me wishes that did.I never wanted us to end.I never wanted us to lose someone as great as you, in the end.I’m not perfect,no one is.Somehow...yu’re perfect to me.your eyes...the way they’d sparkle.your smile...the way it would grow at the smallest things.your tears...the ones I caused alot.I always made you the bad oneI’m somehow good at it...I thought I had a good heart but...i lost yu.I don’t find that good-hearted in any way.you always tried to help mei pushed yu away.yu kept trying.Then one day?Yu gave up.I was scared...I thought I had ruined everything...I thought yu were going to leave and i wasn’t going to see yu ever again.I thought yu were done with me, butthen yu messaged methen we blossomed.Yu always keep me stable and for some odd reason i never seemed to tell yu thank yu.if i ever didyou’d tell me not to.You deserved to hear it, so why not let me say it?One day, yu got distant really...distant...we stopped talking as often.our long chats turned into small smiles.our eyes never met anymore.I messed up.I hurt yu...and i never meant to.It’s stupid to say that but I never thought it’d hurt you as bad as for you to...go..Yu started to ignore my messages...or you’d be short with me.I started to cry myself to sleep...then you left and...I never saw you.I wondered where you had gone.Then...I saw you...walking along with someone...new..I...I wasn’t good enough anymore.but it’s okay, because I knew that I’m the reason.You’re happy now..and I’m okay with that.I’d rather see your smile grow instead of shrink because of me.I just wish you to stay happy.I’ll always be here...because I still care yu know...I’ll never forget you...because unlike me...Yu were everything special.©zarvis
It’s a cold evening That tarnishes the soulSeeps under the skinTill it touches bone.Ahh! The bitterness That gathers strongTill numb to winters biteYu continue your walkBetween twilight And the Christmas lights To winters thrillA hard to swallow pill.©zarvis
Fill The Voids Yu Left Behind.!
I always thought love was fickle, and for the one’s who did deeds to deserve it. Yu taught me many a times , this world was not only love, but 20 cents forgiveness, 30 cents kindness, 20 cents respect, and 30 cents humanity.We missed out on love in making to a 100% Right?!No we didn’t miss out! Love is somewhere entangled with all of them.It’s intertwined between your lost presence and my meaningless existence.I’ve served love to some and they didn’t even pay me back. While others expressed their love for me in more than one way and I have never returned them the same share.It just keeps on working that way!We need a better place! Can’t we make that happen.? Where this cycle of one loving someone and then that someone loving someone else ends.?While sitting on edge of terrace I’ve seen the end coming! With every sleep that might not turn out to end I’ve seen the end roar at it’s best.Our end !We are nothing but transient piece of stardust walking the face of earth. All carrying a burning flame within us. With our deeds designing how well we live to die.!None of us knows what lies ahead. And I’m least concerned with knowing it. All I know is I can’t come running to you for advices now, I need time to time. I can’t ask your suggestion over how to plant a new sapling. I might not do that gardening ever now or I may do it for lifetime.We regard our actions as tribute or maybe our gloom’s for others!I don’t know why we’re so complicated!All I know is the bed where yu slept is empty and the terrace where yu used to chat with me, I’m no longer able to find that company there!It’s just silence which your voice never fills up!©zarvis
When the silence converses calmly Words fade away in oblivion Chaos loses its meaning Emotions flow freelySolace caressesSolitude seepsSoul connectsPeace dripsTruce©Zarvis
And In The Lonely Common Terrace OfThe HostelWhere Countless Memories Were Made.As The Sunset,All I Think Of Was Someone,I Could Share It with.©zarvis
Obsession is not love Infatuation is not loveWhen someone ignores yuOr treats yu poorly, carelessly, Or with indifferenceAnd that creates a need for their loveThat's not loveThat's a lack of love, for yourself, trying to fill your missing pieces with theirs but when someone is whole and yu are wholeAnd yu act in kindness, benevolence, and vulnerability through strength Love becomes an exchange of pieces with another person, And that is loveAs it's truest form.©zarvis
Our culture has bred consumer and addicts. We eat too much, buy too much, and want too much. We set ourselves on the fruitless mission of filling the gaping hole withing us with material things. Blindly, we consume more & more, believing we are hungry for more food, status, or money, yet really we are hungry for connection©zarvis
Did yu ever realize how much your body loves yu? I mean it's always trying to keep yu alive. That's all your body has to live for. Your body is making sure yu breathe while yu sleep, stopping cuts from bleeding, fixing broken bones, finding ways to beat the illness that might get yu. Your body literally loves yu so much. It's time yu start loving your body back.©zarvis
You & I
I explain quietly. You hear me shouting. You try a new tack. I feel old wounds reopen. You see both sides. I see your blinkers. I am placatory. You sense a new selfishness. I am a dove. You recognize the hawk. You offer an olive branch. I feel the thorns. You bleed. I see crocodile tears. I withdraw. You reel from the impact.©zarvis
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ISN'T SHE LOVELY?
I never could get what i wanted, but beautiful pictures, tell of love stories i can't afford.©_king_
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Maybe we all are words waiting to be rearranged into a beautiful poetry.©usha_b
Inspired by a certain amount of sadness.(Photo from Pixabay)
I hope my words may touch you.In ways that we cannot grasp.How will they hold you?If this poem is my last?~ an EWK Poe'em ©ericwk
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we could have jumped offthe edge of the earthand fallen into the stars,but you were scared to fly,and I was scared to fall
They had a bet... If he wins, she has to do his assignments for a month.... If she wins, she gets to go on a date with him... He willingly lost the bet .... And that's how the love story of the college's hottest boy and nerdy girl began.... ©kaviya_k
After agesWhen I walked across same buildings, Through the same streets Where once we carved linesIn those halcyon skiesWhere our footprints leadAlong the same path And I came to an edgeWhere the roads end. But wait! I found a pair missing Of those prints. Know not, was it mineOr yours, my love. Maybe, the journey was just mine. ©scarofthewind
a try at alliteration hehe
was she too stifling
there is something about you and she
stringed with serendipity
and how your smiles
could not surmount the shine of supernovae
and a singe of sadness
shatters of self-pity
she is something, but me,
i still wait for the stars to steal the space between you and me.
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Words - Those Niffty Little 'Expressors'
And then, one day, the words dried up on her tongue. She couldn't swallow them nor spit them out. It seemed as if all the weight that had been weighing her soul down had come to rest upon her tongue, so that it felt like lead, hard to lift to form any words - those niffty little 'expressors' people used to 'express' themselves with.
So, she waited for their weight to be lifted, day after day, but it increased minute by minute - and after some time, she forgot to express herself through words, through her voice.
Because the weight of the 'unspoken' was too much to bear now, and then one afternoon, her pen starting bleeding ink and she found that the anguish and fire that tore her apart all the time, could be spoken, if only she let her heart bleed first, through her pen.
I want you to exist with me in two place Here in my writes and Where we are together
There's no end no forever. BecauSe broken relations aren't celebrated.